thanksgiving....
 

last weekend my mom said that my uncle is going to be here for thanksgiving and im not sure if i want to see him and probably my cousions are coming to my moms house too and i asked if we could have a separate day just our family because i dont want to hurt again like i did last time the whole family was there...... (i didnt tell her the reason why i didnt want them to come over... i just ask her if we could have a dinner seprate form theirs) she said no... :-(

This sounds really difficult. Do you feel like you could try to tell you mum the reason you don't want to be around them?

No..... I doubt she would be understanding about it..........

What makes you think that she wouldn't be?

She doesn't believe me.......

Have you told her about this before then?

I tried to but she didn’t want to listen to me.....

That's really tough. I'm so sorry that she isn't willing to listen. I know it's thanksgiving pretty soon now; are the plans still the same?

yeah..... im thinking of going and just having a tool at the ready to self harm just in case if something happens.....

So sorry you didn't get a response to this at the time. How did it go? I hope you managed to stay safe.

Well....i had a little breakdown and broke my sisters mirror with my head because of people that I had to be with and even self harm didn’t do much for me on that day

Yeah....... I got yelled at.....my dad thought that I had done that for another reason...... he had no idea what really happened to me........ and now I have think about Christmas.........I’ll make another thread about it though.......