*sits quiet and cries in the corner*

cant get the thoughts of jumping on the bridge out of my head cant stop crying i just want to die nothing i do is ever good enough anymore:'(

*Hugs Gemma* Try to focus on something nice , even if it's small , Flowers or puppys of chocolate.

*Hugs wardies*

hugs everyone

*snuggles under blanket* im knackered today.

*snuggles up to Happiness* it's too cold today

it is, very cold hows you?

Surviving thanks, nearly had a disagreement with the oven just now (I'm making apple crumble)

yum can i pop round lol? ovens and i dont get on too well to be honest. I hate the cold and being stuck indoors all the time.

I Prefer the cold to the Hot Weather , My meds make me heat and light sensitive

The Unmerciful Moon

I visited the stars last night
And called in on the moon
He said he missed me
'please call again soon'
I don’t think I will though
It wants too much
Such things I won’t indulge in
Not involving its sorded touch
But now that ive left
I always dream of the stars
The way they talked
Of healing my scars
But I never replied to them
And now I don’t have the chance
Now it’s over with the moon
My final romance
People are so hard to find
Hence me looking to space
There is much more peace
And much more grace
But I destroyed what i had
So back to earth i go -
And if you asked if i wanted to
The answer would be 'No'.

the cold is better i agree i just feel odd today like got a headache and all shivery and feel really tired :/

Did you write that Monk? It's really good :)

*Hugs Faye*

Sure happiness lol *gives Happiness apple crumble*

Internet's being annoying :crying:

:nono: internet

bad internet *tells internet to work properly*

thanks yummy apple crumble

*hugs mark*

no its just a part of what once was.
and a part of my panic button. *oops* was i allowed to say that?!?!?

*hugs all* how are you today?

hey hun <3 how you doing?
<3

Heather! Hi. I'm okish today. Went to the medieval times festival where I used to ride the knights tournament when we still had the horse. I used to win and it was a bit triggering to go there but it went well. I bought new earrings!

How are you?

yay new earrings. and omgosh thats so cool that you used to ride though- i would love to be good enough to do that ^.^ but sorry was triggring.

im a bit blah and feel icky, but will live.

im not safe and i dont know what to do im really scared and frightened.