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chocostashchick 05-03-2008 10:14 PM

yes! icing!
why i couldnt have just used the other name instead of rambling on incessantly i don't know

sigh

effervescence 05-03-2008 10:21 PM

hey, im too scared to go to a real hospital - can i come in?

MammaMia 05-03-2008 10:25 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by chocostashchick (Post 604071)
well done Helen! yay!!
did you eat too much frosting? sometimes that makes my mouth funny from all the sugar making it feel raw. have some tea. tea fixes everything.

Hehe I love iceing <333 But erm no that's not why hehe.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Small_Black_Flower (Post 604080)
*hugs*

I know how you feel, I know Ive been doing well but now feel college will go downhill cos missed today.

hope your ok? tis ok to miss one day!!..tis probably better if you werent up to it, you wouldnt have felt good and would have probably made you feel worse. *more hugs* xxx

Thank you sweetheart. I hope it doesn't go downhill for you -huggles- I don't feel ok and yet at same time I'm so hyppppppppppppper!

Small_Black_Flower 05-03-2008 10:43 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hells (Post 604572)
Thank you sweetheart. I hope it doesn't go downhill for you -huggles- I don't feel ok and yet at same time I'm so hyppppppppppppper!

hehe I'm hyyper too... but nothing to do...ah well *dances madly* xx

Pomegranate 05-03-2008 11:42 PM

I am having an emo moment. I am sorry for being so **** recently and not replying to you lovely people. I am currently working on regaining my faith and building a relationship with God, something I lost many many years ago but would like back. I just seem to be failing. Everything is going wrong. I am drinking to make it feel better and then I plan on SIing and thus shall be three times in one week in A+E. I hope everyone is ok, and once again...I apologise for neglecting the community, I just cant contribute properly at the moment x

chocostashchick 06-03-2008 03:57 AM

you have nothing to apologise for honey - your health is more important
everybody at RYL has times when they can contribute less
please dont feel bad

*passes out more tea and hugs to those who are in need*

*huddles in corner and wonders where the fvck my sanity went and why i keep feeling like my body is made of lead does anybody else ever suddenly feel like that or is it just me and should i be concerned? thoughts? yes? no?*

~*forever_broken*~ 06-03-2008 05:19 AM

*accepts some tea and a hug from Callie and tries not to spill her tea*

Callie, hunni, you're no more nuts than the rest of us (which may or may not be saying anything, lol). As for feeling like lead, no, it's not just you, no worries hun. Just one manifestation of depression.

Helen, hunni, everyones right, sometimes you just need a mental health day or two. Believe me, I've been there, taking a day off for your mental health and thwn feeling bad for it. However, it has always been for the best.

Oh I'm drunk... Pretty exciting (read:not at all). I should know better... I DO know better... I tend to get more suicidal than usual when I'm drunk...
god I suck... I hate this... Why can't I just die? Lots of people die accidentally every day... Why in the world can't I be one of them? Does God really hate me that much?!:crying:

*stumbles back to her corner and cries herself to sleep clutching her stuffed lamb*b

l.e.g.o 06-03-2008 10:29 AM

hugs to all
i just want to die right now-wanna do so much damageit cant be repaired-want to suffer as i know i deserve
im sorry
xxxx

SnowBerrySnuffles 06-03-2008 10:48 AM

*Takes some tea and runs off to hide*
I really am not up to going to my assessment today... oh well...
x

SnowBerrySnuffles 06-03-2008 10:50 AM

uni assessment that is...
x

Jetforce 06-03-2008 12:02 PM

Good luck in ur assessment! I'm sure u'll do fine :-) xxx

black feather 06-03-2008 01:32 PM

*starts checking in* is there still a corner somewhere? I brought my own pillows and blankets....i just need a small space to cry in

Pomegranate 06-03-2008 01:37 PM

*moves over to allow black feather a corner* Do you want some tissues hun? x

Jetforce 06-03-2008 02:18 PM

*gives black_feather a hug and some tlc*

chocostashchick 06-03-2008 03:01 PM

SnowBerrySnuffles i hope the assessment goes well - you can do it and then come back here and give us a report or something
*gives black feather and emma and jeremy and newlife fuzzy blankets and sits down*
*hugs Alyssa and gives you tea so you don't have a hangover. by the way your new name is too long for me to update in my sig :'( drat*
no way Alyssa are you serious? i actually thought that i was possibly developing brain cancer or something (not that i cared.... which is concerning in and of itself)
so that thing where you suddenly for no reason feel like your whole body is made of lead out of nowhere and then it goes away just as suddenly in like a minute is a symptom of depression? really? get out now way that is weird. huh. why?

Jetforce 06-03-2008 04:11 PM

ty for the blanket :-D

chocostashchick 06-03-2008 05:59 PM

aww you're welcome blankets are awesome arent they
this one time i brought a huge blanket with me to the movies and everybody stared at me like i was a crazy person (haha irony) but i was so comfy

MammaMia 06-03-2008 07:59 PM

Thanks everyone for making me feel better about yesterday.

I feel liek crying, I have SOOOOO much work to get done for tomorrow. Bastards! DO THEY KNOW IT'S MY 18TH BIRTHDAY TOMORROW OR SOMETHING?

*breathes*

Small_Black_Flower 06-03-2008 08:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hells (Post 606735)
Thanks everyone for making me feel better about yesterday.

I feel liek crying, I have SOOOOO much work to get done for tomorrow. Bastards! DO THEY KNOW IT'S MY 18TH BIRTHDAY TOMORROW OR SOMETHING?

*breathes*

Ahh Hun,
*throws Helen a *surprise early* birthday party ... with lots of Balloons and fun, to make her feel better!!
*dancys madly again*

Am feeling weak at the moment, got drunk at college (a little mistake), grr

But yeah anyways happy birthday for tomorrow hun :-D

chocostashchick 06-03-2008 08:46 PM

Happy Birthday Helen

MammaMia 06-03-2008 08:59 PM

Wow thanks guys :)

Any food, cus Im hungry!!! Whilst working and fed up of it :(

chocostashchick 06-03-2008 09:33 PM

*gives Helen an early birthday cake covered with tons of frosting.... icing, whatever*

*sits down with a massive mug of tea and sighs*

MammaMia 06-03-2008 10:07 PM

Awwwwww I love ya guys ^_^

LittleVampp 06-03-2008 10:18 PM

*knocks On door* is it ok if I come in.,...... I will be quite I promise

chocostashchick 06-03-2008 10:21 PM

hey Didi, come on in!

*passes Didi a blanket and pillow to sit on*

LittleVampp 06-03-2008 10:22 PM

Thanks :)..... finally Im welcome some where :)

*Takes blanket and pillow*
Thanks me cold
*Raps up in blanket and sits on the floor*

chocostashchick 06-03-2008 10:27 PM

awww on RYL you're always welcome :)

*snuggles into her blanket because life is too hard right now*

LittleVampp 06-03-2008 10:27 PM

Awww I know that feeling :) come.... Huggles :)

Whats up

MammaMia 06-03-2008 11:01 PM

BABY GIRL!!!!

chocostashchick 06-03-2008 11:04 PM

*hides in her blanket*

okay so whoever is around please please send good luck thoughts my way
i am needing it
i have to call a DBT specialist when i get out of work in half an hour and beg for therapy

*i think i just threw up a little bit in my mouth*

Small_Black_Flower 06-03-2008 11:21 PM

*sends lots of good luck to chocostashchick (i dont know your name!)*
*lots of hugs*

xx

edit: Callie! *waves and sends more good luck*

MammaMia 07-03-2008 12:13 AM

*dances around*

46 minutes until I can start cleberating!!!

chocostashchick 07-03-2008 12:27 AM

thanks Emm!!
wasn't so bad...... *hides in blanket with tea* still scary though. we'll see.

happy bday Helen

MammaMia 07-03-2008 12:44 AM

Wish me a happy birthday in 15 MINS.

Someone making me a topic I bet =P

Small_Black_Flower 07-03-2008 12:59 AM

*Skips over*
*sits down*
*curls up with blanket and irish coffee (haha)*
*Happy 18th Birthday Helen!!!!!!*
*scatters balloons and stars and huge hugs*
*curls up again n gets comfy for the night*

Edit: damm am a minute early!!

MammaMia 07-03-2008 01:03 AM

Omg Freaking Ass

I'm 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chocostashchick 07-03-2008 02:59 AM

happy 18th Helen!

~*forever_broken*~ 07-03-2008 05:42 AM

Happy Birthday Helen!!

*cries quietly in her corner*
I have a counseling session tomorrow and I have to tell him about my last two ODs and I don't want to...
:crying:

Jetforce 07-03-2008 07:50 AM

Birthday Wishes to u Helen!!!

*huge hugs and offers u a some ale* lol

chocostashchick 07-03-2008 02:52 PM

good luck alyssa honey
*offers tea*

i am so messed up right now :(
definitely took something i wasnt supposed too last night and i am still all funny
and i am at work
i am so dysfunctional that was such a mistake
sad part: dont think i would survive the day without it though

LittleVampp 07-03-2008 03:26 PM

Sorry I disappeared last night :(... I was soooo tired.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY baby girl

PaperClip 07-03-2008 04:26 PM

**STANDS OUTSIDE THE DOOR**

**can i come in??**

Pomegranate 07-03-2008 05:48 PM

of course you can PaperClip (sorry don't know your name)!

*Hugs Callie and everyone else who needs it* How are you feeling now hun? *offers Callie water to flush the stuff out her system* Hope work isn't too bad.

*hugs Ally* How did your counselling appointment go? Here if you want to talk x

LittleVampp 07-03-2008 08:29 PM

*walks in quitely* Sorry Il be quite

~*forever_broken*~ 07-03-2008 08:53 PM

Thanks hun
Welcome paper clip. We have stuffed animals, warm blankets, coffee, tea, and whatever else you may want.
My counseling session went alright today. He didn't lock me up and to be honest I was a little worried about that so *phew*. He did use the 'h' word and seems to think it is a very real possibility... then again I suppose it is with suicidal folks :pinch:
Damn...

Pomegranate 07-03-2008 10:50 PM

Don't worry about making noise 12vampire34 (sorry I don't know your name!). Are you alright? *offers hugs and some yummy hot chocolate*

*hugs Rowie* Unfortunately I know exactly what you mean but we are here to love and support you for as long as you need it. Stay strong x

Ally, I think you were incredibly brave to go today and you never know the 'h' may not even be necessary but You are clearly struggling at the moment and deserve all the help and support available. Take every opportunity they offer hun *hugs* x

~*forever_broken*~ 08-03-2008 02:22 AM

Thanks Emma hunni.
Callie, are you ok sweetie? What happened... Remember I love you sweetie...

~*forever_broken*~ 08-03-2008 02:27 AM

:crying:
He (my counselor) just ruined it. I understand it but he just ruined it.:crying:
I am now in the middle of an email conversation about pain meds and wouldn't it be a good idea if I got rid of it and well maybe I could just keep a small amount...
My reply to the second (small amount) email... Having it is a security thing... And besides it's expensive and I just recently bought a new bottle.
And I've probably dug myself in more...
:crying:
Latest email?'How about you send me an email each day letting me know how safe you are feeling'
What am I a child? He should have locked me up would have saved him the worry...
I'm not being fair I know...

effervescence 08-03-2008 06:05 AM

hey, can i come in?

i have to go and start with a new counsellor on thurs. i want to go, but dont know what to say *huddles in a corner*

chocostashchick 08-03-2008 06:30 AM

aww alyssa
i am really sucky and i totally messed myself up even more because yeah therapy crap lol
welcome effervescence btw come on in join the club
and hi emma and rowie

anyway alyssa hun i think your therapist is really nice
and maybe emailing him could be a way of like keeping in touch
no more childish or protective than checking in on RYL is!
think about it, we usually come on in and post at least once a day, usually more, and keep tabs on eachother
he is just doing the same thing!

i know it is scary and that you think it is all ruined
but it isnt
and if he wanted you in hosp you would be there! trust me! they dont mess around with that! people get sectioned every day and if they wanted to do it to you, they would

so anyway i think you could email him, maybe give it a try

*end of really long post - passes out refreshments*


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