*Hugs Felicia* I'm sure the light at the end of your Uni Tunnel is an "Yey!! all my papers are good:)" Train . Do you like the snow? , it's been compacted down to slippy slidey ice here now , Still I didn't fall today *Touch wood*

I had my hand under my hoodie and without any intent realised I was feeling my scars , just touching them :S then the thought "why not add one more" *sigh* tired of this , The bad thoughts gone away now , I just have to keep my hands out of my top and my arms and legs all covered up for tonight.

Thanks, Mark. I wish I had as much faith in myself as you have in me. :) I LOVE the snow, I just hate it being cold with no snow. I feel the snow is my reward for not living in a warm place.
I hope you don't fall anymore, and I really hope your bad thoughts go away *hugs*

*Hugs everyone*

*Hugs Lia* How are you tonight ? Did I ask that already ? sorry if I forgot :S

*Hugs Lia* How are you, babe?

Hey. Yeah Mark, you did ask but I forgot to answer so it's alright. My heart feels heavy and I have that sad feeling, but I'm not sure why. I just...I don't know.

*Huggles Lia* I'm sorry you're sad :(

*HUgs Mark*

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

Why so sorry Lia? you okay?

*hugs anyone who wants* love you allll :)

I just feel so guilty. For everything. Don't worry about me.

*Hugs Heather* How are you? :)

*Hugs Heather* How are you ?

here if you wanna talk lia <3

im... ok.

HEATHER!
... I love you. This is all.

awwwww. ilu too. :) did you like my status comment? ;]

I did. I AM SO EXCITED.

Well Mark, don't you feel left out the loop ;)

Excited Felicia , whywhywhy? *Hugs ya*

The loop ..... ? *Is confuzzled* Sorry did I upset you ?

someone just hurt me so bad inside. sorry for being selfish

*Hugs Louise* What happened sweet?

No Mark, I meant Felicia and Heather going on about something we don't know. Those shunners ;)

Oh Sorry Lia , I thought I'd inadvertandtly (sp?) Pissed you off :S But good I haven't :) Shunners indeed :P

*Hugs Louise* whats up hun?

LOL. You guys, sorry, didn't mean to leave ya'll out of the loop.
It's just 99% sure that over winter break, I will be visiting Heather! whoop whoop! :) this is all.

one of my so called friends who i thought was a friend just said that i was lier, used swear words was looking for attention which i normaly sat and listened most of the night to her problems. Said that she hated me and that my mum is a better person than i was. my mum is nice to other people but not me. sorry i will shut up now.

Eeeeep Felicia and Heather ! I demand pictures :)

*Hugs Louise* You are a good person hun , really you are and you don't deserve to be spoken to like that *Squishes*

Right I'm off to hit the hay :)
*Night Time Hugs My Wardies*
Take good care folks :)

*Squeezes Louise* I had a friend like that. She turned on me called me an attention seeking cow, or words to that effect, and told me she was better off without me, I fu*ked up her life, etc...She was my best friend. Still is. I know how that feels, and I know how much it hurts to have someone you thought you could trust do something like this to you, but I want you to do one thing. Don't let it do what it did to me. Don't stop trusting because as soon as you decide to put that Ice Quenn mask on, it never comes off. Please don't do that. It's lonely and not a cheerful way to live. I can't explain it all. I just needed to warn you, to tell you that I know it's hard, but shutting yourself off won't work.

night mark, and thanks.

*Hugs Mark goodnight*

Really? Wow, have fun the both of you :) It's so wonderful that we might have made friends for life here.

^^^

I've made a friend for life from here. She's my bestie <3

It is awesome the friendships we have from here! I love it <3

Don't worry. Not worth it.

*hugs back* thanks and I am sorry that it did happen to you, it's a horrible feeling. blaming myself right now.

What's not worth it Helen?

It's not your fault Louise. My friend regrets ever saying those things, but it was months before she came round and stopped treating my like a leper. Point is, it's them with the problem, not you. *Hugs*

I'm so sorry.

Hehe i want it to be nowww. Oh and i got letter from uni so as long as i dont fail everything... Prof wasnt in today though ><

Oy sorry o.o i managed to miss this page >< but that'll be 2 ryl ppl in jan maybe hehehe

Who else are you meeting/have met, Heather? lol

*cuddles helen* what are you sorry about hun? you alright? Here if you need.

*hugs louise* you do not deserve that at all. Its not your fault. Don't blame yourself hun.

*hugs heather* ahh! i keep missing you on fb. sorry. How have you been?

*hugs felicia* soo i see you're also crazy with uni work. can def relate to you there. its almost the end of the semester!

*hugs lia* how have you been?

*hugs mark* hope you sleep okay.

Must write a paper.. must do it now lol. I'm so lacking in motivation its not even funny.
Around if anyone needs to talk though.
*huggles everyone i've missed*

P.S. *cuddles JK* i saw you posted a few pages ago. I miss you!!!! i'm only putting this in a p.s. b/c idk if you are actively lurking about :-P

ummm forget sn's cuz i suck buuut
-ashleigh
-monica
-leigh
and now you and another person =p

*lays looking at the ceiling*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Julie*

evening mark

Hey Julie *Hugs How are you feeling ?
My computer is running SO slow it's frustrating me. I also had a disturbing dream that I can't remember the details of but feel horrid after *Sigh*
I'm going to restart my Computer in the hope it runs faster .

I'm freezing and I have a cold. Plus i've heard that the post is cancelled and getting post is the highlight of my day!

How is everyone else?

Oh :( *Hugs Lindsay and makes a Lemsip* I like getting post too , it was cancelled last week one day but they didn't tell us they just never got here. *Knits a blanket to warm Lindsay up*
I'm feeling okay , I have accupuncture and I hope the loud mouths don't show up and ruin the relaxing atmosphere again:S If everyone could maybe sit quietly maybe a little light chat but NO 30 minute arguments over who makes the best food! :S erp.

*kicks the covers off rubbing my eyes*

are you tired Julie , It's getting late down there isn't it ?

sorta we gots up at 5:30 am and now it's 11:30pm