Hi Mara, welcome to the ward.

How are you, Mark?

I'm struggling with urges to SI and OD. I'm getting tired of this. Why must we have to battle through life when others get to sail through life?

*hugs Lindsay,Mara and Mark*

Lindsay-I'm sorry your struggling with urges to OD and SI, me to I know how hard it is.

Thanks Oliver. How has your day been?

its been ok I guess, not done much, spent most of the time finding things to do to pass the time.
How has your day been?

I've just been trying to pass the time too. I saw my OT in the morning and then just went online and watched TV and stuff. I wish my life was more meaningful.

Hey guys, still alive. always a great start right? Oliver I like your sig. I'm gonna call in queer tomorrow. Easier than calling in mental right?

OMG, Mark you know the lyrics you have in your sig? I have the second verse of that song tattooed to my left arm over my scars

In a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space
No-one there to catch you in their arms... :-) I absolutely love that song.

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay* You're not alone , I struggle through ;ife too, the important thing is we keep on trying .

hugs everyone

I don't want to try any more :(

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Night time hugs my wardies*

Am I normal? Am I ok?....

Everything is my fault. Everyone'd be better off without me. I'm sorry.

*curls up in a ball*

*hugs Sarah* it's great that you are feeling better.
*hugs Oliver* did I ever tell you that I really like your signature?
*hugs mark* how are you?

had a lot of time to think at work today and had some really creative thoughts.
What would happen, if a cloud froze and fell down as one piece?
Imagine it... a frozen cloud on a field, a frozen cloud in front of your front door. what would you do?

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Louise*


*Hugs Megz*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

****, The Job Centre wants me to go to a "Work Focused interview" that wants to get me into word , and I quote ,"At Once" I am not ready to work , *FREAKED OUT* I do Not know what to do , am scared.

I know what you mean, Mark. I'm being forced to look for a job although I don't feel ready. Just be honest with them about how you are feeling. Maybe there is something that they can put in place to make it easier for you to consider work.

I have called my social worker , she is coming over tomorrow morning to read the letter and call them up
*Hugs Lindsay*

*shuffles in still sleepy* This may turn out to be one of those very long days. I woke up to my 5 yr old throwing up this morning, my 3 yr old is home from school b/c the dr. put him on a laxative, and hubby is prolly still going to be sleeping 'till at least noon... *sigh... yawn*

*hugs all* How is everyone?