Hi everyone
 

hii
I have come back to RYL after many years and I’m surprised it’s still here. Wow.
I’m back to a place of not wanting to be alive. I’m struggling on though.

He shelz.

I saw your name on a reply to another thread and it was like a blast from the past. It's good to see you though i wish your circumstances were different. Not wanting to be alive is a horrible and lonely place to be. I hope you can find some support here and find the strength to carry on. Xx

Hey. Yes certainly a blast from the past.
I’m glad to see familiar names still here :D
It’s reassuring x

Welcome back :-D I'm sorry you're having a hard time. I hope you find it useful being back here.

Ah Lindz ��

I’m not here much at all as four little boys now make it difficulty but It is nice knowing I am not alone.
At this age apparently it’s not “normal” �� xx

Don’t let anyone tell you what is and is not normal. We just deal with a whole lot more that is harder to mask.
I don’t remember you but i honestly feel as though I have Alzheimer’s most days, I am Ktanaya. I now have 1 little girl and a degree and i am still struggling.
It’s actually nice to know that others feel broken too despite their age. It’s quieter here now, but there always seems to be someone around to listen.
*offers more hugs*

Honestly nothing is normal for anyone at the moment. It's great you recognise it and turn to support