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m0nk 03-01-2013 11:37 AM

i wanted to cut during christmas but didnt. idk. cristmas spirit saved med. ho ho ho

I am a secret dream
All the things inside myself never to be revealed.
Secrets that will stay forever hidden by my shield.
All the words that I could say never could explain
The reasons why I do these things seeming so insane
All the desperation that motivates my mind
The loneliness, depression, for things now left behind
I wander through this darkness to never be unveiled
For if I would let down the mask it would be as I had failed
Did I ever exist as the person I thought myself to be?
Or was it just an image I portrayed for all to see?
I will never find those answers so I continue on in vain
In an endless search for memory and that which will remain
Laughing voices call my name looking frantically for a face
But these are just the ghosts of past now gone without a trace
This is how I bide the time until my days have past
No one to remember me, but as shimmer at the last
Search nevermore for my face, for it never did appear
All was just a nightmare, an illusion born of fear
I am a secret dream

Doikers 20-01-2013 05:59 PM

*Glomps Wardies*

insidemyhead 21-01-2013 10:12 PM

*plays soothing music* I'm checking in for the minute don't feel too good, too lucid just too lucid everything is bright I feel vulnerable.

midnightphoenix 23-01-2013 01:58 PM

*checking in*

I want to hurt myself today, no one wants me and everyone would laugh and cheer if I died

SablexRose 24-01-2013 11:05 PM

-curls up in a dark corner and sobs-

Doikers 26-01-2013 07:49 PM

Midnight Star ,people wouldn't laugh and cheer :)

trechu 27-01-2013 01:05 AM

I feel very out-of-control. I need to be somewhere safe for a little while.

YodaBearInterrupted 28-01-2013 07:25 AM

i am disappearing again... blah... i feel another psychotic event coming in the Force, so i will hide n here so that they will all go away

nomophobia 29-01-2013 09:14 PM

Checking in..might need to stay for a while

YodaBearInterrupted 01-02-2013 03:55 AM

Sigh.... I am going to stay in here for a while... I am losing it

xxjuliexx 07-02-2013 10:46 AM

um hi

Melissa J 07-02-2013 12:53 PM

*checks in for a short stay*

xxjuliexx 07-02-2013 01:03 PM

*offers Melissa a cookie*

Melissa J 07-02-2013 01:10 PM

*takes cookie and eats it*
*snuggles up with duvet and ice-cream with julie*

risenfromperdition 10-02-2013 10:20 PM

Hey guys

EMH 10-02-2013 10:26 PM

*checks in* having someone to look after me would be very nice right now.

midnightphoenix 11-02-2013 01:04 AM

*gets dragged in struggling*

*gets locked up in the ward's padded room*

nomophobia 12-02-2013 10:24 PM

*snuggles into a corner* I'm staying for a while

midnightphoenix 12-02-2013 10:50 PM

*comes back in smuggling something in with me to hurt myself - not that anyone cares*

nomophobia 12-02-2013 10:59 PM

I care *hugs Midnight -star and pries away the tool*


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