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bleedingdragon 20-06-2007 01:57 PM

Hey everyone,
Hugs everyone ,
Im sorry ive not been around my laptop is broken :(
im using the library one (im on a time limit its not long)hope to have my laptop back this afternoon,
god i miss ryl and you lot , ive been hiding away to still feelin down
cant wait to be back
Dave

bobidrawpictures 20-06-2007 02:01 PM

well hopefully you will be back later on dave, nice seeing you popping up, offers a hug,

Bitter_Angel 20-06-2007 02:13 PM

We look forward to seeing you back Dave
Take care hunni.

The Hierophant 20-06-2007 09:44 PM

Hope everybody is ok.

Does anyone else find the evenings are always the worst?

inkyspider 20-06-2007 09:46 PM

Yes, evenings are by far the worst.
You alright?

The Hierophant 20-06-2007 10:00 PM

Could be better..

yourself?

inkyspider 20-06-2007 10:02 PM

I'm about the same.

The Hierophant 20-06-2007 10:08 PM

shall we start a club?
technically we are already in a club though if you look at it in a skewed way.

Wanna talk about it?

inkyspider 20-06-2007 10:13 PM

another club within a club, hmm, well, at least i belong somewhere!

i'm not sure, i just feel crappy right now, who knows why.
you wanna talk?

The Hierophant 20-06-2007 10:35 PM

i'm not too bad actually.
i'm thinking of just saying **** it and giving into the urges.
it's only scars after all.

inkyspider 20-06-2007 10:40 PM

i think by the fact you here talking about it that you know that giving in isn't the way forward.
why do you want to give in?

The Hierophant 20-06-2007 10:46 PM

i'm not actively trying to stop.
i'm nto fussed by scars... it's my body.
i've lived with this for 7 years now and in all honesty couldn't imagine not living with it - does that even make sense?

inkyspider 20-06-2007 10:48 PM

I know exactly what you mean.
I couldn't imagine not having it as a fall back.

The Hierophant 20-06-2007 10:53 PM

man that sucks really.
i swear most people i know just cry.
*attempts to cry*
nah not gonna work.
*sulks*

if ever in doubt - MAKE LIGHT OF THE SITUATION.

-_-

inkyspider 20-06-2007 10:54 PM

crying really does not have the same effect.
it does suck.

The Hierophant 20-06-2007 10:56 PM

and i've lost my story book.
bugger.
bugger.
BUGGER.
well this is fate being a bitch really isn't it.

i actually can't remember the last time i cried - thats abit sad really.
urgh i don't want to go to work tomorrow.

inkyspider 20-06-2007 10:58 PM

hmm, maybe it's good that you weren't sad enough to cry?

The Hierophant 20-06-2007 11:00 PM

maybe.
i dunno.
i have always had a weird way of looking at things though.
and i found my story book. joys.
urgh.
i hate this house.

inkyspider 20-06-2007 11:01 PM

what''s your story book?

The Hierophant 20-06-2007 11:04 PM

I write silly little stories in it - it's abit silly really.
:blush:

inkyspider 20-06-2007 11:04 PM

ah right.
doesn't seem silly to me

The Hierophant 20-06-2007 11:06 PM

thank you
=)

Pomegranate 21-06-2007 01:13 AM

I am rechecking in in anticipation because I can feel *it* coming. I need to feel secure.

Casper_Fading 21-06-2007 03:45 AM

*snarls at the world, goes to a corner, curls up and sulks*

All I'm Living For 21-06-2007 03:51 AM

*sits next to jessi and huggles gently* i hope i dont get bitten...

Spacegirlnz 21-06-2007 05:08 AM

Hey. *hugs* to everyone. I hope everyone is okay.

I'm gonna check back in. I can feel myself slipping. I almost cut on Tuesday night. So almost. But I didn't. I hate my flatmate... *sigh*

Casper_Fading 21-06-2007 07:16 AM

*snarls some mroe* make the world go away. it makes me head hurt. *keeps sulking*

Ileana 21-06-2007 10:24 AM

When are we getting our cakes? I want cake! This hospital food is nasty, gimme my cake!

bobidrawpictures 21-06-2007 10:37 AM

hands cake :)

down*in*the*dumps 21-06-2007 10:52 AM

i cut last night for the first time in 5 months. i feel so angry. i stopped for so long, then gave in again. i hate my life...

Ileana 21-06-2007 10:54 AM

ummm yes, does it have cute colors?

Ileana 21-06-2007 10:57 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by down*in*the*dumps (Post 91250)
i cut last night for the first time in 5 months. i feel so angry. i stopped for so long, then gave in again. i hate my life...

That happens, try again, maybe you'll last even loger next time. Slip ups, it happens to the best of us, just keep trying.

bobidrawpictures 21-06-2007 10:58 AM

nods all your fav colours :)

and down be proud you went that long without cutting, and try and think of this as a little slip, i know its easier said then done but you will get your 5 months again offers a hug :)

Ileana 21-06-2007 11:22 AM

Pink frosting and white cake with multi colored sprikles then. Thank you :)

bobidrawpictures 21-06-2007 11:25 AM

its ok, :)

pokes fire, wow its still alight

Ileana 21-06-2007 11:31 AM

lol I bet they moved the cheese dispensing machine when they moved us here...to v3.

pixie*lyssie 21-06-2007 12:59 PM

Helloooo allll, I am anxious about seeing my psych tomorrow. Can I have a group huggle?

bobidrawpictures 21-06-2007 01:30 PM

group huggle

Casper_Fading 21-06-2007 01:38 PM

good luck



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Purging purging purging... my stomach KILLS! >.< i'm so fooked right now, stomach is hurting so bad *cries*

inkyspider 21-06-2007 03:35 PM

*hugs to all*

I think i need to stay in here for a bit

bright.side.of.life 21-06-2007 04:12 PM

can i check in please? havent been here before...

XxX

Rainbow-Angel 21-06-2007 04:25 PM

hey everyone, hey brightside... welcome.

Just thought i'd let you know i'm still here x

Playing this waiting game with social services gets stupid. I know sooner or later they are going to section me :(

bright.side.of.life 21-06-2007 04:28 PM

thankyou

sori to hear that rainbow...want to talk?

bright.side.of.life 21-06-2007 04:35 PM

btw, i know this might be a bit late to ask, but is this thread only for those who ave recovered/are recovering? its in the veterans forum thats all...if thats the case ill discharge myself now...sori

Mimsy 21-06-2007 05:52 PM

Nope, this is for everyone. The psych ward is a nice safe haven for all vets :) We welcome you and offer you pillows, chocolate brownies and huggles. xxx

bright.side.of.life 21-06-2007 06:00 PM

thankyou, thats just what i need right now, comfort food, curl up in a corner and hide.

Rainbow-Angel 21-06-2007 09:16 PM

No but thank you bright side - i just need hugs... and to hide :(

*brings comfort food for all*

pixie*lyssie 21-06-2007 10:33 PM

fankoo guys for the group huggle. *hands out teddy's*

Bitter_Angel 21-06-2007 11:07 PM

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Im hideing in the corner. Its been a long day and i think the next few are going to get worse!

toothpaste 21-06-2007 11:12 PM

*hugs Kim*

whats up?


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