~hugs Nicole~

*Hugs Nicole*

*Spots Crimson and hugs*

*hugs Solo and Mark*

*Hugs Solo and Mark* How are you both?

The Diaz has kicked in pretty well . I feel a bit less alcohol cravings . Still got urges to S.I. . But dinner is soon :) Sweet Potato , Soy beans , sprouts and a vege burger :)

Good good :) that sounds like a yummy dinner Mark, I just had spaghetti bolognese with quorn instead of mincemeat cause we only eat chicken :)

Ohh Nice Nicole. I'm Vegetarian. I don't eat chicken or fish or anything .

Hi again everyone. Sorry, I was scared and tired last night. I don't know what's going on with my head just now but I'm doing that thing again where I'm hurting myself and it just seems to bypass my brain. I just start hitting myself as hard as I can. It's the built up frustration and confusion at myself. I was even doing it at work today and I was on reception duties. No one saw but I just didn't want to stop.

Just felt so spaced out and everything was so hectic I was making stupid mistakes. I couldn't really sleep last night and I slept in. I was late for work but not too late and thought I might not be noticed but I walk into the lift and there's my manager. She didn't say anything but she did a sort of double-take and I'll probably hear about it soon. I'm just exhausted now and have work stuff to do which I should have done last night but didn't and it made my day worse because the slightest worry just sets me off into panic mode.

*Hugs Gill* Sorry you didn't have such a good day :S

I hope I make 8... it'll be better when hubby gets home and can take the kids for a bit... they are really just pushin buttons right now... I love spendin time with them...just they've had ONE day of school this week and tomorrow doesn't look promising for school so ... they are all up on each other fightin cuz they need that break from each other and they aren't gettin it

hugs all

i'm off to tackle laundry *sigh* :(

I really want some chocolate but noone will go to the shop for me and I don't really wanna go in there anymore cause the shopkeeper keeps asking me for my number -.-

Oh that sounds odd nicole hun:(

I know he means well, and I feel really bad cause i'm avoiding the question..cause I think I kinda like him, but I just have a lot of trust issues with men and don't think I can handle it :/

hi all

*Hugs everyone* Hello all.

*Hugs Lia* How are you?

Hey Nicole :) *hugs*

I'm alright, getting driven slightly crazy by this whole theatre studies business. I've always loved acting now I can't do it to save my life and my drama coursework group are getting really pissed off with me :/ I wish I could explain it to them.

How's everyone else?

:( That sucks hun. I don't really have any advice, sorry :/
*sings*

*Joins Nicole in singing*

You alright?

Whoo :) singing is amazing (even if I am out of tune lol)
I am singing the duck song lol
Yeah i'm good thanks :) still trying to figure out how to get chocolate though.

*Hugs Lia*


*Hugs Shannon*

hmm sorry guys, but i need to hide in here. before im driven crazy. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! !!!!!!

*Hugs Jill and Mark*

What's up Jill?

How are you doing Mark? I know what you look like now. This is an odd experience...

I love singing too Nicole :) Although I am awfully out of tune.

lol Lia, it's more enjoyable when you're out of tune ;)
And I agree about it being an odd experience seeing people on RYL. It feels quite weird talking to you on here now lol.

hmm just people at home that are pissing me off. feel very low, just want to drink, sod how i feel after. meh

I'm not sure that's a good idea Jill. Are you in a safe place?

I know Nicole :) It's fun to be LOUD too.

:) I like being very quiet really.
But yeah, very weird talking to you on here now XD

yeah kind off. how are you today?

*Hugs Lia* You've seen my ugly mug heh

*Hugs Jill*Please stay safe hun

*Hugs Nicole*

:O Mark you're not ugly!

hits head against wall. people in real life are so damn driving me crazy tonight.

*Hugs Jill so she can no longer bang her head* What are they doing my dear?

You're not ugly Mark :)

Bursting into random song because of things people say is fun Nicole :)

Wow, my name is Lia Pond :) That's close enough to Amelia Pond, as Lia can be an abrevation of that name, I am totally the coolest right now :)

*Looks around* Who's Amelia Pond Lia?

Man I'm bushed , I actually got up and checked my e-mail at 3.30am today as something was bothering me:S

I second Marks question....lol

She's on Doctor Who, she's the Doctor's companion.

What was bothering you Mark?

Ah, I don't watch doctor who :)

I was obsessing that I may have sent stupid e-mail out , but I hadn't , I rarely watch Dr Who but that is pretty cool Lia :)

hmm curls up and hides.sorry

~Hugs Everybody who needs one~ I'm back from work.

-.- I have a cut on my tongue through eating a crisp with a sharp edge. It's painful (especially as it was a salt and vinegar crisp!)

*Night time hugs my wardies*
Be safe guys :)

*huggles all*

*Night time hugs Mark* Sleep well :)
*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Kahlia* How might you be?

*Hugs everyone else and sits next to Jill*

hugs lia back.

Can I sit with you girls?