nothing in particular has happened, my depression has just plummeted and I can't cope anymore, sorry for being pathetic and not replying individually
I'm looking at my safe plan my counsellor did with me today, from it I should either ring the samaritans or go to a and e, but I can't, too anxious to talk on phone and I'm just sat in bed in my pj's so can't get to a and e.
*shakes in corner*

*cuddles Oliver* I'm sorry you're struggling so much. Could you talk to your GP perhaps or even phone your counsellor?? Please try to stay safe xx

I'm seeing my GP again on friday, saw her monday, she wants to see me once a week, also today my counsellor said he was going to ring my gp and uni welfare officer, mainly cos he has too cos I basically told him I'm a massive risk to myself. My counsellor is also ringing me tomorrow as we couldnt find a time to have another appointment this week.

*hides*

Glad you're seeing people & hope they help

*curls up grumbling to self*

What's wrong Julie??

they cancelled my appointment :nono: :mad: :mad: :mad:
i got all stressed and worried and psyced myself up for tommorrow and the canceled grrrrrrrrrrr

i was going to get my wisdom teeth out

Eeks. That really sucks, especially psyched yourself up. Have they re-arranged it?

now it's not going to be for month i just want it over :crying: :crying: sorry it's like nothing i no.... sorry it's stupid

It's not stupid if you are worried about it. Loads of people are afraid of the dentist, if it is any consolation, I also need my wisdom teeth removed and I have been avoiding it and putting up with the pain for about 18 months. I think you are very brave (but right) to go through with it. It is ok to be scared and apprehensive about things. You will be ok though, despite what you may think right now. You will be fine.

Emma's right Julie...

thanks u guys *hugs helen and emma*

ooooo i can see an oliver

and now i cant

Firstly: Welcome to all new people who have ventured onto the ward since I was on here last night. *offers hugs to those who can accept them*

*hugs everyone who wants/needs & can accept them*

Had my last session with a psychologist today. A bit co-incidental that I was allowed to see him just after the date that my complaint to the HQCC would have reached the Director of Mental Health and that it was decided to close my case to psychology now that the last date for submissions to the HQCC has passed. Pity no treatment actually happened during that time. I'm sure my lawyer is going to find this interesting.

Mood is crap. Really low. Suicidal and full of SI thoughts. Just wishing that it all could be over. *sigh*

*walks around the ward to find everyone, hugs those that want hugs, and leaves a tray with no-cal ice-cream, chocolate and some tropical fruit on the table for those who want it*

hey hun *hugs*

*tosses confetti everywhere* I didnt really get to celebrate yet since i'm one of the first ppl that i know that are done with finals... So i figured id celebrate in here.

*cleans up and retreats into a corner*

*gives laura a congrats hugs*
*waves hello to noonesfool* I'm Oliver
*hugs Julie*
*hugs Helen*
*hugs Kahlia*
*hugs everyone else*

*hides in a corner* I've been awake all night and I have an exam in an hour and then a day of rehearsals through to tonight.

*Throws some confetti for Laura* :)
*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs April* I missed you again! I have gotta start paying more attention :S
*SUPER HUGS OLIVER* I'm sorry your depression has increased , I hate it when that happens to me, I'm sort of in a bit of a dip myself so can relate. am willing to listen and try and help if I can :)

* Housing support worker is here ! * Hugs everyone*