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chinahorse 12-07-2019 11:27 AM

The appointment went ok. The gp wad very nice. He gave me some zopiclone and said he would sign me off if I wanted. We decided not in the end and to see how I go.

I did have a bad night last night with the man and messages. Some friends were worried not that I understand why really. I've taken today off work as I just couldn't cope with it. I feel like a failure.

Today I need to ring the new estate agent to sort out some things. Need to revise for my driving theory and crochet. Think that's all I'm going to manage today.

one_step_closer 13-07-2019 03:15 PM

I'm glad the GP was kind. You're not a failure at all. Did it help to have yesterday off work? How are you today?

chinahorse 13-07-2019 04:14 PM

It did help a lot to have a down day.

I was ok I had a good driving lesson earlier. I've started packing thpugh and feel very overwhelmed. I have so much stuff. And no time. And loads of other stuff to do.

one_step_closer 13-07-2019 05:49 PM

Is there no one at all who can help with some of the things? Or are there things that you can maybe leave for a little while and just get on with the things that are important right now? Moving is so stressful. I hope you can have some time to try and relax too.

chinahorse 13-07-2019 07:12 PM

Not really anything anyone can help with. I need to revise for my driving theory, in ish crocheting a blanket, pack a whole flat, go to an appointment and work 2 days between now and thursay.

nonperson 13-07-2019 07:38 PM

People could help with packing.

chinahorse 13-07-2019 08:24 PM

True. But I can't ask people that.

chinahorse 14-07-2019 11:19 AM

I asked and no one replied.

I feel exhausted and broken and stupidly overwhelmed by everything. The man is saying just to hang myself. It's the only way out.

one_step_closer 14-07-2019 11:57 AM

I'm sorry no one has offered to help. Well done for asking. Is there someone you could ask directly? It's not abnormal for you to be feeling overwhelmed with all this, it's so stressful. I don't think you should hang yourself, 100% definitely not. I know things are really hard right now and that might seem tempting but I believe you can work through this.

chinahorse 14-07-2019 10:23 PM

There's messages on the wardrobe in blood. Scrubbed them off. They say I'm doing it wrong. The script is written.

one_step_closer 15-07-2019 05:29 PM

That sounds scary. How are you feeling now?

chinahorse 15-07-2019 09:11 PM

It's been an ok day.

I have my driving theory tomorrow. I am exhausted and haven't studied for it.

Keep having stupidly vivid messages in the little sleep I do get.

one_step_closer 16-07-2019 11:16 AM

Good luck with today. I hope you get on well. Did you manage to get any sort of restful sleep?

Eska 16-07-2019 11:17 AM

I hope it goes well today Lillie

chinahorse 16-07-2019 12:35 PM

Lord knows how but I passed my theory.

Sleep sort of happened.

I'm knackered now. Need to pack more.

tamobhuuta 16-07-2019 12:41 PM

Well done! Is there time for a nap?

nonperson 16-07-2019 02:20 PM

Awesome, well done you! =)

chinahorse 16-07-2019 03:04 PM

I had a nap and packed some more of my kitchen. Stuff is pretty much done now. Just the deceptive last bits which will take forever.

one_step_closer 17-07-2019 04:09 PM

Huge well done with passing the theory!

Also well done with everything you're getting done.

How are you today?

chinahorse 17-07-2019 09:08 PM

Thank you.

Last day at work today. I feel incredibly overwhelmed with everything.

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