I'm feeling a little less low but still not crash hot , I took diaz and immediatley injured , *Sigh*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Charlie*
I'm about should you guys need to chat okay?

*Hugs Mark* That sucks, but it's ok, just a slip up :)
Thanks Mark :)
Just thought i'd say that today is day 6 SI free :) Feeling a lot better about it.

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lia*
*hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Charlie* 6 days is really good hun , I'm glad you are feeling good about it , you should :)

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Felicia* How are you?
*Hugs Mark* Thankyou :) I didn't realise that it had been so long, I thought it was only like 2 or 3, Then I looked at the date and realised it's 6, tomorrow will be a whole week :/

I'm low, and my throat hurts, and I have no voice, but I'll be okay.
Good job on 6 days, I meant to say that in my earlier post, but my head is elsewhere today.

*Cuddles and gives some warm lemon and honey*
Thankyou :) And don't worry about your head being elsewhere, we all get days like that :)

Thanks for the hugs Mark n Lia! ~Hugs ya back~ I'm proud of you Charlie! Go Charlie, go Charlie!

*spies jill and felicia*

*hugs everyone*

hugs everyone, curls up. ahh i being spotted. :P how are you laura?

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Jill*

*hugs jill* how r u?

I'm okay-ish, just extremely unmotivated to do any uni work. I need another winter break lol.

*hugs mark* how r u doing?

hmm i really low, and abit suicidal, just trying to keep myself buzy. hugs im gald your doing okay, i know that feeling hun.

Struggling with Depression today Laura Hun :(

*hugs jill* im sorry you are feeling low. Glad that you are trying to keep busy though. That's very important. Don't let yourself sit with thoughts for too long.

*hugs mark* im sorry you are struggling with depression :-/ Days like that are so hard sometimes. You can make it through this though. You're strong. Probably stronger than you think.

*Hugs Laura* Thanks hun, Give it an hour and I go to bed and the day will be over , maybe a touch over an hour

*Night time Hugs My Wardies*

Morning everyone and a HAPPY valentines day to you all.Some of us are alone today but at least we can be alone together :)

*huggles all*

still not doing too well.
am supposed to partake in a group meeting this week. don't think i can face it at present. :-(
trying to get in touch with my psychiatrist but think he was out of town today. hoping he is back tomorrow.
really not doing crash hot. very depressed and suicidal.

would just like to be able to smile and mean it.

*Hugs Kahlia* I hope you can get a hold of your Pyschiatrist soon hun .

Oh my god, what is it: "Yell at Felicia Day" or something?
*sigh* Stupid roomie, kick a girl when she's down, why don't you?

Sorry... had to get it out.

*Hugs Felicia*

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

MY Social Worker (Maybe) , well she is my new person from the CMHT and she called and is coming over tomorrow morning, Apart from my previous social worker crashing an appointment I had with my Keyworker I've not had contact with my CMHT in an age , months and months. So yeah I'm nervous.

*Hugs Louise* I'm sorry about that , how are you now hun?

Still a bit so so but I have to go back to the hospital tomorrow for a check up

How are you Mark?

I'm flat Louise . A bit Bleh :S

*hugs mark*

*Hugs Louise*

hugs everyone.

*Hugs Jill*

*hugs everyone*
Happy Valentines Day!
*sends everyone a bunch of their fave flowers and candies with a plushie*
:D

*sigh* why do so many people listen to and spread rumors?

*Hugs Crimson* Happy valentines day to you to hun . Whats your problem with rumours?

I just typed it up in my r/v...
my sister in law's friend really knows how to make other people miserable...

*Hugs Louise, Mark, Jill and Crimson*

Happy Valentine's Day.

Ta Crimson :) What's up?

Two words (actually, three. I am going to add an adjective): My ****ing Mother.

on the upside (i'm trying to not keep being grouchy and upset and pissed off) my hoopnotica stuff should be here today or tomorrow!!!

*hugs Lia and Mark and Felicia and Solo*
What did she do Lia?

Thanks Crimson! ~Hugs ya back~

How're you?

Rough day! You?

*Hugs Solo*

She just said people with mental illnesses are weak. Naturally it sparked debate, but I'm not the losing it and screaming at someone typed. It just pissed me off.

*Hugs Solo* Sorry you are having a rough day:(

*Hugs Lia* Whats she done?

*Hugs Crimson* Wow all that stuff looks ...excausting ....lol , go you ! :)

Hey Crimson, the flowers n plush n such are great, but do ya have any chocolate? I'll share!

Thanks for the hugs Lia n Mark! ~Hugs ya back~

*hugs Solo* Eh, my day is slightly improved now that I've talked to D and gotten the back story on why Beth was trying to start ****... (see earlier and r/v though that rumor isn't why Beth hates him)... *offers chocolate dipped strawberries*
*hugs Lia* not weak just struggling!
*hugs Mark* Yeah it probably will be but I think it'll be good for me... fun, good exercise and comes with glow hoops/mini hoops for me to take with me to raves and a travel hoop to take to work or the park... :)

I told her they (well, we) aren't weak, but I could hardly tell her about you lot or myself. So I just had to have a heated debate rather than and out and out row.