Haha. I love my bath :) I wish my mum would kick me out lol.
He got hit by a car and died back in April :(

Aww No the poor baby: '( I never let. My boys out alone, always with me on a lead. They have No sense, So it'd take them like 5 min to injure themselves. I'm about to sleep now pumpkin.. pm me if u wanna talk again. It comes straight thru to my phone So can respond quite quick x

Also I hope you manage to sleep soon:) x

We always let ours out but I felt so bad cause he was following me when it happend :(
Ok then, I hope you sleep well :) Nighty night.

*sneaks in and drops off hugs*

*Hugs Charlie*

*waves to SatsumaStar* Hi I'm Mark :)

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Laura and Mark* How are you both?

I really have no idea what to do. I need to do something, because I'm not well, but I'm too scared to.

hiya. i need to stop thinking. i need to go to bed but I don't want to switch my laptop off. I don't want to be sensible. I want to...can someone just make me not...?

*sneaks in through the secret entrance and waves*

How is everybody?

*waves to Jetforce*

*waves to razey*

*Hugs Feli*

*Hugs Charlie*

Hello Wardies! :)

Hey everyone.

*Hugs Lindsay*

At 6pmish today I asm travelling up to London due to the fact that I have an interview with the U.S. embassy to get into the States to Meet up with the AMAZING Felicia in January . I am anxious :/ .

-hugs everyone- how are you all doing today? :)

hugs everyone

good luck mark - i hope it all goes ok

Thank Louise *Hugs*

*Hugs High Voltage if okay?*

*hugs everyone*

I am an emotional wreck right now. I can't stay in one emotion. So lost and confused.

*puts brownies and choc chip cookies on the table*

*cries in the corner and rocks*

*hugs everyone* checking in. still here, quietly occupying this dark little corner over here out of the way. not ready to leave yet, hope its ok if i stay around a bit longer. take care everyone and stay safe! talk to you soon!

yes its ok lol - hugs back doikers-

It's been a while hasn't it, guys? I see some new faces ^^ Thats good - well not really but you know what I mean. :s

I'm in college now. I made some new friends who love me lots and lots! I'm out and proud and even told a couple people about my ...ex-problem. Turns out they've been through similar things.
I express myself through poetry now. I don't starve myself anymore. I sleep more than I used to but college sometimes keeps me awake (stupid coursework!). I'm doing a BTEC Level 3 extended diploma in art and design (photography) - and so far, I haven't missed a day!!!!
I found a new love in glowstringing and I'm going to start going ice-skating again! (It's something I'm good at ^^)

I hope you're all well! I'm sorry I haven't checked in but I thought it was about time I did. You guys saved me. You were my family when I didn't feel like I had one. So I will always be here - even if it's only to visit!

-Shad xxx

1 year, 2 months and 4 days free ^^

It's kind of shocked me that I've gone past my year. But I still think about it so I'm not free yet. Almost. But not yet.

-S xxx

I think the worst thing thats happened in the few months I've been gone other than my twaty ex-friends finally f***ing off (Kept death glaring me. I was like 'yeah, f*** you') was that I got a girlfriend and after the first three days of dating (she was living at my house (she got kicked out)) she ignored me for a month. I broke up with her and a couple weeks later I find out from my best friend (Rose <--- Gf's aunt (GF=17)) that she'd been cheating on me with a GUY! And that he'd purposed to her! I was so distraught that day. Honestly thought I was going to give in.

-S x

zzzzzzzzzzzz. so exausted >.<

Hey everyone :) how are you all? I havent been here or ages iv been on ryl just not in here. I'v just posted a picture in the compliments picture thread to for the first time.

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Shad* You are doing great Shad :D

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Ian*

*Flops*

hugs everyone

*Huggles Louise*

*waves*

*curls up in corner with blanket*
Was supposed to go get my prescription today, but too many strikes.

Do you still have enough meds Feli ? *waves*

I guess I am checking in lol

*curls up on couch with a blanket*
Still trying to stay distracted and not think about food.

Actually, I'm completely out and have been for about five days ;; I've been too scared to leave the house though. Right now I'm trying to pick something to eat and my flatmate's making me feel guilty for wanting food.

*hugs everyone*

*Glomps*

comes in and then hides in the corner.

Feli please get your meds tomorrow

I'm going to go pick up the prescription tomorrow and then get them. My boyfriend's coming with me for support and to make sure I do. I'm being treated to five days of being fussed over and nice things if I can e-mail my checkmate and get my meds.

Oh, I baked tonight as a distraction.
*offers cupcakes*

OOOOh *Takes a cup cake* *Waves* Thank you Feli.

Hey all :) Totally jumping in on this. I love this idea.

I've got this horrible, overwhelming urge to cut right now. I went like almost a year without then relapsed about a month ago, and now it's like a constant struggle. I'm trying really hard not to give into the temptation right now. Thinking of just going to bed early (it's about 9 PM here).

I think the most frustrating thing about this is that today really hasnt' been a bad day. my mom is still in the hospital (she has pneumonia) but is being released to a rehab facility for a week or two (to gain some strength in her legs. she has an autoimmune disease and since she's been off her feet for over a week her muscles have gotten extremely weak). I don't know why this is bothering me so much. I don't know why anything bothers me so much.

Thanks for letting me vent. working really, really hard to clear my mind right now....not working :crying: :crying: :crying:

Hey everyone,
It's my first time here (not on ryl, but in the ward). I hope it's okay if I stay around for a while... I think I might feel safer here.

My day was just so crappy but I am in a much better mood tonight. Plus I am losing weight so yay my legs have defiantly gotten thinner and my wrist and hands as well. Now I need to buy a scale since I am going to start exercising soon. I am usually a total bum when it comes to exercising since I despise it lol. So how is everyone else doing tonight or today depending on where you live?

Hello givemethismoment , Reki and Atomicx xRocket *Waves*
Welcome to the ward , I'm Mark :)

Hello....my names Hannah, never been in the Ward before but was wondering if i could come in and sit down for a while?

Hi everyone. *waves to all the new people* hi I'm Oliver

sorry I havn't been here in a while, just sort of forgot about RYL!!

hope everyone is doing ok

*hugs to all who want hugs*

Yo Hannah *Waves* Mybestie and sister are called Hannah too

*Hugs Oliver*

:) well if i do say so myself, they have charming names.

M sister's also called Hannah :)