*hugs Newlife* its oh hon, is there anything we can do?
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*peeks in*
Umm... can I check in for the rest of the summer? I'm going to be worse when the exam results come out next week... |
*checks in and grabs a blanket*
*sighs* Things have been tough and I want to see my friends but nobody seems to want to see me, I wanna be on my hols already!!! *wraps self in blanket*. Have had a BAD headache today :( |
*hugs Dance!dance!4eva and hands her some aspirin to quell the headache*
Are you okay hun? |
Thanks hun =) *hugs back*. I think I'm ok but I dunno, just feeling a range of emotions. I'm fed up with this headahce, had it for about 12 hours or so now. Happy, just in general. Tired because my sleeping is madness at the moment & its almost 2AM. Annoyed I missed the start of a repeated program. Excited about going on holiday & seeing someone. Bit sad that my friend who says she'll meet me, keeps failing me at the last moment. Stressed with all these emotions & trying to relax after some rough few months & on account of it being summer hols. God I wish I was in Wales now *well sometimes*. Confusing eh? How about you?
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i'm very sorry for everything but at the moment im finding everything very hard-i'd like to apologise for being a burden on everyone and im very very sorry
i hope everyone is ok *curls up* |
Urgh.
*Hates being alive* |
*hugs charcoalchild* want to talk about it hun?
*offers Jo a blanket and wraps her up* you aren't a burden, you don't need to apologise for anything. How are things today? Hope you got a decent amount of sleep Dance!4eva. It does sound confusing with all those emotions flying around! |
thanks-i just feel that is all i'll ever be to anybody
i feel kind of odd today you ok? *hugs anyone who needs it* hugs help |
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*Offers hugs to anyone who wants one*
Thought I'd check myself in here for a few days, just until I make the decision to go back to the real hospital. *Finds a nice spot to curl up in* Hope you all are doing okay. It sucks feeling unsafe. |
*checks is*
ARRRRRGGGG My BF WAS cheating on me I've lost my place at college And i dont know if my work can keep me on plus after all this ****ing time i give up and i ****ing SI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 |
*hugs you so tightly, not good any of that :( *
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kisses and hugs 2 everyone because we can xxxx
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*hugs everyone*
i want to curl up and cry but i cant i feel so odd i dont like this feeling *sobs* |
I feel ok today but feel like I should be happier or something hmmm.
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Just checking in to make sure everyone is okay, and to let you all know I'm still hanging on. I don't want to be here anymore. I quit my job today, which means it's now time to start dealing with my problems. I don't like feeling this way. I'm scared, and careless, and I don't like it. . .
*hugs you all* |
i feel so ill
i need someone to hurt me-im in need of someone physically hurting me at the moment-i cant do it so... im very sorry feeling very triggered and being ill doesnt help im very sorry head is hurting so much *curls up in a ball* |
*hugs Newlife*
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My headache has returned, big style
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i'm really sorry-i think the counsellor is trying to contact me-i dont want to answer my phone
im so scared how is everyone sorry |
hey everyone. Just checking in right now. Sorry for my lack of activity, I've been veeeery busy. I'm around now... so, yea.
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Just wanted to check in with everyone. I have tomorrow off, so I'll be on the forums for a while. *hugs all*
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Hey tierra, how you doin? Hugzzzz for you and everyone who needs and wants
Im pretty crap. I have to go out tomorrow.. pets need food and i have to go to pet store to buy it.. im scared i'll have a panic attack.. saw the guy who used to abuse me in town yest.. now im seeing him everywhere (even though he isnt reely there..) eeksa need help. |
how is everyone doing?
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someone hurt me please someone hit me hard someone kill me
im in such a rubbish place im so worthless i wish i was dead id be better off dead im a waste of space *curls up* |
*hugs Jo* You are not worthless hun!
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i am worthless
i cant cope with everyday life im sorry i want someone to hurt me physically-its all i deserve |
Just because you are struggling at the moment doesn't mean that you are worthless. If that were true, we wouldn't be here to speak with you.
What's causing you problems atm hun? x |
i cant cope with life too many things going on and the sudden realisation tha my relationship might be rubbish
im very sorry |
*curls up* I miss my dad and normally when we know he wont be coming home, I dont usually care hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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Could I get some hugs or something? Not feeling too good at the moment. Sorry I haven't been around for a while
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*hugs hiceskater*
I'm gonna be busy tommorw and i'll be camping until next sunday, so sorry that I won't be around people :( |
*sits*
*stares into space* |
*hugs all those in need*
Hope you are all doing ok. Just checking myself out, holiday should be enough to give me the boost I need. |
*curls up and sighs*
Sorry I've not been around in a couple days. . .busy weekend, not one that really helped things too much. I hate not knowing what to do. *hugs all that need them* |
*hugs people*
i dont know what the hell is wrong with me |
Guh *hugs everyone* I'm going on hols so will check in next on thurs =)
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Checks in.
Thinks of all the self destructive things she can do to herself. I honestly think that i am dying. My head is - just broked. |
ive been feeling so down. i just want to smash every bone in my body so i dont have to put up with every day life. i have been having flashbacks of anthony again. its like his face is on some random guy, and ill just stop and i cant breathe because im so scared hes coming to get me again. its kinda dumb cause he lives like 12 hours drive away, but it seems so real. ill be somewhere totally safe and quiet, and ill have this sudden urge to slash my skin till theres none left. im so scared ill cut again and i want to but i really really dont at the same time. i need to be gone for a while if you know what i mean...
i wish i could do it and have it all be over |
hey just checking i am feeling like i am going to break down
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*hugs everyone and offers blankets etc*
i need to hide |
hey new life do you need a hug *steals blanket*
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yeah please
you can have a blanket its ok |
*hugs* o you want to talk bout your problems
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no ill be ok *hugs back*
im sorry-you ok? *curls up* |
*runs to the bathroom and vomits*
Sorry...too drunk...bad counseling session...very drunk...feel like ****... *grabs basin and blanket and cuddles up in the corner and sobs* Sorry...so sorry... |
*throws self in to psych ward head first* wow it was lucky i knew where that mattress was lol
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dont try to hurt yourself
*curls up and hides* why does stuff feel bad |
just all the world doesnt want me to follow my dream and its the only thing i do well *sits on the matress* sorry i was trying to land on the bed
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