Thanks happiness,
I tried to lay in bed and relax with some music but it just isn't working.
I am just exhausted, I want to have a nice cup of tea but since I am out of my lactose free fat free milk I can't. I just haven't been getting much sleep and it really is wearing on me because I am already having a lot of trouble with my eating issues and the lack of sleep is turning me into a moody, grumpy, mean person. Also added stress for me is that tonight my mother decided we are having pizza, so yay now I get to be extremely anxious and stressed about that. On days like these I really shouldn't be around people because I tend to snap at everyone for the littlest things.

I am, all I do is hurt people. I'm so sorry, to everyone, here and in the Safe Room. I'm the person that you all want to hide from, the thoughtless, insensitive poisonous person that caused you all so much pain. I'm so so sorry.

*hugs sapphire* Youre not that person at all.

I'm now planning how to harm and hide it - I feel like this is a whole new, bad, stage of SH

*walks in; settles in corner with a good book*

*hugs all*
welcome to the ward bluedustedeyes.

*hugs everyone then goes into corner of ward and curls up shaking* it's all my fault

you dont hurt anyone sapphire <3 you not poisin. nope. <3

Sapphire your lovely sweetheart you always listen to me when your struggling. You are a kind caring considerate loving person *hugs*

*leaves hugs for everyone*

could do with some safe cuddles please feel scared and frightened and alone.

*Hugs and snuggles Happiness*

thank you midnight star x

*hugs midnight-star*
*hugs Heather*
*hgus Faye*

cuddles laura, how are you today?

I have to stop posting. I am poison. Everyone I know I hurt. Even when I try to help it goes wrong. I am so so sorry to everyone here.

not true hun, you're not gonna be able to know everyones individual triggers every second. *sits with* i hope you dont stop posting :/ you're lovely.

I can relate sapphire. I'm feeling the same way.

<3 sorry you're feeling the same solo :(

*hugs everyone in the ward*

*leaves hugs*

today is so unproductive :( i just want a job

Today was a Monday... I still want to cut

Please can I sneak in here? Need some safety right now, I can't trust myself. Hope everyone is doing alright? x