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Laura2.0 01-02-2012 11:05 PM

*hugs Mark and Lindsay*

*goes to bed*

Doikers 02-02-2012 04:29 AM

*Squashes Laura*

Laura2.0 02-02-2012 12:29 PM

*CAN'T BREATHE*

*throws bubble wrap in Marks direction*

Louise 02-02-2012 03:01 PM

hugs everyone

Laura2.0 02-02-2012 05:14 PM

*hugs Louise*

Zedebee 02-02-2012 06:30 PM

*curls up in a corner and sucks thumb*

Laura2.0 02-02-2012 07:48 PM

*hugs Zebedee if ok* sorry, don't know your real name.

MrsNutkin 02-02-2012 09:06 PM

Curls up in corner

Zedebee 02-02-2012 09:21 PM

*hugs back* You can call me Zed

Laura2.0 02-02-2012 09:24 PM

*hugs Syrup*
*hugs Zed*

how are you?

Doikers 02-02-2012 10:42 PM

*Hugs Y'all*

risenfromperdition 03-02-2012 03:19 AM

*sits with zeddeh*
hey lovely one <3 how you doin?
*offers hug*

Doikers 03-02-2012 10:42 AM

*Hugs Heather*

Laura2.0 04-02-2012 02:04 PM

hello,
anyone here

one_step_closer 04-02-2012 02:45 PM

How are you today, Laura?

Laura2.0 04-02-2012 03:38 PM

*hugs Lindsay* how are you?

I'm not well, feel like a walking time bomb. I'm more dissociated than here. Doin skills a lot, but it's only working as long as I'm doing them. Walking is funny when you don't really feel your legs, but I went for a walk for more than an hour. Being outside is helping... as long as I'm outside. It's freezing cold here (we got the air from Siberia... said the weather person). I'm going to my best friend for the night now. She can help most of the time. I think I'm going to walk there (45min) and freeze a bit more, at least then I feel something.

one_step_closer 04-02-2012 05:21 PM

*hugs Laura* I hope it helps to see your friend.

I'm trying to deny my feelings at the moment. Don't want to know how bad everything is.

Doikers 04-02-2012 11:00 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

I'm...not here, IDK how to describe it.

Laura2.0 05-02-2012 03:36 PM

*hugs Lindsay* how are you now?
*hugs Mark* are you dissoziated?

Spending time with my friend helped, as long as I was there. I'm feeling even worse than yesterday now.

Doikers 05-02-2012 05:22 PM

I don't know Laura , I hadn't even considered that :/
*Huggles*

Laura2.0 05-02-2012 05:24 PM

*hugs Mark* I can't know cause I'm not there, but it could be a kind of dissoziation. Not all dissoziation is bad you know, my therapist said that it can be useful at times. Does it feel like you can't connect with anything, like you are kind of floating or as if you are under water? I get that sometimes, but I'm not sure if that's dissoziation. Do you like being not here or do you want to come back to 'here'?

Doikers 05-02-2012 09:57 PM

I wanted to be "here" but then Didn't I've no clue . *Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 05-02-2012 10:31 PM

*hugs Mark* are you more 'here' now than not here?

I'm about to go to bed.

ABrokenOne 06-02-2012 03:26 AM

I think this is a really good thread. I'm going to commit myself to posting here daily....at least until I'm 'safe.'

I'm not doing too well recently...had a suicide attempt on Friday, kind of have that feeling you get when you're about to trip over your own feet. That right before you fall feeling. I have a friend who's been making me go to her house nightly cause she doesn't trust me to be on my own anymore. I should consider myself lucky. I don't know just not feeling the whole...life thing lately. :(

Anyway thanks for listening.

Doikers 06-02-2012 10:21 AM

*Hugs Laura* I hope you slept well.

Hi Abrokenone , I'm Mark , *Hugs if okay*

Laura2.0 06-02-2012 10:59 AM

*hugs ABrokenOne if ok*
*Hugs Mark* I did get to sleep, but then I woke up and felt like ****. Still feel like ****. Why is life so shitty for me? I guess it's my fault isn't it? 3 hours until I get to see my therapist.

how are you?

Doikers 06-02-2012 10:20 PM

*Hugs Y'all*

ABrokenOne 07-02-2012 12:46 AM

Thanks for all the hugs. I wish I had better news. Still feeling all the alone/sad/hopeless crap. The site is helping though....some people really just do want someone to listen to them. Just for a second even. *Hugs EVERYONE*

Doikers 07-02-2012 11:26 AM

*Squishes Laura*

*Hugs ABrokenOne*

Laura2.0 07-02-2012 10:01 PM

*squishes Mark*
*hugs ABrokenOne*

how are you both??

I had therapy yesterday and I really didn't like it.

risenfromperdition 08-02-2012 04:22 AM

=[ therapy isnt really a likable thing :-P
*but* here if wanna talk x

Doikers 08-02-2012 11:44 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather*

one_step_closer 08-02-2012 12:26 PM

Hey everyone. *bakes special cookies*

Doikers 08-02-2012 04:46 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* *Noms a cookie* , Ty , How are you hun?

Laura2.0 08-02-2012 08:37 PM

*hugs Heather*
*hugs Lindsay* *takes a cookie*
*hugs Mark*

I felt better for the last 2 days, but now I'm getting this ungood feeling again.

one_step_closer 08-02-2012 08:39 PM

*hugs Mark and Laura* I hope you feel better soon, Laura.

I felt kind of ok this morning but the badness has snuck in.

Laura2.0 08-02-2012 09:11 PM

*hugs Lindsay* it was the same for me.

Doikers 08-02-2012 10:20 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

I feel low , night time I think.

risenfromperdition 09-02-2012 12:09 AM

night night guys <3

*curls up with teddy in corner*

Doikers 09-02-2012 10:35 AM

I hope you are sleeping well Heather Hun :)

one_step_closer 09-02-2012 01:12 PM

Afternoon. How are we all? I was supposed to go to a focus group this morning but just couldn't get out of bed. Again. So annoyed with myself.

Doikers 09-02-2012 04:52 PM

Oh Lindsay that happens to me too , Be kind to yourself hun *Huggles*

one_step_closer 09-02-2012 05:28 PM

How are you, Mark? I kind of got your text but not all of it, my phone is playing up.

Doikers 10-02-2012 11:28 AM

I'm so un motivated this morning :/

*Hugs Wardies*

RedHorse 10-02-2012 12:40 PM

I need help

*cries*

I've always had a therapist, psychiatrist or psychologist growing up and I don't have the money now. My friends abandoned me.. I'm frightened and I feel really alone. :crying:

one_step_closer 10-02-2012 02:29 PM

I can imagine how horrible that must be for you, i'm dreading the time when someone decides i've had more than my fair share of therapy. Have you tried phoning a helpine? I'm here if you need to talk.

Doikers 10-02-2012 04:41 PM

RedHorse , That must be awful *Hugs If Okay* I'm around this thread if you want to talk.

Laura2.0 10-02-2012 07:00 PM

*sits in corner and cries*

one_step_closer 10-02-2012 07:39 PM

What's wrong, Laura?

Louise 10-02-2012 07:41 PM

hugs everyone


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