Hey everyone,
Hugs everyone ,
Im sorry ive not been around my laptop is broken :(
im using the library one (im on a time limit its not long)hope to have my laptop back this afternoon,
god i miss ryl and you lot , ive been hiding away to still feelin down
cant wait to be back
Dave

well hopefully you will be back later on dave, nice seeing you popping up, offers a hug,

We look forward to seeing you back Dave
Take care hunni.

Hope everybody is ok.

Does anyone else find the evenings are always the worst?

Yes, evenings are by far the worst.
You alright?

Could be better..

yourself?

I'm about the same.

shall we start a club?
technically we are already in a club though if you look at it in a skewed way.

Wanna talk about it?

another club within a club, hmm, well, at least i belong somewhere!

i'm not sure, i just feel crappy right now, who knows why.
you wanna talk?

i'm not too bad actually.
i'm thinking of just saying **** it and giving into the urges.
it's only scars after all.

i think by the fact you here talking about it that you know that giving in isn't the way forward.
why do you want to give in?

i'm not actively trying to stop.
i'm nto fussed by scars... it's my body.
i've lived with this for 7 years now and in all honesty couldn't imagine not living with it - does that even make sense?

I know exactly what you mean.
I couldn't imagine not having it as a fall back.

man that sucks really.
i swear most people i know just cry.
*attempts to cry*
nah not gonna work.
*sulks*

if ever in doubt - MAKE LIGHT OF THE SITUATION.

-_-

crying really does not have the same effect.
it does suck.

and i've lost my story book.
bugger.
bugger.
BUGGER.
well this is fate being a bitch really isn't it.

i actually can't remember the last time i cried - thats abit sad really.
urgh i don't want to go to work tomorrow.

hmm, maybe it's good that you weren't sad enough to cry?

maybe.
i dunno.
i have always had a weird way of looking at things though.
and i found my story book. joys.
urgh.
i hate this house.

what''s your story book?

I write silly little stories in it - it's abit silly really.
:blush:

ah right.
doesn't seem silly to me

thank you
=)

I am rechecking in in anticipation because I can feel *it* coming. I need to feel secure.

*snarls at the world, goes to a corner, curls up and sulks*

*sits next to jessi and huggles gently* i hope i dont get bitten...

Hey. *hugs* to everyone. I hope everyone is okay.

I'm gonna check back in. I can feel myself slipping. I almost cut on Tuesday night. So almost. But I didn't. I hate my flatmate... *sigh*

*snarls some mroe* make the world go away. it makes me head hurt. *keeps sulking*

When are we getting our cakes? I want cake! This hospital food is nasty, gimme my cake!

hands cake :)

i cut last night for the first time in 5 months. i feel so angry. i stopped for so long, then gave in again. i hate my life...

nods all your fav colours :)

and down be proud you went that long without cutting, and try and think of this as a little slip, i know its easier said then done but you will get your 5 months again offers a hug :)

its ok, :)

pokes fire, wow its still alight

Helloooo allll, I am anxious about seeing my psych tomorrow. Can I have a group huggle?

group huggle

good luck

*hugs to all*

I think i need to stay in here for a bit

can i check in please? havent been here before...

XxX

hey everyone, hey brightside... welcome.

Just thought i'd let you know i'm still here x

Playing this waiting game with social services gets stupid. I know sooner or later they are going to section me :(

thankyou

sori to hear that rainbow...want to talk?

btw, i know this might be a bit late to ask, but is this thread only for those who ave recovered/are recovering? its in the veterans forum thats all...if thats the case ill discharge myself now...sori

Nope, this is for everyone. The psych ward is a nice safe haven for all vets :) We welcome you and offer you pillows, chocolate brownies and huggles. xxx

thankyou, thats just what i need right now, comfort food, curl up in a corner and hide.

No but thank you bright side - i just need hugs... and to hide :(

*brings comfort food for all*

fankoo guys for the group huggle. *hands out teddy's*

*hugs Kim*

whats up?