Pressure & relapse?
 

Sorry guys, i deleted the post as i felt like a whiney tw*t.
Could i just have some encouragement to keep moving forward with my life? I feel really stupid that i am allowing the eating disorder to rear its ugly head again when i was doing so well.

Keep on moving forward as much as you can, just small positive steps. You need to trust that something good will come of looking after yourself even if you can't see it now. Much love and understanding x

You are not a Whiney **** you are hurting and need support and that is ok. I love the title too. Keep breathing and taking baby steps . Xx

How are you now Hun?

Feeling really crap at the mo but I think I am brewing a cold or something. Still really stressed and struggling with eating. I need to work out a plan as I'm not happy at work, as much as I love my colleagues, it's the other stuff that is awful. I hope once I get some plans in place and speak to my manager I may be able to start getting back to 'normal'. I don't know whether to mention my ED to her or not or if I did, how I would even say it. Awkward convo and I don't do well talking about it anyway.

Hugs I'm sorry you are feeling so crap I'm low on words and shattered but I will reply properly in the morning xx