Hi TheDreamingTree, you may want to make a thread in Vets Support with that post. However I really hope your appointment goes well & they listen to you. Could you take your partner or someone for support who would help fight your corner? xx

*hugs helen* lol, yeah, i joined when i was going through a really bad patch at the begging of the year! and we cant help feeling low, but the posts are about negative things, so it is nice to have some positivity in the ward! right, this is an even shorter post, as i am going to bed now! lol, i've enjoyed our chat, or ramblings, whatever you wanna call them XD night night *squishes and STILL hugs tightly!*

Thanks MammaMia, I'll do that now. And I've got a great GP at the moment - very caring and understanding, so I feel comfortable talking to him. I've also got a great psychiatrist that I see every now and then (when I can afford it... eep!), so I'll just have to save up for a while to get back to seeing her for an alteration to my meds.

I'm glad you joined. Indeed we can't help feeling low but it is nice to have positivity around the ward. I've enjoyed our chat & rambles too honey. Thank you :) Hope you sleep well *squishes and STILL hugs tightly too* Night night xxx

I'm glad your GP is caring & understanding and therefore you feel comfortable to talk to him. Hope he is able to help :) Anyway I'm going head to bed too. Hope you're okay as can be xx

*hugs Helen*

*Hugs Nicole* Please don't go through with your plan hun, I'd miss you terribly :S

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Kahlia* I think it's very very important that you talk to your flatmate or one of your support workers , you HAVE to get that stuf from out of your home , please .

*Hugs TheDreamingTree if Okay*

It's 5.55am On November 7th 2010 . I'm 30!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The family dogs birthday presant to me ? making noise and waking me up at 4 am!! could I get back to sleep ? nope. So my parents are asleep in the next room, I'm sat cross legged on my bed typing on their lappy ready and dressed for the day , I purposly am wearing my lucky T-shirt . Like Kahlia suggested I am trying to think of this this as 30 years and still fighting not 30 wasted years :) not easy but am trying *Headphones in , youtube music videos*

happy birthday maaaark =] <3 i like that view of it, and know what? even if you think so the time hasnt been wasted, cuz you're able to give really good advice and be empathetic and stuff :)

im now going to bed but message me if you want

*leaves out tea and cookies and stuff :)*

Thankeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Heather :) Munches a breakfast cookie :)

Happy Birthday Mark! *huggles*

Sorry I havent been around much.

:disbelief: :disbelief: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARKY:hop: :hop: :hop: :hop: :-D :-D :-D :-D :-D :woot: :woot: :woot: :woot: :woot: :bubblegum: :bubblegum: :bubblegum: :bubblegum: :bubblegum: :bubblegum: :clap: :clap: :clap: :clap: :clap:

Happy Birthday Mark!!!

Thankyou Julie!!! How colourful :D

Thankyou Laura!!!! Don't worry about not being around , take care of yourself :)

Thankyou Kahlia Sis :D

So it's 10.24am and I'm not as overwhelmed as I thought I'd be , I've taken 1 10mg Diaz so far , apparently My Mum put the word out that I am sensitive about tuning 30 so it's all been nicely subdued so far. I feel funny but I think thats lack of sleep and Caffiene. Erp :S

Happy Birthday Mark xx

*gives marky flowers and hugs* night night mark and everyone else

Thanks Julie sleep well *Hugs*

Thankyou Helen :) how are you today?

I'm ok..*hugs*

*sits in bed and waits for sleep to come* dum de dum dum dum...

*hugs everyone*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK!! :D

*Hugs Nicole* Thankyou Hun . How are you this afternoon?