*cuddles* aaw that sucks, i know the feeling!
ugh, i wish i didnt have to go to this party tomorrow night :(

I know it's not a GREATmilestone but as of now/tonight/me going to bed I've only injured once in the past 5 days and I thought it deserved a mention :)

*Hugs Nicole and Sarah and the rest of the ward goodnight*

curls up

Ugh, I hate parties too :( well I hate most social things really. Going uni is way more than enough for me... *hugs*

WHOOO *high fives mark* that is much of a milestone, acheivements arent measured on how long you've gone, its on how much strength it took to get there. *huggles*
*hugs jill* how're you
*hugs sarah* i know same, but its my mates 18th so i really should go :/

*cuddles Mark* Well done :) Nighty night x

*hugs Jill* I hope you're okay

*cuddles Nicole* I missed all of my friends 18th's. I'm a crappy friend really :/

*cuddles sarah* you're NOT a crappy friend, sometimes we cant help missing things! i'm only managing to go cause a friend is going with me and we're gonna stick together, and even now i'm terrified, i'm taking 2 pots of playdoh to try and keep me sane XD

:O AAAAAAPPPPPPRRRRIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLL! *jumps on* how are you?

*glomps EVERYONE*

I've missed you guys. I don't really have any excuse for NOT being around the past few days since I got back from week 1 of training... except I've been losing my head in WoW. Got my mage from level 24 to 49 in a week. XD So yeah. Hehe. Anyway. HI!!!

Week 1 of job training went really well. Rough first few days, really missed all of you. :( There was only one comp at the hotel, in the lobby... so yeh... not much privacy or free ($$ wise) time online... so I didn't get on here at all then. This week I had off, and I'll be going back down there come Sunday afternoon, hopefully carpooling with a friend I made at training who lives next county over. :)

Anyway. I'm not gonna be able to catch up on everything... but wanted to say congrats, Mark, on being 5 days free (minus once)!!! That's AMAZING!!! :)

*cuddles everyone*

Oh & is there any news I should be aware of?... don't want to make any social faux pais or anything... :-S

APRIL!!! *glomps*

Glad to hear you're doing okay, I've had a rough time recently, with the NHS screwing me over and feeling crappy. Ehh :p Had some ice cream now though so feeling a tad better. Nom.

Thanks Nicole, hope you have a nice time regardless then :)

*spies Felicia, Helen and Laura and gives big cuddles*

*gives everyone big cuddles*

I got in a few hours ago from my holiday...

*cuddles everyone*
*jumps on helen* OOOH your back too :D i feel so happy!

curls up and crys. please let everthing turn out okay, come on i need a break,cant keep doing this.

*cuddles Helen* I hope you had a nice time

*hugs Nicole*

*cuddles Jill* I hope you're okay sweetie

So my wardies, I'm heading off to bed, nighty night *cuddles for all* x

*huggles all*

WB April: *gentle glomps*
WB Helen: *gentle glomps*

*curls up in a corner*

aprilllllllll =] have a good week <3
ergh so tired ><

*hugs Heather*
So I'm debating if I should dress as a kitty to hand out candy to little kids at my uni's trick or treat thing monday or if I should dress up like a fairy to hand out candy. opinions?

*Glomps April* :D

*Hugs Helen* Did you enjoy your Holiday ?

*Hugs Felicia* Kitty!!!! thats what I think :)

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Heather*

*cuddles everyone, especially those who did with my return*

Mark, I did enjoy parts of my holiday yeah..

*huggles Helen*

Although it was aimed at Mark:
I'm glad you enjoyed parts of your holiday. Sorry that it wasn't all over-the-top fun, but I hope you enjoyed enough of it to make it a happy memory. :-)

Missed you :-)

*cuddles everyone*
wow, helen and april back all in one day :D it feels like christmas! lol.#how is everyone this morning?

Kahlia, thank you darling. It'll be a happy memory I'm sure. Just never missed someone, well my bestie, so much. I've been away about 4 times (not including this holiday) before and managed to get through them, just. Just makes me not want to go away without her lol.

Nicole, aww that's made my day, thank you xxx

*Hugs Nicole I'm feeling okay , My mouth hurts a bit behind my teeth grrr , How are you?

*huggles helen* thats ok, i'm glad your both back, i missed you :D did you have fun on your holiday?

Nicole, I can't say I missed being online, but I missed you too :) There were times I had fun yeah. I got to go see lots of volcano and stuff :D Even went on a camel ride :O

lol helen, i would love to go on a camel ride! but it doesnt look very comfy :/ and volcano's are cool! although i dont suppose they would be if they errupted when you were near them :/
heh, i have nothing to do for AGES until i can start getting ready for the party :/ soooo bored :(

Wow volcano's and Camel's Helen , sounds pretty cool :)

*huggles mark* how're you today?
^heh, just realised i already asked that, ok, are you feeling any better now? lol.

*cuddles all* my gallbladder is playing up today. Went out for dinner with my step grandad, he was paying. I was sick after dinner and I'm still being yelled at for wasting their money. I just want to cry. I feel really ill and I don't need shouting at right now :(

sorry guys but i really need to let off some steam. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Jill*

*hugs everyone*
I feel so awful this morning. I feel stupid, and pathetic, and worthless, and unlovable. And I miss my dad. I want my dad back. Is that a crime? Obviously, I know it's not gonna happen, people just don't come back from the dead after 14 years. I just wish my mom understood, when I say I want dad. I want MY dad not my stepdad, not my grandpa. Even though my grandpa's pretty great... still, I miss my dad.
Anyway, I'll stop rambling. I just... dislike today, I guess.

*Cuddles Felicia* I'm sory you are having a rough morning :(

*cuddles Felicia* its perfectly understandable.

*cuddles Mark*

*cuddles Nicole* hope all goes well tonight

*cuddles Jill* Whats up hun?

*Hugs Mark and Sarah*
thanks, how are ya'll today?

cuddles all, i really give up, really pissed off. wish i could just dissapear, so sodding fed up of all of this. people speaking and not thinking. curls up and hides

It's not the most comfortable of rides, although you do sit in a seat, rather than on their humps or anything lol. But it's worth the pain, trust me!! Volcanoes are cool. Wouldn't be if it did erupt, but as I said to my bestie, they have people working there all the time and doing stuff so if there was to be an eruption again (it hasn't erupted for a long time), they could give advanced warnings and stuff :D

Was pretty cool ^_^

I'm sorry your gallbladder is playing you up so much and your health aswell (I've been reading what I've missed). You didn't waste their money, you can't help being ill & sick. *cuddles tight*

You're not any of those things sweetie & no it's not a crime to want your Dad to come back. Never a crime. I'm sorry your Mum doesn't understand. I assume you've tried explaining you want your actual Dad rather than your stepdad? Perhaps try again? Although he's not alive, he's always with you sweetheart in your heart and by your side watching over you :) *cuddles tightly*

*cuddles everyone*

I got to see my baby, well not so much a baby now, cousin Grace today. Was absolutely chuffed. Haven't seen her properly for about 12 months when me & my Mum (mostly me, as she wouldn't let anyone else) looked after her last year. Most of you won't know who I'm on about, think Mark might & Kahlia should :) Love her to bits AND my placement for college is her nursery :D

*cuddles* thanks. I just want to crawl away and hide. Being told I'm a bad person and I'm disrespectful and I act like an adult and such, I'm 19, aren't I supposed to act like an adult? I'm confused. One minute I'm mocked for being childish and the next for being too sensible... Can't win. I's can't help being sick, I can't help being a bit meh or giddy, but regardless of what I do I'm complained at. I'll never do right by them. :(

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Felicia*

Sorry it's just hugs right now , I over napped :S

*cuddles helen* I'm glad your vacation was mostly good! and I missed you while you were away!! Glad you got to see your little cousin too!

*hugs mark* sorry you overnapped hope that your headache is better.

*hugs felicia* I couldnt say anything better than what helen said. Its not a crime to want your dad back. Im sorry your mom doesn't get it, i'm sure she is just trying to help when she suggests other people, but i know that doesn't help much. :-/ *extra cuddles*

*hugs sarah* i'm sorry people are giving you a hard time. You are not a bad person though at all. You are a very sweet and kind person. Don't let those confusing and mean comments get to you, you are worth more than that.

*hugs kahlia* sorry to hear that you have pneumonia. Did the doctors give you meds though? Hopefully some of the symptoms lessen soon.

*hugs jill* its okay to let off steam in here, no need to apologize. You okay?

*hugs nicole* sorry that you are bored. Hope that the party is fun today! How else are you?

*hugs april* I'm so glad that you are back!!!! Its nice to "see" you.. hear from you i guess is a better wording lol. Glad the job training went well!

*hugs heather and gives coffee* sorry you are so tired. Message me if you need to hun.

As for me.. its football time! (american football lol) I always get excited. Now if only this mood would last, but it wont :-/
Wasn't doing so well last night. Didn't stay safe, but i'm okay. Just the pattern that I always go in.

*cuddles Mark* Naps are good

*cuddles Laura* Thanks :) you're awesome

*Hugs Laura* Please try and stay safe. "Yey for the foot-a-ball!!!"

Hey Mark, how you feeling?

Hey Sarah :) I'm a touch triggered but am trying not to think about it , My mouth hurts less , I've been taking pain killers , .....

Glad you're in less pain *cuddles* yeah try not to think about it. I've been playing some pretty silly facebook games in an atempt not to be ill again. I suck at all of them though :p

Yeah , I'm going to have a bath , try and calm my mind a touch , baths are soothing sometimes :) I bet you're better at those games than you think Sarah :)

I finally beat my fiance by 20 points after playing it all day :D

Have a nice bath :)

Hi all *hugs*

Too much activity to keep up with, but I hope everyone's doing alright.

xx

Sorry for the double post, but I miss April. Anyone know when she's coming back?

x