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Auburn Shadow 29-06-2008 11:40 PM

Heya guys :)

My mates internet's just been installed in her flat so I may be able to get on here slightly more than I first thought.

*hugs everyone*

Hope you're all ok? I'll catch up on all the posts later. I'm feeling better at the moment, except I haven't slept since Friday. I'll update about the weekend tomorrow sometime after I've had sleep and stuffs.

Take care guys
xxx

blondiebear 29-06-2008 11:46 PM

Marc, that is what space is for.
See you soon auburn shadow, to whom I apologise for forgetting your name.

1ofmany 29-06-2008 11:55 PM

sorry, i'm just confused and down.

blondiebear 30-06-2008 12:02 AM

I understand. I'm frustrated and a bit triggered. Is the stuff with the class and your friend what has you down?

1ofmany 30-06-2008 12:12 AM

yeh i think it was the more the fact that they didnt really make any effort. I went over and started chatting (wasnt really going to get into anything with loads of people about).

But what really got me was the fact that they had been out (my two best friends happen to also be boy and girl friend) and she text and asked me to pick her sword up from her house on the way, as she was going straight there with him, and then she left without saying bye. I felt like running out screaming.

Also i have gotton worried i my be using martial arts as a way of hurting myself. But i couldnt give up the classes as often they stop me. ARGH too confused.
Soz for the rant i am going to sit in a corner.

beautiful_mistake 30-06-2008 12:12 AM

he makes me feel invisible


:blue:

so im going to hide out in here

hope you dont mind

1ofmany 30-06-2008 12:25 AM

I am in a courner at the mo beats the stairs! This is a right little hideing spot isnt it?

blondiebear 30-06-2008 12:31 AM

This is a wonderful place to hide out.

1ofmany 30-06-2008 12:34 AM

and have random rants.
I have just brushed me teeth and now got a craving for orangers! worse time.

MammaMia 30-06-2008 12:40 AM

snuggles everyone.

Ugh I'm scared/worried about my dizzy spells :(

1ofmany 30-06-2008 12:47 AM

*hands out cussions* or possibly cusions...i dunno but you can cuddle them :)

MammaMia 30-06-2008 01:12 AM

yay :P Another one for my collection :P

1ofmany 30-06-2008 01:17 AM

I find pillows (gave up on the spelling :P) and a couple of jumpers with special meaning, easier to cuddle then people.

MammaMia 30-06-2008 01:21 AM

Sounds good :)

Jetforce 30-06-2008 05:28 AM

U should see a doctor helen...he'll probably order a few tests to see wat is making u dizzy :-(

sparky_jro 30-06-2008 05:32 AM

hey, just poking in, everything continues to be the same here though, still on that edge.

Jetforce 30-06-2008 06:14 AM

*hugs sparky*

MammaMia 30-06-2008 10:27 AM

Jem, I guess :(

I have the dentist this morning *shudders*

1ofmany 30-06-2008 10:36 AM

Ok i must be the strangest person ever cos i dont mind the dentist! I am the only person i know like that...

oh well!

Jetforce 30-06-2008 12:11 PM

i dont' mind either going to see the dentist...just as long it isn't my wisdom teeth getting pulled out - had that once..ugh the pain afterwards was not fun :-(

MammaMia 30-06-2008 12:55 PM

Yaaay everything is in full working order, just need to take a little more care with my gums :(

But woop woop woop :) I think my widsom teeth have decided to pke through some more today cus that area all hurtsy :(

1ofmany 30-06-2008 01:03 PM

My wisdom teeth arnt showing yet. probably means i will have to have them taken out in the future.

lil-princess 30-06-2008 01:13 PM

I hate going to the dentist, i remember going a few years ago and he was really horrible and rude so i stopped going all together.

How's everyone doing today??

Me, i'm doing great my auntie has gone into labour finally :) and i'm going on a date on saturday woooo go me :) xxx

zowie 30-06-2008 01:17 PM

Haven't been taking my meds recently. Feel weird.

Auburn Shadow 30-06-2008 01:54 PM

*hugs everyone*
My dentist seems to hate me, so I don't go.

I feel slightly odd. Managed to give myself a (fairly deep) papercut on my fingertip, makes typing painful. Spent the weekend in the pub with my friends, managed not to drink, was rather hard, but I did it. Had a great time with them as well. Went swimming on Sunday, well, I didn't cause I'm still too self concious but watched, then we headed back to the pub for food, and eventually I got back to my friend's house. Staying here till Thursday (when I've got my driving test :S:S:S) and then, not sure what's going to happen after that. (couple of bad parts over the weekend, but I'm going to save talking about them for my thread)

Missed this place over the weekend, but it was good to be with my friends. Hope everyone's been ok?

Hana
xxx

farawayfairy 30-06-2008 03:21 PM

*hugs everyone*

Glad you had a good time with your friends Hana. I hope your finger gets better soon too!

Zowie, you should really take your meds. It's dangerous to not take them unless you're being supervised by your doctor.

I'm glad the dentist was ok Helen.

I think I'm going to hide in here for a little bit if that's ok.

blondiebear 30-06-2008 04:01 PM

Today I start on the process of making 40 place mats, 40 serviettes, and 20 little bags for party favors. I hope I have a pair of scissors that isn't dull.

First, i'm going back to bed for half an hour.

MammaMia 30-06-2008 04:36 PM

I had a near breakdown in Tesco. Pathetic (Y) Worse thing was, the guy who helped, is my friend's finacee, luckily he didn't see me cry.

Auburn Shadow 30-06-2008 07:30 PM

*hugs you*

shadowedseraph 30-06-2008 08:33 PM

*hugs Hells* i cant stand it anymore *huddles in a corner*

Auburn Shadow 30-06-2008 09:44 PM

*hugs you* course you can come in here sweetie. Welcome :)

Am around if you want to talk about anything.

Kuwairo 30-06-2008 09:47 PM

Welcome hun
Here if you need us
How are you Hana?

Auburn Shadow 30-06-2008 09:55 PM

I'm not too bad really. Had a great weekend, and I'm still buzzing from it. Moved away from my parents for a while to get some space and to get my head together cause the constant yelling while I was there didn't do much for me.

How've you been Ku?

shadowedseraph 30-06-2008 10:19 PM

*takes a magic sweetie* thanks Deb i'm Becca btw *goes back to hiding in the corner*

MammaMia 30-06-2008 10:22 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Auburn Shadow (Post 887529)
*hugs you*

Quote:

Originally Posted by shadowedseraph (Post 887716)
*hugs Hells* i cant stand it anymore *huddles in a corner*

Thanks for the hugs......



I've had a generally good day.
So why the f*ck have I got ideas in my head.
About how to od etc?
I emailed my counsellor asking if I can see her this week after all.
Cus we didn't have our normal session today due to her being elsewhere.
I thought she's back tomorrow, but no, not til Weds.
Help me? :crying:

Kuwairo 30-06-2008 10:24 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Auburn Shadow (Post 888002)
How've you been Ku?

trying to focus...mind gone on holiday

Kuwairo 30-06-2008 10:25 PM

Helen hun keep talking to us
Maybe write all the reasons it would be a bad idea?

shadowedseraph 30-06-2008 10:29 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hells (Post 888066)
Thanks for the hugs......

My pleasure :)

I've had a generally good day.
So why the f*ck have I got ideas in my head.
About how to od etc?
I emailed my counsellor asking if I can see her this week after all.
Cus we didn't have our normal session today due to her being elsewhere.
I thought she's back tomorrow, but no, not til Weds.
Help me? :crying:

I can't tell you why you have those ideas but i can share in the feeling with you and offer you more cuddles it sucks when your brain is working against you

MammaMia 30-06-2008 10:31 PM

Thanks you two.

Bad idea because:

*If my parents find out they'll go mad because I broke their sodding promise.

*I might be ill :S

*I'd be letting me & everyone else down?

Kuwairo 30-06-2008 10:38 PM

Hun you wouldn't be letting anyone down, but you'd be missed loads!

shadowedseraph 30-06-2008 10:52 PM

*cuddles up with Deb* Its true Hells think of all the people who'd miss you and who love you

Auburn Shadow 30-06-2008 10:58 PM

*hugs helen*
I'm going to echo Ku here, you'd be missed loads sweetie.

*more hugs*

*hugs everyone else*

MammaMia 30-06-2008 10:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kuwairo (Post 888111)
Hun you wouldn't be letting anyone down, but you'd be missed loads!

Quote:

Originally Posted by shadowedseraph (Post 888157)
*cuddles up with Deb* Its true Hells think of all the people who'd miss you and who love you


You make it sound like I want to do it as a sucidice attempt.
Hmmm maybe I do.
I don't know.
What I do know is that I just sent a four page text to Emma.
She's not gonna like it.
Meh.
I'm sorry :crying:

blondiebear 30-06-2008 11:03 PM

*drops off some hugs and some trail mix.*

Kuwairo 30-06-2008 11:07 PM

Don't be sorry hun.
*huge hugs*
Do you?
Do you not?
Either way hun, it's not a good idea hun.
No one wants you hurt, and no one wants you dead either.

MammaMia 30-06-2008 11:18 PM

But I am sorry.
*huge hugs back*
I know it's not a good idea.
*cries*
I need a release of all this depression.
Can't I be happy? NOW?

MammaMia 30-06-2008 11:24 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Auburn Shadow (Post 888173)
*hugs helen*
I'm going to echo Ku here, you'd be missed loads sweetie.

*more hugs*

*hugs everyone else*

I missed this post :blush:
*hugs back*
*more and more hugs*
:)

Kuwairo 30-06-2008 11:28 PM

What are you sorry for hun?
I dunno hun, I don't know how you can release it best.
Do you write? Draw? Hobbies?
You could write about it, use art, anything. Talk. Punch pillows.
Be safe hun

MammaMia 30-06-2008 11:36 PM

Thanks hun.

Casper_Fading 01-07-2008 12:11 AM

*crawls into hall and sobs* i feel so out of it. please... someone take me jome.


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