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guttergirl 04-09-2007 10:39 PM

missing boyfriend =(
*hugs everyone*
useless for advice tonight but good luck to you all

MammaMia 04-09-2007 11:42 PM

I'm feeling ill again, for **** sake I'm only just geting over these ****ing infections.

I have depression but no anti-depressants meh.

~*forever_broken*~ 05-09-2007 03:13 AM

Drunk again...this is becoming a once a week habit...
Sorry I haven't been any help lately
*hugs to all*
*curles up in corner with blanket, stuffed lamb, and waits to die*
God I hate this...

Bitter_Angel 05-09-2007 03:20 AM

*hugs Alysa*
Your not dying hun. You can beat this

~*forever_broken*~ 05-09-2007 06:49 AM

Thanks Kim...really...
*hides beneath her blanket and cries quietly*
You know, it (alcohol) doesn't help...it just makes things worse...god, I wish I COULD die...
Sorry...

YodaBearInterrupted 05-09-2007 06:54 AM

*hugs Alysa* You can beat this hun, I know you can. Keep your head up!

l.e.g.o 05-09-2007 11:50 AM

*hugs allysa*

Jetforce 05-09-2007 02:43 PM

*hugs alysa*

Look after urself there :) u can beat it ;)

Jetforce 05-09-2007 03:07 PM

*throws a blanket over u and leaves a few cupcakes for u to munch on*

MammaMia 05-09-2007 06:14 PM

I want to back out of wht I did yesterday but I can'ttttttttttttt.

shadowedseraph 05-09-2007 06:25 PM

Dance!Dance!4eva what did you do?

~*forever_broken*~ 05-09-2007 08:27 PM

*pokes head out from under her blanket*
Still here...still alive...and sober once again...was hoping I'd feel better this morning but I guess I was expecting too much.
Thanks all, really.
*hides under her blanket again*

l.e.g.o 05-09-2007 09:21 PM

*hugs*


feel weird again

~*forever_broken*~ 06-09-2007 05:40 AM

What's 'feel weird' Newlife?

*hands Newlife a cup of strong tea and a blanket*

I feel...weird too...heh. Like...ick...I don't know...
*goes back to her corner, curles up with blanket, pillow, and stuffed lamb, and cries quietly*

YodaBearInterrupted 06-09-2007 05:49 AM

*gives everyone in here a nice big hug, a drink, and something warm to eat*

MammaMia 06-09-2007 05:55 AM

I want to self harm & OD all over again and havent done either in a while.

WHY NOOOOOOOOOW? WHY WHEN I'VE TAKEN ANOTHER STEP INTO RECOVERY.

**** it.

~*forever_broken*~ 06-09-2007 07:32 AM

I've changed my mind...I don't feel weird, I feel like sh*t...
Goodness this is SO not fair, it feels like I've gone backward not forward...thought these damn (excuse me) meds were supposed to help so why am I feeling this way?
Gosh I just wish Christ would come or I'd get hit by a bus or something...either way it would be all over but it wouldn't be my fault (better for friends and family that way I think).
*curls up as close to the walls in as tight a ball as possible and just waits...*

Jetforce 06-09-2007 09:40 AM

*curls up in the corner...*

I wish i was dead..:(

l.e.g.o 06-09-2007 10:37 AM

*hugs all*

bright.side.of.life 06-09-2007 11:13 AM

i hate circles...they never end...
why do i always fall into circles...
circles are stupid....i hate circles

MammaMia 06-09-2007 03:51 PM

*hugs everyone*

Jetforce 06-09-2007 04:25 PM

*group hugs*

Hope everybody is okies atm.....feel free to PM me if u need to talk!

~*forever_broken*~ 06-09-2007 05:15 PM

*hugs all*
Jetforce, hope you're feeling better.
Brightside...I think life is just one big circle...or a bunch of little ones...sucks don't it? Sorry...*huge hugs for you*
DancDance, how's it? Feeling any better?
Tortured Beauty, hunni why do you think you need to be any 'better' than you already are?
Newlife, I hope you're doing alright...
*pours a strong cup of tea and offers the pot around...leans back against her corner and wishes to disappear*

Johanna80 06-09-2007 05:16 PM

*big hugs*
*becoming one with the wall*

~*forever_broken*~ 06-09-2007 06:15 PM

*hugs Johanna, offers her some tea and her corner*
I'm not taking much room, trying to get as close to it as possible...
Why are walls so comforting?

shadowedseraph 06-09-2007 06:25 PM

i want to do all the bad things i've avoided for six weeks *hugs teddy*

MammaMia 06-09-2007 06:44 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ally83 (Post 258634)
*hugs all*
DancDance, how's it? Feeling any better?

It's pretty rough and won't go away but I feel pretty happy which I don't normally get when I feel like this..

~*forever_broken*~ 06-09-2007 07:03 PM

Well DanceDance I'm sorry things are so rough :s...I'm glad you're feeling pretty happy though, that's a pluse.
shadowedseraph, don't give in hun. I don't know what you've been avoiding (and I don't need to, though if you'd like to expand I'm more than willing to listen) but if it's something you have felt the need to avoid then you should keep it up...and good for you for avoiding it so long sweetie! *big hugs*

shadowedseraph 06-09-2007 07:35 PM

*hugs Alyssa* im trying to avoid cutting and od'ing and more and more things keep piling on *rocks in corner*

MammaMia 06-09-2007 07:37 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ally83 (Post 258782)
Well DanceDance I'm sorry things are so rough :s...I'm glad you're feeling pretty happy though, that's a pluse.

Thanks I think lol. I'll be ok I think :wow:

~*forever_broken*~ 06-09-2007 08:55 PM

Well shadowedseraph, you've done really well avoiding it for so long just keep it up sweetie...PM me if you would like...
Same for you DanceDance, my PM box is open.
Take care all.

~*forever_broken*~ 06-09-2007 08:58 PM

*sits in her corner and rocks*
Gosh I wish it would all just go away...I feel awful and there's no explaining it...I wish God would take pity on me and end it...
*continues rocking*

MammaMia 06-09-2007 09:36 PM

Thanks Ally

Sugar and Spice 06-09-2007 09:51 PM

*hugs all those who need and offers blankets*
I've always found blankets comforting for some reason
*snuggles into a corner with my blanket*

Johanna80 06-09-2007 09:54 PM

*hugs Ally back*
I'm hungry, take you up on that tea..
*shares with everybody*

MammaMia 06-09-2007 10:15 PM

I feel ill =(

~*forever_broken*~ 06-09-2007 10:19 PM

Carole, no hunni, you're not. We've all felt like that before but it's never true.
Hang in there sweetie.
DanceDance, I'm sorry you're not feeling well.
Me, I'm shaking like a leaf...too much caffine...not a good idea when my meds already make me shake.
*sits in her corner feeling miserable*

shadowedseraph 06-09-2007 10:28 PM

*joins Ally in the corner and offers hugs*

MammaMia 06-09-2007 10:58 PM

These urges are ****ing still here, make them stop :( Why did I have to remember bad things tonight, like stuff my abusive ex did or when i self harmed or when I OD :( GO AWAY URRRRGESSSSS

Fallen_Half_Angel 07-09-2007 12:49 AM

very down tonight!!
so just checking in grabbing a blanket and going to the fire!!
*hugs everyone*
night

MammaMia 07-09-2007 01:02 AM

You know what, I know somebody called Kayleigh, whos 19 & from Midlands. I don't know if it's you? lol x

Fallen_Half_Angel 07-09-2007 01:35 AM

im from derbyshire or northampton if that helps

MammaMia 07-09-2007 02:20 AM

I looked at your profile and saw that not long after you posted, I got the wrong person but tis cool :)

emily.disenchanted 07-09-2007 06:33 AM

*curls up in the corner and cries*

I hate it how they are all sooo perfect

Jetforce 07-09-2007 08:04 AM

*locks himself in a padded cell room*

I belong here i think

l.e.g.o 07-09-2007 08:47 AM

*hugs for all*
popping in to say im alive but for how long i dont know-hopefully not for long

Jetforce 07-09-2007 09:24 AM

*hugs newlife*

Hang in there mate :)

MammaMia 07-09-2007 02:02 PM

Why won't these ****ing urges go away? :( Feels like they're still here.

Jetforce 07-09-2007 02:12 PM

*gives dance!dance! huge hugs*

They'll will go away, all u need too is give it time and not to act on those urges...

MammaMia 07-09-2007 03:00 PM

Thanks *huggles*


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