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l.e.g.o 07-08-2007 11:43 AM

it will get better i promise

can i have a hug-*cuddles up close to kaz*

~KemicalRain~ 07-08-2007 02:48 PM

*hugs up to newlife*

down*in*the*dumps 07-08-2007 05:51 PM

checking in *hands over stuff for inspection*

Name: Bianca
Age: 18
Diagnoses: BPD, MPD, OCD, Depression possible Bipolar, Ana, Mia *anything else*dont think so*
Meds: Not atm

need to be here atm. not sure why but everything seems shitty atm

~*forever_broken*~ 07-08-2007 05:54 PM

*makes a pot of strong tea, pours a cup and offers the pot around*
Sober now, thank God...but feel like sh*t...I don't understand...I had been feeling better...thought my meds were working...is this what happens when you mix ADs and large amounts of alcohol?
*curls up in her corner with blanket and stuffed lamb and tries to cry*

~KemicalRain~ 07-08-2007 08:03 PM

*wakes up from slumber* *wanders to find the kitchen*

l.e.g.o 07-08-2007 09:44 PM

i'm sorry

i harmed im so rubbish


*curls up in corner*

~KemicalRain~ 07-08-2007 09:49 PM

hey newlife are you okay

guttergirl 07-08-2007 09:56 PM

*wonders in and gives a little wave*
hey everyone.
i am feeling fragile

l.e.g.o 07-08-2007 10:00 PM

sorry

just feel down and unloved

sorry

*curls up*

guttergirl 07-08-2007 10:02 PM

*gives newlife a huge hug and love*

justmyownself 07-08-2007 10:04 PM

*walks in and says hi to everybody*
just need a blanket and some down time

~KemicalRain~ 07-08-2007 10:15 PM

*stumbles in to the ward* is every one okay i just somewhere safe to lay my head

guttergirl 07-08-2007 10:21 PM

hey Kaz
*snuggles*

l.e.g.o 07-08-2007 10:28 PM

thanks

*hugs*

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i want to die-it would be for the best

guttergirl 07-08-2007 10:43 PM

oh sweetie
thats not true
please stay safe

~KemicalRain~ 07-08-2007 10:46 PM

*wobbles in quite drunk* anyone want anything sorry i cant take this

l.e.g.o 07-08-2007 10:51 PM

it is true

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it would be better if i slashed my wrists open or jumped off a building or od'ed



*curls up and hides*

lost and alone 07-08-2007 11:05 PM

erm can i come in could do with just curling up and just dissapearing right now, dont want to do this anymore just want to curl up in a ball and die sorry guys

l.e.g.o 08-08-2007 02:38 PM

hey lost and alone come in any time


*hugs*

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i just realised something-it was bad-i always knew it was wrong what happened but now it seems more real-hurts so much i'm so dirty it was all my fault-it probably wasnt that at all it was probably me as i thought before im such a dirty whore-i want to die

well 08-08-2007 06:59 PM

eek.....can I visit the virtual psych ward?.....If you can promise you'll pause the rest of the world so they wouldn't ever know, I'll even check MYSELF in.....*refers to first page* I'm sure the ward is just as magical as the castle with the princesses, so I expect to find some huge boxes of zero calorie chocolates when I arrive.....along with the magic happy pill that I will get before I leave, that will keep me from ever being depressed again and will make it like I'd never SI'd and take away every last bit of my ED..... Got a spare room anyone?.....*starts playing 'Downtown'*....." When you're alone and life is getting you lonely, you can always go DOWNTOWWWWWWWWNNNNNNN!!!!!....."

winnie 08-08-2007 08:21 PM

think i need to check in again.Just want the ground to swallow me up.

Curls up in a corner.

l.e.g.o 09-08-2007 10:15 AM

WE HAVE BEEN STICKIED :hop:

~KemicalRain~ 09-08-2007 01:26 PM

woo hoo *hugs thread* i will never lose it again and hey everyone just feeling top of the world but i konw i am going to crash very soon

tierra04 09-08-2007 02:26 PM

Yay. . .we have been stickied!!

*hugs all who need one, and curls up with her teddy*

I told Jason, my mentor, that I'm not strong enough to put myself back in the hospital. . .so that's what he's doing on Monday.

*sigh*

What have I done.

I just feel so weak, and worthless.

l.e.g.o 09-08-2007 10:40 PM

tierra i'm sure it'll be fine and if it helps then maybe it for the best

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i'm really sorry i cant cipe at the moment will someone tie me down

lost and alone 09-08-2007 10:54 PM

back again guys, just want to curl up in a ball and put some bed covers over me and shut the world out so mabye they will forget i was even born in the first place argh!!!!!! can do this anymore *starts to cry* so need a hug right now sorry:sad:

l.e.g.o 09-08-2007 10:58 PM

*hugs you tight*

it will get better

*wraps lost and alone up in a blanket*

*watches over*

Mimsy 09-08-2007 11:58 PM

I need to check in. I'll take up my usual spot in the corner.

charcoalchild 10-08-2007 12:56 AM

I don't even know if i can cope with a virtual psych ward now.
Im so scared.
Stopped meds saturday.
Psych says if i dont start retaking them he will have no choice but to section me and heve the meds injected into me.

I havent even told him about seein things and hearing things again tho.
Is he reading my brain?
No hospital. No meds.
I WILL NOT LET THEM DO IT

I cant stand it. The meds make u so fat. I hate every part of me. ugly in and out.

I cannot take meds i have to get skinny. I want to be vanished.

MammaMia 10-08-2007 01:04 AM

I'm hommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmme!

[Been home nearly 3 hours lol!]

~*forever_broken*~ 10-08-2007 02:59 AM

*checks in*
Actually, not sure I left...
Gosh I feel like sh*t...thought my meds were helping...anxious...depressed...just plain ick...
*curls up in a corner clutching her stuffed lamb*

MammaMia 10-08-2007 10:54 PM

*sits down and tries not to make her eyes itch any further*

I think my ezcema is back & my legs have been through enough this year...I can't stand any more accusations if it comes back!!!!!!

D-liscious 11-08-2007 12:54 AM

hey all!

sorry not been around for ages, just come to give you all hugs, there are plenty to go round, i have some hot chocolate, with marshmallows and cream and a nice selection of chocolate and sweets!

MammaMia 11-08-2007 01:12 AM

I feel like **** :(

Accidentally Abstract 11-08-2007 03:31 AM

*Checks in*

Not been here in a while.. *sighs*

YodaBearInterrupted 11-08-2007 07:39 AM

*checks in*

I think I am going to go hide in that corner over there and cry... *does so*

MammaMia 11-08-2007 04:56 PM

I'm feeling better today :)

Accidentally Abstract 12-08-2007 12:01 AM

^ That's really good, I'm glad to hear it. =]
x

MammaMia 12-08-2007 01:57 AM

I don't feel better now, I feel like it's so ****ing hard to keep fighting the battle to not self harm && feel like it's a wall I can't get through or something. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR yet I dont have any ****ing urges =[

plastic rose 12-08-2007 03:27 AM

does this psych ward have an ED unit?
apparently I need one :(

~KemicalRain~ 12-08-2007 12:08 PM

*trundles in* hey you guys i feel to of the world indestructible and i should be able to cope at the moment... yeah right i do feel weird though *curls up into a ball*

MammaMia 12-08-2007 05:56 PM

I've just realised something really bad *shudders* I realised it before but in a different way....

l.e.g.o 12-08-2007 08:50 PM

fed up with life at the moment

want to give up

feel numb and odd-need blades

*crys*

charcoalchild 12-08-2007 08:56 PM

I suck at life

:blue:

MammaMia 12-08-2007 09:58 PM

I've done plenty of damage to mne =|

*curls up in a corner & wants to cry*

TheSuffererComplex 12-08-2007 10:17 PM

I'm home from camping. It was an ok time. *hugs to all*

charcoalchild 12-08-2007 10:21 PM

(((((((( Dance!Dance!4eva))))))))

Snuggles upto you.. hands you dairy milk...

and a box of tissues

peace and love xxx


~KemicalRain~ 12-08-2007 10:26 PM

*runs in and slumps on the floor* hey you guys sorry just cant be bothered with all this emotion

charcoalchild 12-08-2007 10:34 PM

Hey stevevaijr,

Has anything in particular gone wrong? Im here and I have chocolate...

(((((((( hugs ))))))))

Peace and love xxx

~KemicalRain~ 12-08-2007 10:37 PM

just my whole life is upside down and my gf is just so damn angry with me


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