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one_step_closer 16-09-2010 02:24 PM

Kahlia, I hope tomorrow is a much better day for you.

Jill, please talk to us. We care.

Helen, i'm glad you're ok and you managed to have a good sleep. Sleep is amazing :)

Mark, I wouldn't know what to think about that!

Scarletdreamer 16-09-2010 02:45 PM

*tiptoes in and sits in a corner* :-/

Doikers 16-09-2010 02:48 PM

*Scoots up beside April* How are you today?

frenchhorn 16-09-2010 03:01 PM

*hugs April* whats up?
*hugs Mark*
*hugs everyone else*

Scarletdreamer 16-09-2010 03:07 PM

*glomps Mark & Oliver*

Thanks for asking, you two... I dunno, I just... miss being here yet at the same time don't feel up to posting much of the time. :( I don't know what's the matter with me. I mean, it's classic bipolarity I guess, I don't know. I'm up one minute singing little stupid ditties then down the next feeling like doing nothing. Ever. :( I feel like I could sleep forever. I'm having trouble dragging myself out of bed in the mornings, and when I do, I'm exhausted even though I've slept probably 8-10 hours.

BUT, today we (my mum and I) are going spinning (wool) again. Woohoo. I was taking some pictures of the roving (what you make the yarn out of), the bobbin with my yarn on it, and then was going to take a picture of the skein of yarn that my mum and I plied together (purple and pink) but then my camera decided to up and die on me. And I have no idea where we have extra batteries. BAD CAMERA, BAD. >:( But that's what another knitting-and-yarn-freak friend of mine calls "yarn porn," lol... may be slightly inappropriate name-wise but I thought it was funny. ;) She asked me to post some photos of the stuff that we've been working on, so I decided that I would get some uploaded. Silly camera. >_< Anyway. So that ought to be fun.

And I really want some more gummy worms or some gummi bears or something... had a small bag of them that I got for $0.99 yesterday that I split with my husband... but I want MORE MORE MORE. Haha. It's been sooo long since I have had gummyish things that I just want to eat them allllll the time. I think I'm in a food crisis. :P Now instead of not eating healthily (i.e., not enough), I want UNHEALTHY food instead of healthy. Like salty stuff. REALLY SALTY STUFF. Like... erm... well, salty stuff. ANYTHING SALTY. I NEED SALT!!! :-X

Okies. I'll shut up now. :o

frenchhorn 16-09-2010 03:12 PM

*hugs April* I know the feeling with missing the ward, but not up to posting much, I just come in and try to read everything but get so overwhelmed, I'm also sleeping a lot but want more all the time, it sucks.
That sounds fun all that wool spinning stuff, is it like a proper old spinning wheel or is it something modern?
ooo now I want something salty, infact I should probably eat as I havn't and its gone 2 in the afternoon

PS constructing a reply for FB April :)

Scarletdreamer 16-09-2010 03:38 PM

Oliver, it's with an old-fashioned spinning wheel. ^_^ It's quite enjoyable, and almost a "Zen-like activity," very calming, etc. I'm sorry that you haven't felt much like coming to the ward and posting, but like you, I've been keeping up with it, although I don't feel overwhelmed by it (as long as I take it in relatively small chunks, heh, and don't plan on trying to post replies to everyone). Blah. I am so tired right now... :( want to go lie down and also haven't really eaten... Jarrod's going to be disappointed in me so that is not going to be a happy thing. I've eaten some but nothing you can definitively call a "breakfast" (damn it, I keep typing "supper" when I mean "breakfast," and I've no idea why!!!)... grrr. And lol, I just got so caught up in looking at photos on FB that I totally forgot I'd made myself a hot chocolate... silly me. It's really good too, dark hot chocolate, mmmm. :)

Sorry to anyone if my talking about food bothers you - I can go back and edit posts if it does. :-/ And yey, Oliver, for a FB response - I love discoursing about religion even if I'm not very good at it. :o

SoMuchMore 16-09-2010 04:48 PM

*hugs everyone tight*

one_step_closer 16-09-2010 04:55 PM

I don't think I can do this :crying:

Doikers 16-09-2010 05:11 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs April*

shadowedsoul 16-09-2010 05:15 PM

Cuddles all. Can't do this anymore. =(

Doikers 16-09-2010 06:09 PM

*Hugs Jill* Whats going on ?

*Hugs Lindsay*I think you CAN do this if you mean not S.I.ing ODing like you said last night , it's a big step but you CAN do it :)

one_step_closer 16-09-2010 06:29 PM

Jill, what's happening?

Mark, how are you?

I'm so low I just don't know what to do about it.

FlyingNy 16-09-2010 06:35 PM

Hi, I'm sorry for lack of being around and replies. It's partly through lack of computer access and partly the same as April. I just really can't summon the energy or motivation. No offence or anything, I love you guys.

Things are...falling apart. I don't...urgh. I can't say all that's on my mind, I just don't want them to stay this way and I'm scared of everything. I don't know...I just want this to stop. Very soon.

*Hugs Lindsey and others* Sorry there's not a lot I can say right now. I just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you.

Doikers 16-09-2010 07:43 PM

I think I am going for a nap I laid down earlier but stayed awake , I just want away from my scars :S and yet want to add more and more .

Scarletdreamer 16-09-2010 07:57 PM

*cuddles all* Brain won't wrap around all of the responses :o but I do want to send you all cuddles if you want them!!! I really want to take a nap too but I know that if I do I am just going to be groggier when I wake up than when I lay down... which makes NO SENSE AT ALL. Ugh. :(

RYUU 16-09-2010 08:33 PM

*hugs everyone * Feeling unsafe the devil is strong he keeps telling me to OD

Doikers 16-09-2010 08:41 PM

*Hugs April*

*Hugs Ryuu* Don't listen to the devil Ryuu, please be careful :S

I just lay there all awake heh , so nap aborted.

Kahlia1981 16-09-2010 09:28 PM

*huggles all who can accept && waves at those who cannot*

GP visit today and lots of work on assignments and other study. I'd dearly love to stop coughing. I only have 11 scripts to go until my medications are free. That would be nice ... Right now just so damn tired and so damn over it. *sigh*

*disappears into the garden to play with Puppy SinClair*

Doikers 16-09-2010 10:00 PM

*Hands Kahlia some cough sweets*

Right well , I'm off to bed early (Again) I hope I drop of to sleep fairly fast . Numb , Numb , Numb . I want to injure but at the same time I don't want to injure , SO conflicted , In bed I can't, I'm safe there .

*Hugs Wardies*


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