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effervescence 05-09-2008 08:38 AM

*cries*
i want to kill myself and i have an exam tomorrow i'm supposed to be studying for. how stupid that im supposed to care about things like that and that i have to resist the urges just so i can keep up appearances.
my life is ****ing ridiculous.

blue_cloud 05-09-2008 09:25 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by 1ofmany (Post 1054601)
Thanks Di you wanna talk about whats up?

thanks for asking i just seem to be finding everything hard and i just feel awfull about finding things hard especially whe people give the the 'pull yourself together speach/look
how are you feeling today marc?

Quote:

Originally Posted by All I'm Living For (Post 1055515)
would anyone like a hug?

i would love a hug please, if the offer is still there?

Quote:

Originally Posted by effervescence (Post 1055909)
*cries*
i want to kill myself and i have an exam tomorrow i'm supposed to be studying for. how stupid that im supposed to care about things like that and that i have to resist the urges just so i can keep up appearances.
my life is ****ing ridiculous.

*hugs effervescence* sorry your name eludes me at this time:blush:
good luck with the exam but if things are really bad for you right now is there not anyway you can take it another time? sorry that probably seems really stupid but i was just trying to think of a way to ease the pressure for you. or if not just think once its done its done, plus it might take your mind off of things for a while, i am here if you need me
xxx

1ofmany 05-09-2008 10:43 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Diamond n00b (Post 1055928)
thanks for asking i just seem to be finding everything hard and i just feel awfull about finding things hard especially whe people give the the 'pull yourself together speach/look
how are you feeling today marc?

Feeling a bit better thanks for asking.
I have days when everything seems to hard to bother trying too. It makes it worse when you see someone doing it easy.

MammaMia 05-09-2008 11:19 AM

I'm hiding again. Trying to keep safe from od;ing.

**** sake.

*is still hiding*

blue_cloud 05-09-2008 12:55 PM

*snuggles in with helen*
whats up hun?

and marc i am glad you are feeling a bit better :)

MammaMia 05-09-2008 03:25 PM

You've seen my thread now.

*is still hiding and wants to lose it*

=[

blondiebear 05-09-2008 04:26 PM

Hells, sorry you feel so puny.
Marc, let me know if there is any way I can help.

My headache has eased. We head downhill again today. Towards home. I've loved this trip, it has been long enough to be refreshing, not so long we get tired of parts of it.

Hugs all around!

MammaMia 05-09-2008 05:13 PM

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

*shakes*

1ofmany 05-09-2008 05:14 PM

Hells whats up? PM me if you want.

Auburn Shadow 05-09-2008 05:26 PM

*hugs hells tightly* ly sweetie

MammaMia 05-09-2008 05:37 PM

I did two really really stuipd things.

=|

1ofmany 05-09-2008 05:38 PM

Are you ok? Will you be alright? Please let us know!

MammaMia 05-09-2008 05:43 PM

I'm not okay, cant stop shaking and coughing :(

1ofmany 05-09-2008 05:48 PM

Do you need to go see a doctor? Is it illness or somthing else?

MammaMia 05-09-2008 05:52 PM

Nah, I've stopped bleeding....and the other thing probs doesnt need medical attention :S

1ofmany 05-09-2008 05:54 PM

Maybe you should be cheacked out anyway...best safe then sorry.

MammaMia 05-09-2008 06:02 PM

No way of doing that :)

1ofmany 05-09-2008 06:05 PM

Keep yourself safe then please. And check in with us reguarly if you can.

anarchistl0ve 05-09-2008 06:11 PM

i found my cuddle toy

MammaMia 05-09-2008 06:23 PM

Ok 1ofmany

*resumes hiding whilst coughing*

1ofmany 05-09-2008 06:27 PM

Thanks hun...sorry if I seem a bit harsh but i am worryin.

Auburn Shadow 05-09-2008 06:35 PM

*finds hells, gives hot chocolate, hugs and covers in blankets*

anarchistl0ve 05-09-2008 06:41 PM

*huggles hells an gives her a cookie*

MammaMia 05-09-2008 06:59 PM

Thanks guys :)

*is willing to cry*

anarchistl0ve 05-09-2008 07:05 PM

its okay to cry no matter the reason big or small

MammaMia 05-09-2008 07:24 PM

I can't cry, tears wont come >.<

Auburn Shadow 05-09-2008 08:01 PM

*cuddles tight*

Love you sweetie.

MammaMia 05-09-2008 08:57 PM

*cuddles tight*

Love you too Han <3

risenfromperdition 05-09-2008 11:07 PM

*holds tight* please take care lovie?
grr didnt get any mail today *pout*

Becca 06-09-2008 01:12 AM

*hides in corner under blanket with teddy, rocking silently*

1ofmany 06-09-2008 01:13 AM

Just got in from being out with some people...it all feels so empty.
Hey Becca whats up?

Becca 06-09-2008 01:36 AM

I'm utterly falling apart :crying: I can't cope at all. I'm scared and frightened :crying: I desperately need some sleep but can't get any :crying:

MammaMia 06-09-2008 01:39 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by HorseRidinBbe07 (Post 1057640)
*holds tight* please take care lovie?
grr didnt get any mail today *pout*

*hols tight* I'm no good at looking after myself am I :crying:

Becca 06-09-2008 01:40 AM

*hugs Hells* Nor am I!

lil-princess 06-09-2008 01:49 AM

*sending everyone loads of hugs*

Sorry haven't really been around in here lately so thought i'd come in and say hello :) i haven't been doing to well lately but hopefully i'll be alright soon enough.

xxx

BoundNoMore 06-09-2008 02:07 AM

*cuddles Emma*
nice to see you again hun

MammaMia 06-09-2008 02:12 AM

*cuddles Becca* Awww hunnay.

*cuddles Amanda*

BoundNoMore 06-09-2008 02:32 AM

*cuddles Helen*

MammaMia 06-09-2008 03:40 AM

Thanks.

I shall resume hiding now. Ugh can still feel that water....

risenfromperdition 06-09-2008 04:27 AM

*snuggles helen close*
im certainly not atm either ><

MammaMia 06-09-2008 04:51 AM

If you knew what I did...

I tried to drown myself and I did cut pretty bad :crying:

BoundNoMore 06-09-2008 04:55 AM

awwwwww helen
*cuddles you to keep you safe*

risenfromperdition 06-09-2008 05:05 AM

*joins cuddling*

BoundNoMore 06-09-2008 05:09 AM

*cuddles up and sobs*
I just made my first ever post in the substance abuse forum and I don't even know if I have a problem :wall: :crying:

risenfromperdition 06-09-2008 05:29 AM

*pulls close and rubs back*

Auburn Shadow 06-09-2008 05:40 AM

*hugs everyone tight*

BoundNoMore 06-09-2008 06:17 AM

*hugs Hana back*

blondiebear 06-09-2008 06:57 AM

*hugs helen*
*hugs marc* (if that is ok?)
*hugs amanda*

We are staying in a city that is higher than where we stayed last night. I put a sinus thing in my morning med minder.

BoundNoMore 06-09-2008 06:59 AM

Aunt Blondie... remind me... why are ya'll in hotels? vacation?

zowie 06-09-2008 12:26 PM

Had my meds review on Friday. Went well, they're reducing the risperidone for two weeks and then taking me off it completely! x


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