Wow...congrats Alexx

Ur doing great...keep it up!!!!

*cuddles everybody too then disappears* lol

Alexx, that's amazing. Well done!!

*hugs everyone*

Sorry I haven't responded previously. I'm not sure what's wrong I just feel .... like there is no point to living. I don't know why, and I don't know what I can do about it.

*cries in the corner for a bit*

*sits in corner and cries*
I can't handle this anymore.
I... just... can't :crying:

*hugs everyone*


I have internet back now so I'll be around a lot more again!

*hugs everyone* just come back from a+e where i was told as i hadnt actually done anything they couldnt help..... oh yes and they gave me the number for the samaritans :( i just want it all over *cries*

*hugs shadowedseraph* Not sure if you're still online but I'm around if you wanna talk about anything. That goes for everyone.

*hugs*

It's all going wrong again. I was feeling so strong, able to ignore her, but last night I couldn't sleep because she wouldn't leave me alone.
It's been hard for the last few days. I feel like there's no point, it's not fair that I have to listen to her day in day out.
It's been a month but I don't think I can get through today. x

*Hugs zowie and Auburn Shadow* Try and ignore her honey your stronger than you think. I'm trying my best to ignore them too

I slipped up.

*cuddles Zowie and Shadowedseraph*

1 month free today!!

I spent most of today being incredibly worried about a friend of mine. I really hope he's okay. I seriously hope that he's not going to do anything dangerous either to himself or to other people. :crying:

I really need some support at the moment guys. I can't believe I made it to a month free just to slip up. I'm such a failure. And it wasn't even anything worth doing, they were superficial...I want them deep. I might hurt myself again and end up doing something more serious. Hugs please?x

Zowie you are doing so well. I believe the fact you haven't done anything deep is still a sign of recovary. You are doing ok we are here for you.
I will send you all the love I can.

*hugs everyone*

You don't have to stop counting Zowie darling. Love you *snuggles*

I do, I've messed up bad. They're all up my arms, like all the way up to my shoulders, all up my legs from my ankles to the top of my thighs, and all over my stomach. There's blood everywhere, maybe I should go to A&E x

huggles for everyone who wants one.

*runs back to corner to hide in the dark*

Zowie how are you doing today? *hugs to everyone that wants them* i also bring chocolate milk

I made a thread in Mental Health forum, things are going pretty badly. x

MMM chocolate milk!!! Thanks Seraph!!! :-)
*cuddles zowie*

This is ****. Life is ****. It's not fair and I can't change a thing.
It wouldn't be cheating.

*hugs*

I'm not in a good place at the moment. Don't quite know why though. I... I keep thinking about ending it. I can't do this anymore

i am back to once again sit in my safe spot over here in the corner. just ignore me, im just having a really hard time right now....

*curls up in my box here in the corner*

Went to A&E last night, he pushed my dose of Risperedone back up and made me an appointment with my psych today, we're going to discuss if IP is a good idea. x

why is it that the days after having one of the best days I've had in a while, I feel worse than I have done in a long time??

*calls for a group hug* :group_hug:

*joins group hug*

Try stay safe people :(

*joins the group hug* i feel fairly shi**y the crisis team said that i didnt need them that i wasn't in enough of a crisis what is enough of a crisis? i feel like an attention seeking who*e at the moment *cries*

*joins group hug*

*gives Zowie special hugs*

*leaves you all to it, goes into the corner and tries to shut it all out*

*hugs* i here again sorry i been gone :(

Welcome back Becca
how are you hun?
*hugs*

been good was in "that" place for a week then went camping

Thank you for the special hugs :) x

Thats ok zowie *hugs again and then gets the chocolate milk out* i'm wearing my happy face today *grabs teddy and curls up on the sofa*

Sorry I haven't been around much guys xxx

September just sucks.

nooo every month sucks some are just a bit better than others..

Everything is hard atm. Hate change. :(

just popping my head out of my box to say hi. dont mind me. huggles everyone.
*goes back into the box*
i am hiding from myself. so if come by here looking for me, please dont say you saw me? thanks

*hugs everyone*

*takes hugs and hugs back before handing out sweeties* i have hated this month and long for it to be over

Semptember is always the worst month for me and seems to always get worse.

I like September because it's the month of my birthday!x

Well then you have a good reason to like it *hugs zowie*

Except I don't like that it's spider season *shivers*

spiders are bad *nodnods*

Urgh spiders another bad point for the month!

There was a HUGE one in my room yesterday *shudders*