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Scarletdreamer 29-05-2010 12:45 AM

Yeh I'm glad I feel better too... :-S My bestie's still not shown up, now nearly an hour and a half late with no word. I'm betting she's not gonna come tonight... :( So damn alone.

Any good news? or just that the ambulance got there? ♥

MammaMia 29-05-2010 01:11 AM

Congratulations on 1000 posts in there, I've got nearly 9000 =/ That's like on average 3000 per year & been posting in here for well over 2 now ;)

taz35 29-05-2010 01:22 AM

*hugs Hels* I'm so sorry to hear that! It must have been extremely scary for you, I'm hoping your friend is okay <333 How are you handling it?

*cuddles April* Not a problem at all. Sometimes I feel like posts on the forum don't express the sincerity in the replies, and the PMs do. Maybe they don't, but I feel better after sending PMs. Hope it helped a little <3 You really shouldn't wish for the cut to be worse though. I know, as always... easier said than done. But you could have plenty of damage, some irreparable. That wouldn't be good at all. Sucks that your friend didn't at least call you. That doesn't make you self-centered or anything, if that's what you're telling yourself. I've had days like that too, it just feels like people don't give a damn? *hugs tightly*

*hugs Jill* Running into walls is never a fun activity. I hope your headache has gotten better at least <3

*hugs Kahlia* Ouch, sounds overwhelming :( I hate cooking with a passion. Sucks that your roomie isn't around to help you out.

*offers hugs to Julie, because I spy her*

MammaMia 29-05-2010 01:24 AM

Taz, it's scary everytime she's rushed in there. Everytime I wonder if she'll ever make it back out alive :'( I know I shouldn't but she is very ill with her ED :( Don't know how I'm handling it. Want to cry. Want my other best friend, but she's asleep. Going to try sleep myself in a few minutes. *cuddles*

taz35 29-05-2010 01:30 AM

*cuddles Hels and tucks her in* I can see why you're worried, but at this point she's in some of the best care possible. Try to sleep well tonight <33

MammaMia 29-05-2010 01:33 AM

*cuddles Taz* Thanks for tucking me in :D I haven't been tucked in for years, well except last year when my (other) best friend tucked me in. Ugh, if she's gone to the hospital I think she has, then they can be pretty awful. I'll hopefully sleep well, already had a nap, sort of. Hmm. Night xxxx (Will be back if i can't sleep)

Scarletdreamer 29-05-2010 02:12 AM

I'm such a waste of space/time/energy.

My bestie didn't show up tonight, ended up waiting the whole damn time that Jarrod was gone for her to show up and she finally texted me to let me know what was up around 8:30pm when she was supposed to be here at 6:30pm. It's just 9:15pm now... I'm exhausted and feeling so ****ing alone and like no one gives a damn, exactly how you put it, Taz. :'(

*hides in her hole*

risenfromperdition 29-05-2010 02:48 AM

*sigh*
=[

taz35 29-05-2010 04:07 AM

*hugs Hels* My mom keeps offering to tuck me in lately, I guess she thinks it'll somehow help me sleep? =/ Regardless, hope you sleep well <33

*cuddles April* Sounds like your bestie needs to be told to smarten up... to be 2 hours late, and not call or text? I don't know, that seems pretty ignorant to me. I'm sorry you feel so alone, it sucks when somebody bails on you like that :( *gives a big teddy to cuddle*

*hugs Heather* What's on your mind?

risenfromperdition 29-05-2010 05:04 AM

just same crap as always
*shrug* how're u

taz35 29-05-2010 06:00 AM

*cuddles Heather* Aw sorry to hear :(

Was alright earlier. Now it's 1am and I can't sleep. I was lying in bed for an hour before I gave up. I'm trying to get some chemistry done, but I can't focus on that either. I know I should be angry about both... but I just lack any emotion right now.

Kahlia1981 29-05-2010 06:06 AM

Taz: Sorry for butting in, but getting angry about either not sleeping or not being able to focus on studies wouldn't be of any use either. Do you often have trouble sleeping? Soryy if that's an inpertinent question. I have a lot of sleep problems. I regularly go for months on end with little (1 hr a night) to no sleep.

SoMuchMore 29-05-2010 07:17 AM

*cuddles all* I wish i could do/say more for you. I have been reading. Just not up to much talking. I'm sorry. I feel like i am being a bad ward mate. Hope you guys aren't too mad.

Kahlia1981 29-05-2010 07:20 AM

Laura: *cuddles you tightly* Not mad at all honey. It happens from time to time sweetie. I hope that you are okay.

MammaMia 29-05-2010 08:13 AM

*cuddles everyone*

Didn't sleep too well last night :(

xxjuliexx 29-05-2010 08:17 AM

*sits and crys*

MammaMia 29-05-2010 08:20 AM

What's wrong Julie?

xxjuliexx 29-05-2010 08:21 AM

i dont want my mummy to go away
i need my mummy....

MammaMia 29-05-2010 08:23 AM

Where is she honey?

xxjuliexx 29-05-2010 08:32 AM

no where yet but mummy and daddy r going to england in 2 weeks for 3 and a half weeks
i need my mummy
i no want her to go my brain keeps saying scary things like wat if she doesnt come back
and i'm alone forever

MammaMia 29-05-2010 08:34 AM

Oh sweetie. I'm sure they'll have an amazing time. But even if anything did happen, which isn't likely, you have other family & friends in your life don't you? :)

xxjuliexx 29-05-2010 08:35 AM

::(( not like my mummy

MammaMia 29-05-2010 08:39 AM

I know darling, but she'll be okay. *offers cuddles*

xxjuliexx 29-05-2010 08:54 AM

i want to go with them

MammaMia 29-05-2010 08:57 AM

I bet *squishes*

xxjuliexx 29-05-2010 09:09 AM

they dont want me to come

MammaMia 29-05-2010 09:15 AM

How come?

xxjuliexx 29-05-2010 09:29 AM

they want to go alone

dad said they need to travel by themselves

shadowedsoul 29-05-2010 11:16 AM

Hmm yestarday was great, not ended up staying out infill
about 2am then walking back home,very cold and sore
got up early to avoid my perents asking were I was. at
work today really wish I wasn't don't want to be here.
Feeling numb and noithing. How much longer can I keep
doing this. Sorry

Doikers 29-05-2010 11:17 AM

*April Hugs* You're not a waste of space at all !
*Hugs Kahlia* Thanks for spotting my spelling error, feel dumb
*Hugs Heather*
*hugs Helen*
*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Crimson*
*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Taz * I hope you got some sleep at least a little.
*Hugs Julie* I'm sure she will come back Julie :)
*Hugs all my other ward mates*
*Waves to Owen*

Scarletdreamer 29-05-2010 01:01 PM

*huggles Mark* How are you doing? sleep well?

*huggles Taz, Kahlia, Laura, Hels, JK, Julie, Jill, Crimson, Hayley, Oliver, Emma, Louise, and anyone else that she's forgotten...*

*hides in her hole* :(

Kitkat :) 29-05-2010 01:03 PM

*hides*
had a bad flashback yesterday and it really upset me.
Still haven't really got over it...

Scarletdreamer 29-05-2010 01:15 PM

*huggles Kathryn* I'm sorry, love, flashbacks suck. :( If you want to talk about it, we're here to listen, but if you don't want to "relive" it, then that's fine also. I wish I could help more than just be some random person on the screen... :( *cuddles*

Doikers 29-05-2010 01:16 PM

*Hugs April*
*Hugs Kitkat* I 'm sorry you had a flashback :(

I slept ok thanx April , I'm triggered a bit , it's on the fence as to which way I'll go but I am trying hard to not S.I. *sigh* hmm I don't know what to do with myself , I've got to prepare dinner but I don't know where to begin with that, I feel tired a lot of the time ........now I'm just moaning away , sorry

Kitkat :) 29-05-2010 01:21 PM

*hugs*
Thanks.
I just felt the pain again, which is worse than me actually thinking about it... First time I ever had a flashback on my body, it was horrible ):

Scarletdreamer 29-05-2010 02:47 PM

*cuddles Kathryn gently* I'm sorry, sweet. I've not had a bodily flashback really before, but I have had them... they're terrifying. Try to calm yourself down somehow maybe?

*cuddles Mark* Please keep trying not to SI, I know hypocritical of me, but still... I know that your last wound was pretty bad... please try not to. *holds both your hands* :)

Whoops, totally went off to do something else in the middle of this post... :o

Kitkat :) 29-05-2010 03:17 PM

It was yesterday but I just keep thinking about the pain I felt yesterday and I don't really know how to deal with it

MammaMia 29-05-2010 03:32 PM

*offers cuddles to all*

Try not to think about the pain Kat, it won't help. Easier said than done I know.

taz35 29-05-2010 04:15 PM

*hugs Kahlia* I know getting angry won't help. I've just got a very angry personality... so to not be angry about that feels weird =/ Hope you're doing alright <33

*hugs Julie* I'm sure your parents will have a lovely time and come right back to you. It sucks when you get left behind :(

*hugs Hels* Any update on your friend? How are you today?

*hugs Kat* I've never had a flashback so I don't really have any good advice, sorry =( But I'm here if you ever need to talk.

*hugs Jill* Feeling numb sucks, but at least you didn't have to deal with your parents this morning. Probably a good thing?

*hugs April* How are you today?

*hugs Mark* I hope you don't/didn't SI again. You're stronger than that, you can beat it (: I have faith in you.

*hugs anyone else*

Scarletdreamer 29-05-2010 04:20 PM

i'm so shitty right now............. :'(

r/v updated to explain.......... :'(

MammaMia 29-05-2010 04:23 PM

Taz, *cuddles back*, am doing better today :) Very very tired though. My best friend's better than she was earlier, I think. She's not feeling very well though understandably.

April, talking to you on fb but *squishes lots*

SoMuchMore 29-05-2010 04:35 PM

April - i just read your venting spot *cuddles and doesn't let go* i'm so so sorry.

*hugs everyone else* ahh i typed out all these replies but then my internet got messed up. I'm a fail even when i am trying to be a good ward mate heh

risenfromperdition 29-05-2010 05:35 PM

you're not a fail sweetie :)
*cuddles julie* im sure your mum will be ok and could you maybe call/email her whilst she's there?
*cuddles april and everyone else*
*offers kat a gentle safe hug if you want it*

*curls up* going out to dinner and had lunch =\ gonna get huger =[

Doikers 29-05-2010 06:04 PM

*Hugs April Tons*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather*

I'm sorry we are all struggling :)

Sorry for those I missed with hugs , I just did those on this page , *Group hugs you all*

SoMuchMore 29-05-2010 07:04 PM

*cuddles helen* I'm glad that you are feeling better today so far. Hope your friend is alright.

*hugs mark* you aren't moaning. I hope that you managed to avoid SI-ing.

*hugs heather* You are not huge hun, you are a lovely person inside and out.

*hugs taz* how're you today?

*hugs kat* flashbacks are awful. Hope you are alright.

*hugs julie* i'm sure you mom will come back and it will be okay. You wont be alone forever

*cuddles kahlia* How are things going with you?

*hugs oliver, JK, crimson, kat, april, and everyone else*

I need to leave my hometown... and my family is trying to tell me that i shouldnt. They are even saying that i should quit the job before i've even started and stay at home for the summer. What a horrible idea that would be.
Things are going on... but i don't know how to type them all out...

Doikers 29-05-2010 07:15 PM

HHmmmmmm Laura m I'm sorry your family is putting so much negative pressure on you , you do what YOU need to do for you to be happy , you definatley seem unhappy in your hometown so go for the job if you think that will make you happy :) sorry if I got the wrong end of the stick , am bad at advice , sorry

Scarletdreamer 29-05-2010 07:24 PM

*hides in her corner and cries*

SoMuchMore 29-05-2010 08:17 PM

*hugs mark* no need to be sorry. I appreciate the response :-) I do need to leave home and go to where my uni is b/c i am miserable here. The problem is that I feel like that is just the lesser of 2 evils rather than a solution that will make me happy. I wish i knew what happy was, i think its been a long time since i've truly felt it, or maybe i just have too high hopes for "happy". I don't know. I'm getting ramble-y so i'll stop now.

*cuddles april tightly* <3 u hun. Stay strong

Kahlia1981 29-05-2010 08:55 PM

*huggles/waves at all ward mates*

I got up at 0510 this morning. My housemate's probably going to ask me if I wet the bed lol. Very cold to be honest. Feeling semi-okay so far but it isn't even 0600 yet.

Anyway, I'm not up to individual replies just yet I'm afraid but I want you all to know that I'm thinking of you and I'm sending some very special warm wishes, some *hugs* or other forms of tlc and care packages and also a very special stuffed animal for each of you. That stuffed animal wants to be hugged and loved, but is not averse to being bashed up if that is required.

*walks around the ward to find everyone and hugs them or passes them the special care packages then disappears into the garden to play with Puppy SinClair*

Doikers 29-05-2010 09:24 PM

*Hugs Kahlia* Gosh you got up early ! and you made me say Gosh ! heh . *Extra special early morning Antipodeon Squishes* Thanks for the stuffed animl and package :)


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