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risenfromperdition 05-11-2010 04:25 PM

bye mark <3 you can message me anytime, but no one will get pissed off at you, least i wont

PoisonedApple 05-11-2010 04:40 PM

*hugs Mark*
I dunno how I am yet this morning other than glad its Friday.
Try to have a good time at your parent's place :)
Maybe rather than thinking you will be a 30 yr old with mental health issues and SI you could think of your birthday as a milestone? Like "I made it to 30 and I'm still here fighting" kind of a thing?

nicole94 05-11-2010 06:29 PM

*huggles everyone*

SparkleKitten 05-11-2010 06:49 PM

Last night was horrific (and today too really)

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So last night I was being screamed at constantly by mum and I told my fiance I'd rather die than be stuck there and I should just OD. Well then mum wouldn't let me use my phone to let him know I was okay and 30 minutes later 3 police cars and an ambulance turned up with the worry I'd OD'd. So of course then I had to go to hospital and tell my mum I'd been depressed for a long time and I'm on meds and they're so hostile and angry and uncaring, its all about how I put them through trouble, nothing about hoping I'm okay. All of last night and all of today. I'm being forced to stay in the house with these people until Monday, with limited internet and phone use... In all fairness the police and paramedics kept me a safe distance from her when she was really angry and screaming about how terrible my fiance is... They're still telling me he just did it to anger them and we'd plotted it. Ugh...

So I might not be about much, but thanks for all being here for me. x

Doikers 05-11-2010 06:54 PM

*Hugs Heather * Thanks that means TONS :)

*Hugs Crimson* It IS a milestone , I'm almost 30 and I'm still standing , Thanks for that :)

*Huggles Nicole* How are you tonight?

*Hugs Sarah* I'm so so sorry you are having such a horrible time . I
wish I could help more *Holds Sarah*

nicole94 05-11-2010 06:57 PM

*hugs sarah tightly* aaw sweetie, i'm sorry your family is being so awful! i really dont know what to say hun, and i know how hard it must of been to see all the police cars and the ambulance turn up. but just remember your fiance only did it because he cares about you. i'm really sorry they dont understand :(
*hugs mark* i'm ok thanks, had a bit of a bad time at college earlier, but my tutor was really understanding and she printed off some information for me and just told me to highlight the key points instead of making me research it all and put it all into my own words. and then i had a fun afternoon singing nursery rhymes to my friends stomach :D

SparkleKitten 05-11-2010 07:16 PM

*cries* is awful here :(

Thanks for the support though. You're all amazing. I love you all.

one_step_closer 05-11-2010 07:54 PM

*hugs everyone*

nicole94 05-11-2010 07:56 PM

*hugs lindsay* how're you today?

YodaBearInterrupted 05-11-2010 07:57 PM

*gives everyone huggles and cookies/brownies*

Gah, I really do hate living a lie. Pretending all is okay when its really not. *sigh* its just not going to work out in the end that well at all for me. Too many people are getting on to me about doing this and doing that, or going back to the psych/getting on meds again when I clearly am too stubborn. I feel like yeling and screaming at them, but what does that do?

*yells in here instead and sits down and curls up*


MammaMia 05-11-2010 08:08 PM

*hugs everyone tight*

nicole94 05-11-2010 08:14 PM

*hugs helen* how're you tonight?

Doikers 05-11-2010 08:21 PM

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Matt*

MammaMia 05-11-2010 09:24 PM

Nicole - I'm low & bored lol. You?
Mark - hugs back x

Doikers 05-11-2010 09:41 PM

*Hugs The Ward Goonight*

SparkleKitten 05-11-2010 10:19 PM

*cuddles Wardies* mum is now pretty much saying she wants to disown me and I have to decide between my fiance and uni... I told her I wouldn't leave my fiance and she went insane... Now doesn't want anything to do with me emotionally or mentally or anything like that. I don't know what to do anymore. Ugh... :(

MammaMia 05-11-2010 10:20 PM

Sounds like you don't need her in your life anyway sweetheart and not just saying that because of your post. I'm sorry but she has NO right to force you to choose between someone you love and education =/ *hugs* I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time of it.

*hugs Mark goodnight*

Kahlia1981 05-11-2010 11:08 PM

*huggles all*

I want to disappear ...

I just found out that my singing teacher has had another stroke .... she only had a stroke/heart attack a week or so ago. She's been locked in her house with severe depression for quite a while and now this ... I don't know.

Maybe i'm just being selfish, but I just want to attack and destroy myself because I think that will make her better. *sigh*

MammaMia 06-11-2010 01:36 AM

It won't make her better Kahlia & you know that deep down *hugs*

sunny131 06-11-2010 01:50 AM

*walks in and looks left to write, and realises she can be herself. Starts to cry and her description of herself from her friends as "emotionally stunted" because she doesn cry quickly fades. She knows this is the one place where she feels more normal, can explain her worries and show emotion. Thank you*

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