*hugs Laura* how are you?

*hugs ward*
I'm back at uni. I feel lonely and scared. wtf. this isn't even my first year.

*hugs Felicia*

*curls up crying* can't do this anymore, only another week and a half to wait then I'll be free

Hi everyone.

Hi Tifflehan *waves* how are you?

Tired but cant sleep. You?

depressed and miserable. sorry you can't sleep, that really sucks

why you so down?

sucidal and this weekend is the last time I'll see my mum and sister before I go through with my suicide plan.
do you know why you can't sleep?

I get like this occasionally. Why the plan?

hehe. =] like teddy. mineminemine

*holds felicia* shh, its ok to be scared sweetheart <3

*comes in and hides under bed*

sorry I wasn't on for so long.

*Hugs Laura* Did you have a good time in Blighty?

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Tiff*

*Hugs Heather* I don't think your teddy is big enough :P

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Mark* how are you?

*hugs Laura*

*hugs Heather* cute teddy :)

Last day with my mum and sister today :( sorry *curls up and hides*

7 weeks free today.............I SO want to **** up but I don't but I do ........ ACK!

*comes out of hiding place to hug Mark* 7 weeks is amazing :) you can keep going, I believe in you.

*cursl up again* got really bad urges to OD. I can when I get home tonight

Please dont OD Oliver , is there anyone that you can call and talk about this with like a crisis line or something ?

I could call the samaritans, but I really want to just OD. just have to get this train journey out of the way then I can.
sorry *hides*