Am not so good at the moment, my voices are really loud and am listening to music on my head phones to drown them out .

*Hugs Sam* It's good that you are distracting yourself with music. I like your signature picture ::)

*Hugs Sam* I hope you can carry on keeping yourself safe.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to bother anyone who's struggling, so feel free to ignore me, but I'm getting more and more triggered by the second. I'm trying to stay on my bed because it's my 'safe' area. But I literally just can't allow myself to move from this spot.

Lia *Hugs* Can you Put some music on , or the T.V. or read a favourite book , Or if you can bring yourself to move from your bed could you bath, I find sitting in warm water relaxing sometimes you could use bubble bath !
Or maybe play on the arcade here on RYL to distract yourself ?

Self. confidence. issues. suck.
I can't even talk to a guy I'm interested in cause I'm afraid of rejection. I just want to be beautiful, damnit.

I'm sorry. I'll do individuals later. I just needed to get that out.

Self confidence issues indeed suck Felicia . I've seen photos of you on Facebook, You are Beautiful , Really :) *Hugs*

Thanks, Mark. You wanna come convince this guy of it?
I really really like him, but the fear of rejection takes over all the damn time.

*hugs lots* <3

i love all you guys :)
who wants to move me to england so theres no such thing as thanksgiving?
kthx

*Hugs Heather* *Teleports Heather to the UK* :)

Felicia, how do you know that the guy you like doesn't think you're beautiful? Chances are he does and its your fear thinking he doesn't. However, if he doesn't, you can't force someone to change their opinion of you & it's his loss anyway.

Why are all my DVD's Violent or Horror? I need something light and cheery to take my mind off things , I mean I like violent/horror movies but not how I feel tonight . I don't want anything with death in it no matter how unrealistic , .and I simply don't own anything like that *Sigh*

You are beautiful Felicia.

And Mark, you could always youtube something. Watch a bit of Lee Evans, I love that man.

I watched EastEnders, and weirdly, it cheered me up. It hardly has a rep for being the happiest thing on earth, but the line 'if he sits in that chair for too long he gets all stiff' was said, so I was hysterical from there. Cos I'm mature like that.

Lia ! Mature indeed , you just bought a smile to my face , GO Lia!

semi-busy day in here.. good to see. *hugs ward*

i wish i could talk. why do i suck at it so much? anyway, i know you are all struggling, don't want to bother anyone.

*Finger Paints with Owen and sits next to*

*Joins in finger painting*

Totally know the feeling Laura. Although I actually admitted my feelings just now :o

Argh! Unnecessary apostrophe in my other post! I must change it immediately.

I'm glad I made you smile Mark :)

oo finger painting! *joins in if thats okay*

*hugs lia* good job on admitting your feelings! i wish i could in more than vague references. I'm sorry you can understand it tho.

*Watches Finding Nemo with Owen* It's got fish in it ?