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risenfromperdition 02-01-2010 03:42 AM

eh. alive? lol

MammaMia 02-01-2010 03:44 AM

That's a good start *snuggles*

risenfromperdition 02-01-2010 03:55 AM

<3 thankies

*leans into*

MammaMia 02-01-2010 04:01 AM

*snuggles with heather*

risenfromperdition 02-01-2010 04:05 AM

thankies <3

whispering girl 02-01-2010 04:38 AM

on remeron and can't stay awake.........meeting with abusive mother and siblings i haven't seen in a long time in a few hours..........*collapses after making sure i'm hidden under blankies*

MammaMia 02-01-2010 05:12 AM

*hides under blankets, in the denial tent, pretending everything is fine*

Jetforce 02-01-2010 09:51 AM

*cuddles all*

one_step_closer 02-01-2010 04:51 PM

Everything in my life is going wrong right now, I wish that I was back in hospital away from all of the pressures.

SoMuchMore 02-01-2010 09:12 PM

*hugs one step closer* Sorry I don't have much advice. I hope you are ok... do you have professional support?

I wish i was more okay with everything going on. I feel like I am getting more upset then i should.

Strawberry.Bananas 02-01-2010 09:16 PM

Hi...x

MammaMia 02-01-2010 09:51 PM

Hi Vicki xx

~Grace~ 02-01-2010 09:51 PM

Hi Vicki....how are you?

I feel like ive been on some kind of high and now thats gone
I feel like im slipping down that miserable slippery slope

Strawberry.Bananas 02-01-2010 09:56 PM

Hi Helen, Hi Grace. :)

I'm in about the same place as you hon. Had a really good night New Year and yesterday and now I'm hitting down from it. It's quite crap. =/ x

MammaMia 02-01-2010 10:00 PM

Same here too to an extent.

~Grace~ 02-01-2010 10:02 PM

sorry youre in the same place......maybe it will settle down. theres been alot of excitement and things going on to keep our minds occupied over the past few days and now thats gone......be gentle on yourself hun xx

Strawberry.Bananas 02-01-2010 11:26 PM

It's entirely possible. I get it whenever something goes right because as soon as the 'good' stops I see everything as 'bad' instead of normal. If that makes sense? Oh well. Hope you both are feeling better :) xx

Kahlia1981 03-01-2010 12:35 AM

*cuddles everyone*

[Awakening] 03-01-2010 01:58 PM

*Hugs One step closer* if things don't get better how would u feel about taking yourself to A&E to get some extra support?

I woke up feeling fairly normal today which was lovely. It's fading and i am starting to feel quite triggered again but i'm doing ok atm

*hugs and hot chocolates to everyone*

Strawberry.Bananas 03-01-2010 02:33 PM

Heh. I'm quite happy to give up now. Given up thinking things will get better or anything will ever change for the better. Given up thinking I can cope.

Strawberry.Bananas 03-01-2010 04:09 PM

Just breathe. Don't break down, jst brrathe.

[Awakening] 03-01-2010 05:59 PM

*hugs vicki* hon I'm sorry you're feeling so low atm. Please try to keep yourself safe and like you said keep breathing. *offers a squishy teddy to cuddle*

Strawberry.Bananas 03-01-2010 06:32 PM

i don't think i want to breathe anymore.

MammaMia 04-01-2010 12:03 AM

:'(

*hides and cries so hard*

youonlyliveonce 04-01-2010 12:09 AM

comes and hides in the corner and sobs her lil heart out

MammaMia 04-01-2010 12:28 AM

*sits next to cheryl and hugs so tight and cries with you*

Kahlia1981 04-01-2010 01:02 AM

*hugs everyone*

I managed to sleep last night - - with the aid of 8mg of Xanax but hey, what the heck.

~phoenix~ 04-01-2010 01:09 AM

*hugs everyone*



has anyone seen my creativity? it ran out mid bloody poem

SoMuchMore 04-01-2010 05:27 AM

*hugs helen, kahlia, and phoenix* Hope you guys are alright.

*hugs kiera* im sorry your EDs arent gone. Have you talked to anyone about it?

I am going to fail... like i always do

Kahlia1981 04-01-2010 10:09 AM

*hugs everyone*

And now once more unto the breach .... It's just after 7pm and I want to go to sleep but I'm not sure that I'm going to be able to. Damn that drives me nuts. And I'm in a down mood and thinking dangerous thoughts. I just don't know anymore. *sigh*

*curls up in a corner with a teddy bear and a pillow and tries to fall asleep*

MammaMia 04-01-2010 02:16 PM

Sending cuddles to all.

Kahlia, try to keep safe sweetheart. I know I'm a little late in responding to your post. But please *cuddles*

Laura, I'm not okay, but thank you for asking. How you doing? xxx

youonlyliveonce 04-01-2010 02:34 PM

thanks mammia mia. hope ur ok

kahlia please keep safe big hugs xx

MammaMia 04-01-2010 04:45 PM

Why do things always have to get worse before they get better?
Could this stuipd situation get any worse?
Oh my god :'(

SoMuchMore 04-01-2010 07:31 PM

*hugs kahlia* hope the dangerous thoughts go away and that you can sleep.

*hugs helen* I often ask myself the same question about things getting worse... Sorry you are having a bad time. *offers some pillows and blankets for cuddling in*

Too much going on. I need to go back to school... 1 week until i can leave home. Although at school I have to deal with a friend situation that could potentially be very bad.. she is threatening some substance abuse issues. I want to help her but it is reminding me of days where i would try to help people with SI and suicide and it would just trigger me... idk, at the same time... i really like helping/attemptingto help.. so confused..

MammaMia 04-01-2010 07:38 PM

I.can't.cope.with.this.:'(

MammaMia 04-01-2010 07:39 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Fallinstar0317 (Post 2072448)
Too much going on. I need to go back to school... 1 week until i can leave home. Although at school I have to deal with a friend situation that could potentially be very bad.. she is threatening some substance abuse issues. I want to help her but it is reminding me of days where i would try to help people with SI and suicide and it would just trigger me... idk, at the same time... i really like helping/attemptingto help.. so confused..

*cuddles tight* It's hard when you want to help someone but they're triggering you. Try keep safe and just let them know you're there for her if she wants to talk?

Strawberry.Bananas 04-01-2010 07:47 PM

*Hugs everybody*

Helen, what's up hon? x

MammaMia 04-01-2010 07:55 PM

*hugs Vicki*
Can't say on here :(
I'll pm you.

Strawberry.Bananas 04-01-2010 07:56 PM

Ok then...x

Kahlia1981 04-01-2010 10:15 PM

*cuddles everyone*

Yay, I managed to get 5 hours sleep last night. I still woke up feeling as though my mouth was full of sawdust ... I'm still not feeling all that good. The dangerous thoughts are getting stronger and I'm getting concerned that I'm going to start acting on them. My mood is still dropping... *sigh*

Just one question - - - - Does this ever end ??

youonlyliveonce 04-01-2010 10:34 PM

i guess it does well it improves apparently u gota keep working at it.
keep fighting the urges u can do it i believe in u chick big hugs nething we can do

PoisonedApple 04-01-2010 10:56 PM

i dunno... didn't sleep well or much and found out today that my grandmother is worse off than she was, my father got an infection bad enough to get an infected subcutaneous cyst (the cyst is caused by an infection and he let it go long enough that the cyst got infected), and my great uncle has been sick for the last few months (or maybe my father is calling it sick and he's been drunk the whole time like when i was a kid... i didn't ask for clarification)... my grandmothers oncologist wants to talk to my father (this is never good but she refuses surgery on the tumor in her chest that's causing her heart problems)... i don't have enough money or leave time to go see gram, go to the reunion and get my teeth fixed let alone my anniversary too... *
The following content has been hidden - Reason : poss. triggering...
wants to bang head into desk*
i feel like i'm falling apart... or maybe it's being ripped apart.
*screams in futility*

Kahlia1981 05-01-2010 10:30 AM

*gently hugs everyone*

I had an okay day today. I got 5 hours sleep last night but really wanted more. I had an appointment with my employment counsellor, and that went okay. I also went for a couple of walks. Hopefully I'll be able to get some decent sleep tonight. I wouldn't lay any bets on it though. *sigh*

My mood is low but I've been able to pretend that it's not and I don't think anyone IRL is aware of where I'm at. I'm having seriously dangerous thoughts, and my negative controlling voice is very strong. *sigh* Oh to step off the world for a day or two and just be in restful peace.

*curls up in a dark corner with a blanket*

[Awakening] 05-01-2010 01:17 PM

*hugs everyone and offers delicious chocolates*

I'm not feeling good right now. I just want to stop thinking, stop feeling and stop breathing.

*curls up in the corner and attemps to sleep through this life*

Strawberry.Bananas 05-01-2010 03:47 PM

My work got evacuated! ><

So I'm home and warm and Hi! :) x

MammaMia 05-01-2010 04:02 PM

*sends cuddles around everyone*

Wow Vicki, although I already knew that because of facebook lol. *cuddles* Ohh I need to tell you something if you can get on msn?? :D

I'm in a much better state today :D Plus it's snowing again, but oh so cold =(

Scarletdreamer 05-01-2010 04:25 PM

Good morning everyone... we got safely to our friend's house, have been here since Sunday afternoon, etc., etc. It's been really nice, a good getaway... haven't been doing super great mentally but physically I feel more fit than I have in quite awhile. (He's our personal trainer... so yeh, started yesterday and am pretty sore!!)

I'm so sorry you all are feeling bad... Kahlia, can you talk to your GP or your therapist, if you have one? because I'm worried about those dangerous thoughts...

*gently cuddles everyone, then pops out*

[Awakening] 05-01-2010 07:22 PM

eh.

going to see my son in a minute. he's sleeping so im gonna have to wake him up :/ Need to start painting my smile, don't know if i can be assed to.

i miss him but i dont really want to see him right now. does that make me a **** mum? i feel like it.

*cuddles to the ward*

risenfromperdition 05-01-2010 07:32 PM

am scared bout tomorrow =\
finding out bout whether this appeal got approved [so can stay at uni...], on top of first counseling sess, on top of class, and add food crap in there... greaaat lol


*cuddles jocelyn* nope, doesnt make you a sh*t mum, just makes you a human who's struggling alot right now <3

PoisonedApple 05-01-2010 07:42 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by HorseRidinBbe07 (Post 2074149)
*cuddles jocelyn* nope, doesnt make you a sh*t mum, just makes you a human who's struggling alot right now <3

i concur... i think it just means you don't want him to worry about you or see you unwell. i feel like that sometimes myself.


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