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Hi all

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I thought we needed another one of these threads as it is a little different to the 'get something off your chest' thread. I'm not sure whether it should be here on in 'General Support and Advice' and also it would be nice if it was sticked so maybe a mod can think about this.

Jelly x

I really need your help and support at the moment. You're one of the few people that I trust to talk to, and it makes me even more frightened when I get passed around to other people. I know you're often busy, but I try to catch you at good times when you're not as busy. I trust you and you mean a lot to me. I need you to look out for me and be there to guide me through this.

I can't stop thinking about what you said that day - I wish it was true

I think this is a good thread jelly.

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I don't know how i'm going to cope when i leave. I've come to need you and that scares me so much.

I love you so much.

I'm a week free today. Thats the longest I've managed for ages. I wish I could tell you. I'm not sure I can keep this up until I next see you again. I think it's going to be a long while.

I hate you!!
I hate you o much right now.
And i shoulnt.
So I am doing my usual.
I am turning it into self hate.
I can deal with that over guilt.
But deep down, i still hate you.

I love you.
Even when there is so little distance
I miss you
I'm waiting ever so patiently
But as always, it will be worth it.

I don't think you have any idea what you've done to me
but i'm not going to let this feeling beat me
and not over you either
you were never worth my tears!
i thought you were different, turns out your the same as the rest of them.
i wish i could tell you i dont still love you
but i still do!!
it doesn't stop me from hating you tho
you bastard

Why can't you accept how much I'm hurting and help me?!! I need you right now and you're burying your head like I dont exist...

I really need you right now. I don't know what I'll do if you're not there tomorrow

I have so much more I want to say to you, but I have to stop turning to you. It's not like you're ever there for me anyway, it's just that when I need help, you're the only one I want. And right now I need you, I'm not okay, but that's partly because of what you've done to me, again. I said it's over, and I'm trying to let go of it all. It's just that without my dreams of us being together, I don't see any reason to keep living.

*twitch*
You stopped taking your happy pills?
Because you wanted to drink?
You're on them for a reason!
You need to go to bloody rehab
Little plonker.

i love you
why cant you see
i wish
but it wasnt your fault
it was me
im sorry

They asked me the other day why i was single... why i wasn't married... when are we going to have great-grandchildren etc.

All i could think of is you.

And now i know it's never going to happen. I threw it away when i finished with you.

This thread was in rants/vents before...

You can't reply in R&V now though :)

Your responses are just so cold I can't bring myself to want to talk to you. You've got me confused and ashamed even by the things I talk to you about.

why do you always either have to make sarcastic comments,in fact screw that why do you always have to comment on what im eating,dont you f**king realise youre just making things worse.

i am in love with you
but so is he
and i loved him
and i see something there
and if you become more than friends
i think i might kill myself

R, I hate you.
But somewhere I still love you a little bit.
Don't hurt her.
Not like you hurt me.

D,
You make me wanna cry everytime we talk.
I'm nowhere near over you.
Becci says you'd take me back...
but I know you wouldn't.
I love you in so many different ways.

K,
You're such a great guy.
But I don't know if I'm ready for this,
I already feel a little bit suffocated.
I just need some space.
I think I might be falling for you.
But I can't tell you coz I don't want you to dwell on it too much.
I'm still not over D or R.
I just don't wanna hurt you.

Mum, I need you.