I loves you guyss :)

^ u too heather! *hugs*

*cuddles everyone else*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura*

How are you gal's?

Heh. I may not be on for a couple days..

*hugs Heather*

*Hugs Heather*

*Curls up*

*Hugs everyone*

Sorry for those who we talking to me on fb, I left it logged in and went out. I hate fb chat anyway, it never works and it's dead slow.

*Cuddles Lia lots*

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Lia*

How are you both?

*Hugs Mark* I'm really low and fed up of everything. You?

*Hugs Mark and Charlie*

I'm sorry you're low :( Hang in there.

*Cuddles* I'm trying..
How are you hun?

Been better , ack! I'm sorry you feel crap Charlie*Hug*
*Hug Lia*

I love you guys. Sorry if I'm not is as much recently or disappear for a bit. I know I do that a lot.

Love you too Lia, I get how it's hard to be online all the live long day :P

*Hugs* It's fine Lia. But I miss you, I really do need to get some credit -.-

*huggles all*

i dont want to see them anymore!! arrrgh
such a bad day :'(

*Night time hugs wardies*
I need an early night.

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Marshki*

*Night time hugs my wardies*

I don't feel too safe:crying:

*Hugs Phoenix* Whats up phoenix?

*Hugs Mark* Sorry your not great :(

*Hugs Charlie* I'm sorry your not doing good

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Markshi*

*Hugs Kahlia* How are you?

Flashback after flashback
I canhear his voice. It doesn't matter what I do, how loud I have my music, I can hear his voice
How the **** am I going to cope with seeing him?
I can't do it.

*Hugs Phoenix*
*Hugs Ian*

Morning everyone , How are you all today?

*huggles all*

My shoulder is sore :(
On the bright side I now have a hydrotherapy appointment for the 4th of March :)
Woot!!

*Hugs Kahlia* Your poor shoulder . Yey for hydrotherapy!

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you hun?

*Hugs everyone*

*Hugs everyone*

Phoenix, is there any way you can get out of this meeting or whatever it is? Surely no one can make you meet someone, even if it's a court case, you can be in a seperate room.

I don't know how or what I am anymore. I'm losing it bit by bit and there's no one I can turn to, no one I can tell.

*Cuddles Lia tightly* You can tell me hun <3

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Mark* how are you?

Not entirlly Sober , How are you Charlie?

*huggles all*

Had a really crappy night. Now am awake again and in agony. :(
Oh well. I hope that today is better. :|

*Throws things and screams*
I give up. I ****ing quit!

*Hugs Charlie tight so she can no longer throw things* What's the matter my dear?

*Hugs Mark and Kahlia*

*Cuddles Lia* I want to give up now :'(

Well I'm not going to let you. So there. Did anything in particular happen to trigger this?

Shh Lia. I need to shut up. I'm being selfish. I'm sorry.

No you're not. You have as much right to get support as everyone else here. *Hugs*

Yesh I am. Because you are struggling too. I'm just a selfish bitch. I'm sorry.

Honesty, it's fine. You're not being selfish. We're all struggling, it's why we're here. But we're also here to support each other. And I'm alright, I have my writing atm, it's keeping me busy and somewhat content.

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Charlie*

I'm fine. Honest.
I want the rest of that vodka -.-

No you're not. You wouldn't be drinking that if you were. Did something happen at college? I read your R/V.

I didn't go to college. My attendance is awful at the moment.
Theres just so much happening, I posted a thread for support about the miscarriage on another forum, and I put the letter for Hayley up on there, and some idiot started taking the piss out of it, and I know I shouldn't of, but I told him if he didn't shut up I would kill him, and I got into trouble for it. Nobody insults my little girl! Bastard.

Whats up Charlie hun? **** that terrible , I'm so sorry , who was this person?

I don't know, just another user. I wasn't paying too much attention really, was busy planning his murder :'(