hey...
*offers forced smile*
*crawls under table nusing bruised and bloodied knuckles*
that wall won't argue with me again

*hugs kija and seamonkey*
The mask fell accidentally yestaday but now back up
good or bad i'm not sure but good for the moment i believe

*thanks hellbunny and returns hug*
feeling a little calmer now, just bugs me that I don't know how long it will last. I'm ok one minute then a fiery ball of rage the next over the stupidest things. It's not helping anything and I don't know how to stop it!
*remains under table chewing corner of blanket*

I'm so sorry I haven't been able to reply to everyone kind posts.

Really struggling at the moment and yeah :(

*hides in the corner* I got exams

Good luck in ur exams bella :-) i'm sure u'll do good in them!

good luck bella you'll do ace
i know how u must feel mine start tomorrow :sad:


*hugs* seamonkey

*wipes away tears and hides bk in corner*

*hugs hellbunny, seamonkey and dance!4eva*
good luck bella in your exams!
i is having a moment of feeling a bit better, i like it, wish it could stay for ever!
how is everyone?
xxx

Yea, I got exams this week too. I think I'll do ok. I'm just worried about my sociology exam. A lot of stuff on pragmatic useage and theory. That class has been theory fueled. It's a fun class though, and we do Physcology during second semester.

*checks in and hands over tools*
Hey all, long time no see... how goes it?
*grabs her blanket, pillow, and stuffed lamb, finds her corner and curls up*
Ugh, why won't God just let me die..?

*shuffles over to Ally's corner and gives her big cuddle*

*gives ally a big gentle cuddle*
hows everyone today?
xxx

Thx's for the hug

I'm okies i think?? hmm

How about Kija?

xxxx

*hugs vulnerome* Are you ok?

U ok vulnerome? xxx

I think I want to be dead again.
****ing ****.

*cuddles everyone*
I'm not quite sure...um
*spins in circles*

*hugs everyone back*

Thanks all, for the cuddles... doing a bit better atm. At least I'm not waiting to die any more...
*passes around tea and biscuts*
Got another counseling appt tomorrow and I'm a bit apprehensive about that (as it took me to a pretty bad place last week)...

How's every one?

*cuddles Carole, vulnerome, jetforce, dance dance, and zedmeister then hands around a box of fuzzy blankets, squishy pillows, and cuddle stuffed animals of all sorts* vbmenu_register("postmenu_487607", true);

I'm doing Carole, how about you sweetie? Haven't succombed to that drink yet have you? It's OK if you did but try and hold out sweetie... it's been my (recent) experience that it doesn't do any good... in fact it often makes things worse...

Take care all

*cuddles Ally*
I'm glad to hear you're doing better =)


I feel so weak...and stupid....I gave in to the vodka again. Haha. Typical Zed.... *sits in a corner with a blanket, a stuffed monkey and a strong drink*

*hugs Ally* I'm glad things are better for you hun

I've had a little bit of it - only enough to appreciate the taste really.

*cries*

*hugs Sasuke and offers a blanket*

I am so sorry they treat you like that. No one should have to put up with that sort of thing.

Hey all. I'm still here and still struggling. Just lying very quiet. The last time I posted I was worried about exam results - shouldn't have worried as I got the top mark in the class but right now it doesn't seem like that was enough. Just want to cry.

* Walks into wall repeatedly until falls on the floor in one bruised mess *

hi all,
*gives everyone much deserved and needed hugs*
wish my head wasnt such a bad place to be in.

*hides and cries*

*hides too* *hands dance earmuffs*
Earmuffs are nice sometimes.
I have to quit drinking again, and somehow started doing drugs again, and wow what a surprise I want to die again.
I'm seriously considering getting completely **** faced and going swimming in the ocean.

*listens to Michael Bublé*

Yo How you peoples?

Feeling pretty awful.

But Saturdays somehow take the pain away, well not in the evening though.

its cause we don't have to be around the people we see at school.. or at least thats my thing

Nah, that's not it for me.....I don't think :)

*huggles Carole*, love you hun

*hugs the psych ward and steals it away but makes sure to leave stuffed bunnys or comfy pillows for everyone on her way through.

I start a new school on Tuesday Wish me luck!

Best of luck :)

I start a new school on Tuesday Wish me luck!

I did.

Nobody has replied the massive post Irote last night in my thread :(

lol my compy had a melt down and thought it didn't post lol

Good luck Bella!

My jaw is playing me up today :(

*hugs dance dance, Carole, and... well everyone*
How goes it all?
*curls up in her corner and takes a nap*
At least I get enough sleep here, lol.

Take care all and much love

Hey all.
*rotates a few time then curls up with cuddly pokemons*
Can I bring my dogs in here? They're the only ones that keep me sane...

Bella, hope school went ok
Dance, hope your jaw feels better
Ally, sleep well?
x

Please spmeone, make it all stop. I am drunk, two bottles of wine and vodka and yet fornth first time in weeks i DONT want to SI but I have to because thats what I do and nobody can save me. I am checkin g myself in indefinitelyh

Emmmmmmmma

*cuddles and looks after yoo*

Lifeis a bitch (Emma?) I realise this is waaaay too late but you don't have to if you don't want to. And I'm a total hypocrite cos I feel the exact same way now, but........

yep seamonkey..that's her :-P

*hugs emma* hope ur well there...drop us a line and tell us how u r :-) tc there xx

*hugs everyone and offers love and support*

*cuddles in corner with book and accepts Zedmiester's love and support*