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Doikers 23-01-2011 05:08 PM

Whats happened Jill ?

shadowedsoul 23-01-2011 05:14 PM

my mum and dad are argueing so much today. they are shouting at each other. today just keeps getting better and better.

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 05:14 PM

Just had a morning filled with rows today, I mean I just felt useless and as if the past few weeks have just been utterly pointless and that I was being really selfish for wanting people to look after me because of how I am mentally. *sigh*

*cuddles everyone* I wish I could be supporting people today

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:16 PM

*Hugs Jill* I'm sorry hun:(

*Hugs Sarah* You don't need to be supportive when you need support yourself , thas why we are here , Make Sense?

shadowedsoul 23-01-2011 05:17 PM

thanks mark, sorry guys

nicole94 23-01-2011 05:22 PM

*Cuddles Lia, Mark, Jill and Sarah*
I want to change my name, and was looking through names, and Charlie just stuck out to me :)

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:24 PM

Nicole , you could be a Good Charlie! Why do you want to change your name?

Jill , why do you think it's your fault hun?

nicole94 23-01-2011 05:27 PM

Thankyou Mark :) My mum has agreed to let me legally change my name to Charlie aswell (not that she had any choice anyway lol) And I dunno, I was just thinking about everything, I wanna make a fresh start, Nicole was a silly little girl, I don't wanna be her anymore. :)

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 05:27 PM

*cuddles Mark* thanks. I just wish people IRL understood that I can't be helping if I'm so bad myself that I just don't care what happens to me. Last night I was hallucinating so badly all I could hear was the door chime from my fiance's work over and over, solidly, for hours. So I wasn't really capable of doing anything to help anyone :(

Thanks for being here guys.

Nicole, Charlie is a lovely name. *cuddles*

Jill, its not your fault hun, even if they try to blame you *cuddles*

shadowedsoul 23-01-2011 05:28 PM

hmm it is my fault,well most of it is.

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:34 PM

Okay Nicole , that makes sense :) *Hugs*

I'm Sorry you were hearing the door chime so much last night Sarah *Hugs*

I'm sure it's not your fault Jill :S *Hugs*

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 05:37 PM

*cuddles Jill*

*cuddles Mark* it started rows and things, from my state last night, this morning. So I've had a real crap morning too. 3h of on and off rows about my mental state. I wish I could help it. I wish I didn't need constantly looking after. I wish I was different >:(

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:43 PM

I'm sorry , Obviously we can't help out mental state , If we could do something about it we would , I take my meds and meet with CMHT (When they feel like it) but I still get **** days and I'm sure you do all that you can do as well hun, I wish I could help more Sarah *Hugs*

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 05:46 PM

I'm doing everything I can, I've been to my GP so many times and I see my counsellor weekly, I take my meds without fail and I'm going to see mind for a chat, I'm waiting for the mental health team to ring me for an appointment but there's nothing else I can do. I can't "just be happy once in a while" because thats not how it works. I can fake it, and I can fake it bloody well. But with people I can trust I'd rather just be truthful, open and honest, but thats just biting me on the ass now. Balls to this, I'm gonna be a hermit.

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:49 PM

It sucks when we have to fake being Happy :S Don't be a hermit I'd miss you , I could be a Hermit , I try not to be TOO honest with my family ,I sometimes say I'm down but I never mention the S.I. or just how low I get .

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 05:52 PM

I'm never open with my family about it for the reason they don't think mental health problems don't exist. :/ I just want to hide from everything sometimes because its so much effort faking happiness and its so hard when the people closest to us are getting fed up with looking after us :/ my mind is racing. Had green tea but not calmed down. Grr.

Doikers 23-01-2011 05:55 PM

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry your family are of that opinion , what about your finance could you go to his?

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 06:00 PM

I was there last night and this morning. I think he needs a break from looking after me, plus he's working till 11 :/

Doikers 23-01-2011 06:03 PM

Oh okay . Hmmm Could you secrte yourself in your room to get away from everybody? Are you on a Laptop that you could take into another room?

nicole94 23-01-2011 06:15 PM

*Cuddles Sarah* sorry, I don't really have much advice.
I just nearly took my thumb off while peeling potatoes :/

Doikers 23-01-2011 06:20 PM

Crickey Nicole! what are you using to peel them? a Machete?:P Be careful hun.

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 06:20 PM

Oh Nicole :( *cuddles* you okay?

*cuddles Mark* Nah not really, I'm not feeling too stressed now.

Doikers 23-01-2011 06:23 PM

Good Sarah :)

nicole94 23-01-2011 06:23 PM

*Cuddles Sarah and Mark* I'm ok, put a plaster on it and carried on lol. And erm-a what now Mark? :/

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 06:29 PM

A large sword Nicole. Glad its not too bad hun x

*cuddles Mark*

Doikers 23-01-2011 06:31 PM

A Machete Nicole . Is Basically a huge big kinife , like a foot long , used to chop your way through thick jungle and woodland and tall grass and stuff .

nicole94 23-01-2011 06:31 PM

Ah right, well I definatley wasn't using one of those :/

FlyingNy 23-01-2011 06:31 PM

I remember once in food tech I had a 'sword' fight with my best friend and some spatulas. Our teacher was less than impressed with us :)

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry you've had a **** day and I wish your family were more understanding. Mine know nothing about any of it because I know they wouldn't understand and just hate me.

FlyingNy 23-01-2011 06:32 PM

*Hugs Nicole and Mark* Yo :)

Doikers 23-01-2011 06:34 PM

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Nicole*

one_step_closer 23-01-2011 06:35 PM

I phoned the voluntary crisis team and the person who answered sounded annoyed that I was calling them. I have been told not to call when I am going to overdose or attempt suicide but they spoke to me a little and said that I should go online for a while to stay distracted. I have been trying to phone Breathing Space because hopefully they will listen to me more but I keep hanging up every time they say hello. I just can't bring myself to speak. :/

Doikers 23-01-2011 06:37 PM

Lindsay Hun I have the Text number for the Samaritans , Would you like it? *Hugs*

nicole94 23-01-2011 06:37 PM

Lol Lia, ahhh,the days of food tech. There was a egg brush which if you pulled the bristles back and let go it wobbled like jelly....I spent most of my lessons laughing at it.. :D
Oh and yo to you to.
*Hugs Mark back*

one_step_closer 23-01-2011 06:39 PM

I have the number, Mark. I just feel like the Samaritans go round in circles with me. Thank you though.

Doikers 23-01-2011 06:46 PM

What about C.A.L.L Helpline ? It's supposed to be a Welsh helpline and the intro is in Welsh THEN in English ,I've only ever called once but I rang them once and they were pretty understanding. I'll give you their number if you like?I understand if helplines aren't your thing but the person I got didn't hurry me along and listened to me.

Billy! 23-01-2011 07:04 PM

Hiii everybody :)
(It's Nicole)

Doikers 23-01-2011 07:14 PM

Hey Nicole!! *Hugs* Would you like us to call you rawwr now?

FlyingNy 23-01-2011 07:15 PM

Hey :) New account. I know what it means :)

Lindsey, it's not fair that they told you you couldn't call under those circumstances. Surely that's the point in them? You could try RAINN, they have a hotline so you can chat on the computer. I've always found them useful, they're technically an SA line, but they don't seem to mind if you just want someone to talk to, they never ask you for anything you don't want to tell them.

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 07:18 PM

How can they even tell you not to call when you're feeling like that?! _ Sorry they were like that with you Lindsay. *cuddles*

*hugs Nicole* New account?

*cuddles Mark and Lia*

Doikers 23-01-2011 07:22 PM

*Full of Pizza and Fruit , Half Healthy , Half ,well........Pizza , With Chilli sauce and Salad Cream (I'm an Artist :P)*

Billy! 23-01-2011 07:24 PM

*Cuddles everyone*
Yeah, I requested a name change a few days ago but got bored of waiting, so made a new account :)
And yeah Lia, RAWWR.

Doikers 23-01-2011 07:25 PM

Nicole is RAWWR an acronym?

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 07:26 PM

I requested a name change mid last week. I'll wait mine out though :p

*cuddles Mark* that sounds terrible to me lol, spicy food kills me :p

Billy! 23-01-2011 07:27 PM

Erm, minds gone blank, whats an acronym again? XD

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 07:33 PM

A shortening, like RYL is an acronym of Recover your life :)

Doikers 23-01-2011 07:33 PM

An Acronym is a word where each letter is the beginning of a word like LASER , or ummm.....SOUR ---- Setting-Ourselves-Up to-Relapse , I learnt this at my group.

EDIT:- Oh sarah thats a much better one , Go with Sarah , Nicole :)

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 07:35 PM

Was the only one I could think of Mark lol

SoMuchMore 23-01-2011 07:37 PM

*hugs everyone*

SparkleKitten 23-01-2011 07:39 PM

*hugs Laura* how you doing?

Billy! 23-01-2011 07:39 PM

Oh right lol, no it's not, I text a few of my friends, including Lia, the other day saying RAWWR. All my other friends were just like 'what?' and Lia was the only one that got it, she text back 'is dinosoar for 'I love you' :)


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