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Doikers 31-05-2016 07:34 AM

Exhausted Also . . . . But that's Par for the course these days.

Sent you a short PM Ashley .

How are we all atm? *Puts out Cake*

Eir 31-05-2016 07:55 AM

Alive and unharmed. Convinced myself to put off urges again. Headache. Exhausted, but that also seems par for the course.
Good luck with work Ashley.
* starts the kettle for tea and coffee*

Doikers 31-05-2016 09:06 AM

Well Done putting off the Urges , Annie *Hugs* I know how hard that is :(

Doikers 02-06-2016 12:23 PM

I am Anxious and so so sad .

Doikers 03-06-2016 08:17 PM

Very Little has changed , the insecurity is immense.

Doikers 03-06-2016 08:24 PM

Does anyone know how to make a CV or Resume?

Doikers 04-06-2016 09:42 AM

How are we all today?

Kahlia1981 04-06-2016 03:02 PM

Really struggling right now.

*disappears into pillow fort to cry*

Sorry I have to hide all this, keeping strong for the world but I just can't...

Doikers 04-06-2016 04:24 PM

*Hugs Kahlia Tight*

Marshmallow. 04-06-2016 07:25 PM

I'm a nurse, I'm supposed to look after people. How can I do that if I can't even look after myself?
I'm weak and hurt myself and now it's looking infected. I thought going back to work and having something to do would help but it makes no difference. I come home and still feel the same.
I was invited out with a friend today and said I would go then today just ignore her all day because I couldn't face it.
How is everyone else doing?

PS. Mark you can get pretty good CV templates online. My dad altered mine (he's a business manager and reckons this makes him an expert :ermm:) if you like you can use it as a template.

Doikers 05-06-2016 11:26 AM

I'm sorry you are so Low , Ashley :( As a nurse I know you know this but do your best to keep your wound sterile and dressed. *Hugs*
I have PM'd you. Hope you are doing okay today :)

Kahlia1981 06-06-2016 02:50 AM

Thanks for the hugs big brother, you have no idea how much I need them right now. *hugs*

Sorry you aren't feeling so good Ashley but I hope that things are improving. Looking after our selves is sometimes the most difficult thing to do sadly. *safe hugs if okay*

I'm still struggling from hearing that I have cauda equina syndrome which could result in permanent paralysis of the legs with no appointment with a neurosurgeon until August. Being in the wheelchair is hard enough because I really just want to get up and walk but knowing this.... Sorry. I'm just going to go and cry in a corner.

Doikers 06-06-2016 05:36 AM

*Extra Hugs Kahlia* Love ya Lil' Sis <3

There's a 4.30 am now . . . .

Eir 06-06-2016 11:23 AM

*hugs Kahlia* at least they've shown it's not related to your mental health. Which should help if you go to hospital again. Sorry to hear that it might turn out so bad tho. And that the neurology appointment is so far away.
Ashley, I get where your coming from. *hugs*
Mark, thanks for being around.*hugs for you too*
It all hit the fan. I hurt myself. I ended up feeling worse.
It's all coming apart now.

Doikers 06-06-2016 11:51 AM

Hey Annie *Hugs* I'm sorry the proverbial hit the fan , I'm around if you wanna chat :)

Doikers 07-06-2016 05:20 AM

Right , I need a friend , even sleep had abandoned me.

Doikers 09-06-2016 06:56 PM

How are you all doing?

Doikers 10-06-2016 11:45 AM

I feel like I'm about to burst out crying.

Doikers 11-06-2016 09:56 AM

How are we all today?

If anyone has them I could use some comforting words.

Eir 12-06-2016 03:38 AM

Hey Mark. What's going on? Haven't had much time lately to get online.
I hope you are ok. *special hugs just for Mark*

Doikers 12-06-2016 09:52 AM

*Hugs Annie*

1. Long Distance Reletionship that is beyond complicated, So In Love though , Not really got a handle on my feelings.
2. Only IRL Friend moving away has really triggered my BPD Fear of Abandoment.
3.Meds change has messed up my Sleep.
4. Anxiety is going turbo charged.
5. Triggered beyond belief and am at my folks for 9 more days , they think I've recovered and Mum made up the bed in crisp White Sheets.

I'm just doing my best to keep a lid on my head until I get home , very very very hard indeed.

How are you ?

Eir 13-06-2016 11:58 PM

Homesick, overwhelmed, nervous and exhausted. Intensive residential school is a bit much right now.

Doikers 14-06-2016 03:33 PM

*Hugs Annie*

Eir 14-06-2016 10:29 PM

I'm surviving, but it gets so noisy and the days are so long. How are things with you?

Kahlia1981 15-06-2016 11:47 AM

Head really isn't on properly at the present..... Having to defer my exam hasn't helped, but at least it's been approved.

*hugs big brother*
*hugs Annie*
*hugs to everyone else who wants/needs them*

Sorry, my head isn't really working well at present

Eir 15-06-2016 11:49 AM

Too nervous to cope right now. Skill exam tomorrow. Feel utterly unprepared. Not enough time to prepare. Gonna try comfort food then sleep. I might hurt myself otherwise.

Kathryn_Anna 15-06-2016 04:53 PM

Sorry I have been MIA for a bit. Life is just so overwhelming right now. Just not sure what to do anymore.

*safe hugs to everyone*

Doikers 15-06-2016 06:07 PM

*Safe Hugs to You all*

Kahlia1981 16-06-2016 12:12 PM

*safe hugs to everyone*

It seems like we're all having a hard time right now, and I'm very sorry that the case. Tomorrow was supposed to be my exam but my deferral was approved so at least I don't have that quite so much on the brain but I'm struggling to make sense out of the world. Having our new neighbours really doesn't help.... Nowhere else have a heard a sentence made up with nothing more than swear words that still makes sense.

Really need to be in a safe place right now.

Doikers 16-06-2016 12:23 PM

*Glomps Kahlia*

Kahlia1981 16-06-2016 12:33 PM

*glomps back at you big brother*

Eir 16-06-2016 11:07 PM

*waves at everyone*
Survived, but hurt myself. It's been a ridiculously intense week. Sorry I haven't made contact Kahlia. I've been doing 9-5 daily and I've been too wrecked from anxiety and what to me are early starts to do anything but sleep and read. Maybe when I come up for placement.
Kathryn, I think we all tend to disappear when it's really bad. Glad to know you're surviving tho.
Mark, you're wonderful. Sorry I've tended to just lurk lately. Thanks for keeping the board active. :-D

Kathryn_Anna 17-06-2016 01:59 PM

My middle is sick yet again. I'm so over all of this. At least one, if not two, of my kids has been sick for the last 2 months.

Sorry to hear everyone is struggling right now.

*puts refreshments and other goodies on the table*

Doikers 19-06-2016 11:44 AM

I am SO Anxious and SO Insecure and very Sad indeed.

*Safe Hugs*

Eir 19-06-2016 06:11 PM

*safe hugs back*

Doikers 20-06-2016 10:32 AM

How are all you guys and gals?

Doikers 21-06-2016 09:51 AM

Morning Folks, How are you all?

Amberita 21-06-2016 11:47 AM

New here
 
Hello!
I'm new here and trying to find my way around. Is this the thread where everyone is hanging out on the daily? :notsure:

Doikers 21-06-2016 02:41 PM

Hi Amberita , Welcome to The Thread and RYL in General , I'm Mark . This thread is a general one yes , it's a bit quiet atm as we are all struggling but we are a lovely bunch :)

caiden 21-06-2016 11:02 PM

hi everyone...needing some hugs and support with some personal life struggles im going through lately, both mentally and physically...if you pm me, ill explain whats going on...hard to explain in open forum...hard to talk about at all...not sure who to trust anymore, don't even trust myself anymore...not even sure why im here after all my time away from here....who knows, maybe I should be back in the real psych ward again...help?!

Doikers 23-06-2016 09:56 AM

How are we all today?

Amberita 23-06-2016 10:41 AM

Thanks for the welcome, Doikers!
I see how that can happen... hope everyone is getting the support they need.

Hope someone PM'd you, caiden. Maybe someone in your RYL family. I see you have an extended family here :)

Doikers 25-06-2016 10:56 AM

Hiya All , How are you all Doing ?

My Anxiety is making me tearful . . . .

Doikers 25-06-2016 12:32 PM

My Head is spinning with negative, hypothetical, Insecure, Anxious Thoughts , I REALLY need it to STFU , I took a Diaz but it's not had time to kick in yet .

Hush , Please Hush . . . .

Eir 27-06-2016 08:43 PM

I've done it again. I let my pride allow me to fall into this strange place of mixed emotions, insomnia and whispers.
If events and responsibilities would allow, I'd stay like this. Unhinged.
But I have reason to force myself to go back to the meds.
Hopefully I can hang on to it for just a while longer.
I'm not quite down. Nor am I in that heady irresistible state of buoyancy. I dislike this. Wanting to hurt myself, followed by sense of energy, to despair, to restless vacancy trying to figure out who won't bloody shut up.
I needed to write this. To pretend it isn't just me.
Too much pressure in my head.thats all its ever been. Make it stop.

Kathryn_Anna 27-06-2016 09:33 PM

*offers everyone safe hugs*

Welcome Amberita!

I'm struggling a bit right now. Every doctor my middle child sees my youngest is seeing now too. So instead of 9 specialists/therapists and then the pediatrician it's now all that times 2. 20 appointments to keep track of. Never mind my oldest who has 4 people of his own. I'm struggling to do it all. It's just too much but I don't have a choice but to just deal with it and keep going. *sigh*

Doikers 27-06-2016 09:38 PM

Sorry we are all Struggling *Massive Safe Hugs and Vegetarian Gravy*

Auragrace 27-06-2016 10:43 PM

I don't want to be here anymore :(

Doikers 28-06-2016 09:35 AM

*Safe Hugs Auragrace* Will be on and off all day if you wanna talk .

Doikers 29-06-2016 07:29 PM

How are you all doing?


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