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anarchistl0ve 07-06-2010 08:25 PM

Hi Oliver.

*hugs to all and bigger ones to those sad*

Scarletdreamer 07-06-2010 08:43 PM

*hugs Becca, Mark, Louise, and Crimson*

I'm distracted by Facebook right now when I'm supposed to be looking up statistics for eating disorders in Pennsylvania for a radio ad I'm supposed to be doing. :-/ However, I can't find data to support what I want to say!! (and I'm not even sure what I want to say...)

GRRRRR...

*hides in the warren* :(

Kitkat :) 07-06-2010 09:25 PM

Hi everyone.
Hope you're all okay.
Some girl is trying to start trouble with me again... It just wears me down
*sits in the corner and sighs heavily*

PoisonedApple 07-06-2010 09:29 PM

aww Kathryn... *huggles* I know how draining that can be. How are you aside from that?

PoisonedApple 07-06-2010 09:30 PM

April~ If you know what statistics you're looking for I could help some...?

Kitkat :) 07-06-2010 09:38 PM

Really emotional recently.
Slightest thing sets me off.
Which is really weird cos I never cry.

I really haven't been myself recently... I'm not even sure who that is.

PoisonedApple 07-06-2010 10:18 PM

*cuddles Kathryn* Maybe your body is trying to work out which emotion triggers which reaction after a time of keeping them all bottled up?

Erm while I'm on here.... I decided it was about time to change up my signature... make it more current and hmmm.... light? Anyhow. I can't get the html to work right for me... sooooooooooooo... April, how did you make your r/v thread link the way it is instead of just a link or a hide box?

Doikers 07-06-2010 10:34 PM

*Squishes Crimson* Sorry I just needed a Squish

xxjuliexx 07-06-2010 10:36 PM

:notsure: morning all

PoisonedApple 07-06-2010 10:41 PM

*squishes Mark back* That's okay to need a squish... I'm good with squishes, hugs, huggles and even cuddles :D

Good morning Julie.

SoMuchMore 07-06-2010 10:42 PM

Crimson - if you edit your signature and type "venting spot" (or whatever you want to call it) and then highlight it, and then click on the "insert link button" (looks like a world with a chain over it), and then copy and paste the URL.. it should come up like you want it.

Sorry - i know u asked april... but i figured since i knew.. Didn't mean to butt in

anarchistl0ve 07-06-2010 10:46 PM

hello everyone how is your morning/ early evening. Poor Sammie shes in hiding cause what I am watching.

It is pretty scary what it is and I am 16!



PoisonedApple 07-06-2010 10:47 PM

Hmmmm I'll go try that Laura. Thanks:) I only asked April specifically since hers was what I was trying to do with mine :) but I welcome the help from anyone who can give it. *huggles*

Doikers 07-06-2010 10:47 PM

Thanks Crimson L) how are you with Huggles? lol

Morning Julie:)

Hey Laura :)

Doikers 07-06-2010 10:48 PM

What are you watching Leigh?

anarchistl0ve 07-06-2010 10:49 PM

Its not me!! watching it its Becca!!

SoMuchMore 07-06-2010 10:50 PM

*hugs crimson* no problem :-)

Hey mark! *hugs* how r u?

*hugs becca (i think that's ur name.. anarchistl0ve?) and Kathryn*

Good morning julie!

Doikers 07-06-2010 10:56 PM

OH sorry Becca , I got confused , what is it your watching?

Hey Laura I'm feeling low, just that sinking into a depression feeling and I can't talk to my mental health SW becsause for the second week in a row he is bringing a med student , which I normally don't mind when I don't have anything importent to say , but they just there and are always pretty and I'm bad being in the room with pretty girls I just get very anxious, but thats not the point , sorry

PoisonedApple 07-06-2010 10:57 PM

Super Awesome! *does the fixed up my siggy bar dance*
*sigh* gotta run to cover the front desk for the next hour now *pouts*

Doikers 07-06-2010 11:00 PM

I am leaving a banana on my keyboard so I remember to eat in the morning , I keep forgeting :S

SO It's 10pm today is over , Im going to toddle of to bed now *Leaves out little packets of hugs and chocolate*

SoMuchMore 07-06-2010 11:01 PM

aww im sorry mark. I would imagine it would be hard to talk in front of a med student.. especially since you have no history with them or anything, so not much reason to trust them (or at least that is how i think i would feel). No need to be sorry though. Anxiety makes things so difficult, no matter what the situation is. I wish i could do something to make you feel less low, I'm here if you need to vent or anything though. *offers more hugs*

Glad you got it working Crimson!

anarchistl0ve 07-06-2010 11:13 PM

sorry guy forgot to mention I too have people i am host to. What Leigh is freaking out about is i was watching the shining.

Kahlia1981 07-06-2010 11:27 PM

*hugs everyone*

My apologies in advance for the lack of individual replies. My brain hasn't fully woken up yet. Just wanted to say:

Crimson: I like your new signature. The FINE acronym I actually have as an avatar type picture lol.

Everyone: *big hugs* for those who can accept them, *safe care packages* for those who want/need/would like them, and I'm thinking of all of you.

I'mJustMe 07-06-2010 11:31 PM

I want to check in, but am I too young? I know this is the forum for older members and I am only 16.

anarchistl0ve 07-06-2010 11:35 PM

Kahlia thank you and *hugs to you too*

risenfromperdition 07-06-2010 11:37 PM

*sits in corner and sleeps*
i tired and bored.
and am full- ick =[

PoisonedApple 08-06-2010 12:09 AM

*sits in a corner and tries not to cry*

PoisonedApple 08-06-2010 12:18 AM

updated r/v

I'mJustMe 08-06-2010 12:21 AM

*Shrugs and checks in anyway, deciding they can always tell me to get lost and sits in the corner with a blanket and a hot chocolate. The invisible girl. *

Scarletdreamer 08-06-2010 12:23 AM

What's up, Crimson? *cuddles gently*

I'mJustMe, I don't have a problem with you being in here... I mean, I'd prefer the Vet's section be swarmed with people under 18, but a few are fine in my book. :) Welcome. I'm April. Are you okay with hugs/huggles/cuddles?

*huggles Heather* I know that full feeling... it's indeed icky. :( And I hate being bored, too. Ugh. I hope that you find something to occupy yourself and have fun with. :)

*spies a Kahlia and glomps* Hehe... how are you? what time is it there? Must be relatively early morning as it's only 6:20pm here.

I'm really tired. And drained. Just wrote out a lot of stuff in my LiveJournal... verbal vomit... I needed to write it out though. Stuff about how I'm passively suicidal - again - and that seems to be my way of coping with stressors... and how I did an "I don't want to" thing today (cleaning the toilet!! lol, I am ridiculously proud of myself)... and a bunch of other things.

*big sigh, then curls up in a corner with a blanket and a mug of tea*

PoisonedApple 08-06-2010 12:26 AM

*points to r/v* Sorry can't retype it and not burst into tears here at work... hard even thinking about it right now...

I'mJustMe 08-06-2010 12:38 AM

Hey April, were you born on April Fool's day, if you were, you're not the only one. I was. Which is my excuse for this joke of a life. I'm OK with hugs, but only sometimes, I don't always like phyiscal contact, and never if it's sudden, but I don't mind the odd one if I am upset. Not here anyway, in real life though, I often push people away.

I won't swarm, I'm just me on my own, trying to belong and find somewhere I don't feel so lost and alone.

I am off to bed no, I have an exam in the morning and it's important for my future. Night night everyone. Be safe.
x

risenfromperdition 08-06-2010 12:49 AM

dad made me make his stupid sample boards.... even though he's payed me 25 dollars for over 4 hours of work... less than 6 an hour ><

zzzzz.

Scarletdreamer 08-06-2010 01:15 AM

*sets out a box of cuddles for whoever wants them*

Crimson, love, I read your r/v and am so sorry about what happened... that has got to hurt, he had no right to say those things to you... *holds you gently* I hope that you're feeling a bit better now, maybe try and lose yourself in WoW tonight or something, treat yourself somehow? I can understand why you would hate your life - you've been through a crapload of stuff. *more cuddles*

Nope, I'mJustMe, I wasn't born on April Fool's Day. Was born exactly 2 months later, heh. But it would make sense for me to have been born then 'cause it feels sometimes like my life is a joke, too. I'm sorry that you feel that way... :( *sets a hug on the table beside the box of cuddles in case you want it* Good luck on the exam!! will be thinking of you...

Heather, I guess you could look at it this way - at least you got some money for working for your dad. Me, if I help my dad out, it's a favor, but I don't get paid for it. Just a thought. :) I know that less than $6/hour is sucky pay but $25 as a whole is quite a bit. I don't mean to brush off your feelings on the matter, just offering an alternative viewpoint, if that makes sense. :-S

I just finished supper and am SO full. And I hardly ate anything compared to what I used to be able to eat. It's so frustrating, kind of... I don't know. :-/ I get so full so fast that it's got to be psychological... and I have no idea how to stop that. :(

And I really, really, really want to cut. :'( So badly.

*cries in the corner because she can't cry IRL*

Kahlia1981 08-06-2010 01:30 AM

*huggles/waves at everyone*

Crimson: I read your r/v. I'm sorry hun. I wish I could offer you more, but all I have at the moment are *hugs* if you are able to accept them and a *safe care package* if you are not.

I'mJustMe: Do you mind if I call you Lia? I'd just like to say welcome, and good luck on the exam.

April: Thanks for the glomping and the hugs. :p *hugs back* It was about 8:20 am when you spied me on here, lol. By the way, I didn't say it before but I loved the pic of you and the cello. I have to confess I've never really gotten into string instruments (although I can play violin) but the cello was brilliant, as are you!

-- The bus has come to take me to the doctors so I'll catch up later!

MammaMia 08-06-2010 01:38 AM

*sneaks in and hides under a blanket*

Welcome to all our new warders by the way :) I'm Helen :) xx

Scarletdreamer 08-06-2010 01:50 AM

i'm not safe i'm not safe i'm not safe i'm not safe

:crying:

i just want it to be over. is that too much to ask??

MammaMia 08-06-2010 01:51 AM

*hugs April tight*

Scarletdreamer 08-06-2010 02:01 AM

*hugs Hels back* i'm sorry...... :( i whinge too much........

*shuts up* :'(

frenchhorn 08-06-2010 02:02 AM

*hugs April lots with safe hugs*

*hugs Helen*

MammaMia 08-06-2010 02:06 AM

*hugs April and Oliver lots*

You don't whine too much :(

I could post about so much right now but I'm holding it all in again :'(

anarchistl0ve 08-06-2010 02:14 AM

*hugs April and Hels*

is it sick and wrong i wish someone I am related to, to miscarry cause im jealous and she dont want the baby anyways AND shes not married. then again i cant be to jealous im married and have a 8mo old

MammaMia 08-06-2010 02:18 AM

How do you even know how heartbreaking a miscarriage is? :'(

PoisonedApple 08-06-2010 02:23 AM

Welcome to my life That describes quite well how I'm doing... but I don't feel like I'm going to burst into tears at the drop of a hat anymore. I think I'll try walking in and requesting the home inspection report. Then go over it with David and see if we think it's doable (I think it is from looking in the windows -since apparently showing the place to me is a waste of time-) and if we think the 200k (the cost of the house itself is 155k) loan will get the place fixed up talk to a lender and see if they'll let me negotiate a VA loan to buy the place as a construction loan. Then when we get the paperwork out of the way walk in and make that asshole eat every last belittling comment he made to me. I may look and sound younger than I am but damn it I am a 28 yr old Army Vet! I deserve some respect when I am trying to do something as simple as look at a damn house and inspection report... I mean really even if simple customer service didn't factor in I myself deserve not to be treated like crap by a sales person on the phone.

*ahem* erm...sorry as you can probably tell by the end I have moved mostly from upset to angry. >.>
Anyhow...

*huggles April* Are you feeling any safer? You don't whine too much... We care about you and want to hear how you're doing.

*hugs Helen* What's up, hun?

*hugs Oliver*

*gives Mark gentle hugs so as not to wake him*

anarchistl0ve 08-06-2010 02:29 AM

Yess i had one two years ago after i got married, when this same person got preggo with her first mind you shes not married at all

Scarletdreamer 08-06-2010 02:32 AM

i'm not feeling any safer, no. :(

want to hurt myself badly. :'(

frenchhorn 08-06-2010 02:32 AM

*curls up in corner*

MammaMia 08-06-2010 02:33 AM

Many mothers aren't married, does that *really* matter??? I'm sorry you've had one. But I think you of all people shouldn't be wishing that on anyone. I understand being jealous and all that, I've been there. Esepically having a miscarriage of my own when I was 14. But I wouldn't even wish a miscarriage on my own worst enemy. I had a friend who I knew would be a bad mother to her child and she really is, I hated her when she got pregnant (we no longer speak anyway) but I wouldn't have wished a miscarriage on her =[

I'm sorry :'(

Scarletdreamer 08-06-2010 02:36 AM

's okay, Hels. *huggles* i understand being jealous too... but, well, i don't want to take sides. because we all should be on each other's side here... i don't know... please let this not escalate into a fullblown argument... :-s

*hides in the warren* :-s

MammaMia 08-06-2010 02:36 AM

*cuddles April tightly*


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