*hugs Felicia, Louise and Mark*

*hugs Oliver* Hope you feel better soon. Flu's are nasty.. plus they really can do a number on your mental state :-/ Here if you want to talk.

*hugs Mark* sorry you are feeling depressed.

*hugs Felicia, Ian, and Louise* How are you are you three doing?

*hugs Megz* sorry you had a bad dream. it sounds like they are really troubling you. I can understand that, sometimes dreams really screw with me too. in the end, try to remember that despite everything, it is only a dream and in no way reality.

Feel free to PM me if anyone needs to talk.

*Hugs Laura* How are you hun?

*hugs* I've been better but I'm fine. Been thinking a lot more about SI but trying to stay distracted since its been so long (almost 6 months with only 1 slip up... so its not exactly 6 months but its better then before.)

Hi everyone, it has been a while since i have been on here. i just thought i would pop on and let everyone know I was thinking of them still. take care.
JAR

*Hugs Laura* Almost 6 Months is Awesome!

*Hugs JAR*

I'm not sure what I'm at liberty to say but Lindsay is safe :) Not well but safe. She texted me .

I NEED Hugs , am extremely stressed . :(

*huggles Mark* whats up? and thanks for letting us know about Lindsay.

Glad she is safe, thanks for letting us know. Thinking about her.

*hugs mark* Do you what is causing you to feel extremely stressed?

Well I'm back , Isn't it lovely when you walk 20-25 minutes somewhere only to be told that it's not on today as Amy called in sick and no'one thought to let me know? *Le sigh*

*hugs Mark and Louise*

*Schlorps Oliver*

*hugs all*
thanks for letting us know lindsay is safe mark.
and thanks for the happy birthday mark :)

*FLORGSHUMS Crimsin* How are you today?

I wanna crawl back into bed, how're you doing?

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian*

Ever get the feeling that because My (Support worker) tells me stuff that he tells my personal stuff to others? My former social worker Outted me to my housing worker as a cutter and I'm sure he must tell people , I know a **** load about my neighbours , I bet it go's the other way , he is not a pro .

*hugs Mark and Ian*
have you asked about it Mark?

I do not trust him Crimson

*hugs everyone* <3

could you request a different person?
*hugs mark and heather*

*Hugs Heather*

*hugs all*

*cries*

*cuddles Oliver*

*cuddles crimson, oliver, heather, mark, and ian*

*hides away*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

Right , I have Lindsays permission to tell you this,
She OD'd and was taken to hospital , while there she tried to hang herself so they put her in a psych ward . last night she tried the same thing and is now on constant observations , she coulden't sleep for a nurse staring at her all night , I am doing my best to support her via text , and havie actually been on constant obs too , I just hope I'm helping......

hugs mark, that is all you can do, i am glad she is being watched, she is in the right place. i feel bad i did not help her more. please watch yourself as well mark.

*Squishes Louise*

tell linds we're all thinking of her :( <3
*squishes you*

hope all you english people are ok =\

I live pretty rurally Heather , am not near any Rioting .
How are you? *Hugs*

im ok. bloody tired.
and nauseous for no reason =[

Awh! I'm sorry

*curls up and cries* can I die now please, I can't wait until my date for my plan, the pain is too much to wait. I may as well just go and do it now.

*Hugs Oliver* Whats up mate ?

*Cuddles Oliver* I'm so sorry i really wish you didnt feel so bad and im sorry you feel this way

*Cuddles Heather*

*Cuddles Mark* Thank you for the update. I'm thinking of you Lindsay im really sorry that you have been struggling so much and that your so low. *Sends hugs to Lindsay* How are you Mark?

*hugs Mark and Ian*

sorry guys, I can't do this anymore. I really need to die, can't wait for a few weeks time, everything is too much, I have to do it.

*hugs Oliver tight* I'm sorry you are feeling so badly. You don't deserve to be feeling like this. You're such a good, caring, and strong person. Can you please tell someone how bad you are feeling? I'm very worried about you.

*hugs Ian* how are you doing?

*hugs Mark* thanks for the update on lindsay. I'm sorry to hear she is doing so poorly at the moment. If you can tell her we are all thinking about her and support her. How are you doing today, mark?

*hugs Heather* Hope you feel better soon hun!

*hugs Louise* how are you today?

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver* It gets better mate , hang on :S

*Hugs Laura* I'll be sure to collect up all the good wishes for Lindsay and pass them on:)

*HUGS FROM LINDSAY*

*hides* can I stay in here for a while, feeling very unsafe, really want to die, so badly. really want to go out and jump from a bridge near me, and the riots are now in manchester, part of me really wants to go out and get caught in it and get killed that way so it isn't me putting the pain on my family, is that really sick of me?
sorry guys i'm not being very supportive and i'm being a bad wardie.

It's not sick Oliver . Please stay online

*hugs Mark* sorry I is useless

*Hugs Oliver* You are not a bad wardie, unsupportive or sick. I would say that your very caring kind supportive and a very valuable member. Please keep fighting, im very worried about you.

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

*Sends hugs to Lindsay* I'm very greatful for all your hard work and support. Your an amazing person, it makes me so sad that your struggling so much.

*Hugs Laura* I'm ok thanks. How are you?

I cant say i know what your both going through (Lindsay and Oliver) but i can relate because of when i struggled when i first came to ryl and the other times iv struggled. I'm thinking of you both.

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*hugs everyone*

*hugs Lindsay* I am so sorry that things are really difficult for you, you have been through so much and deserve the support and help. I am thinking about you.

*hugs oliver* I am only a PM away also there is the supporters you can contact any time you need support.

How is everyone else?

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?


Right Lindsay would like me to keep you in the loop about her .
She is to stay in hospital for anti-psychotic injections , she was worried they would discharge her while she was suicidal . So , yeah , she is safe .

it is good that they are trying something to try and help lindsay.

I wonder how oliver is today.

how are you mark?

I am could be better tonight.