*huggles everyone*

*Huggles Laura*

I went on my bike for the first time since the accident yesterday. I only managed 2.5 miles and had to stop for 10 mins as i felt all dizzy. I rode home and almost collapsed. Had to lay down for an hour or so after as i felt so dreadful. Now i didnt sleep, i feel so tired and i cant seem to put my finger on just how i feel but all i can say is its liek a deep exhaustion.

Ive promised to go to the gym twice a week and im suppoosed to go today and i can barely get dressed.

Im trying though and its a start i guess. I just wish recovery wasnt so ****ing hard. Its so unfair and painful. I feel the effects of illness so much more now than when i was really bad. I guess it proves just how much it takes over your life.

*burps on everyone*

http://www.addictinggames.com/life-s...thepenguin.jsp

*hugs mark* how r u doing?

*hugs matthew (if okay?)* Good for you for getting back on your bike! That's super important. An injury can make the effects of illness a lot worse... you will start feeling better. Just takes time and patience... something I struggle with when it comes to MH issues heh. I hope you can make it to the gym, but if you can't, don't beat yourself up about it. Give yourself a little bit to get back on track.
I'm Laura, by the way, I don't think we've ever been introduced :-)

*Hugs Matt* Hi I'm Mark :) Getting on your bike seems a big step , Thats great!

*Hugs Laura*

I'm tired (7am Kick off anyone ? hehe) but feel okay otherwise :)

I would like to take sanctuary in this virtual ward....
if that is okay... it would be lovely.
I have all my own blankets and pillows and I promise I won't cause trouble...

*sneaks into the corner and curls up*

*Waves to Mouise* Hey , I'm Mark :)

*hugs mousie if ok* welcome I'm Crimson. :)

*burps back on Matthew (always was a bit of a tomboy :D )* I'm proud of you for getting back on your bike and while it may not seem much to you 2.5 miles is nothing to sneeze at! *hugs* you'll get there... babysteps will help!

*huggles Mark and Laura*

Thank. I'm ok with hugs. *waves back to Mark and accepts hug from Crimson*
I just need some place where I can breath... this seems like the right place. Thank you

*inhale... exhale*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Mouise*

Right , Sad News I'm afraid :(
Oliver has been put on Section 3 in Hospital . Basically this means they'll hold him for 6 more months :( I'm happy to pass on anything anyone has to say to him , although bear in mind that it's my Sisters 29th today and I'll be at my parents so will be sporadicically online this evening .

*curls up in corner*

*Squishes Heather* whats up hun?

Oliver *Hugs* All The Wardies :)

just feel all blahhhh

hugs everyone

curls up cries. had a really rough day, just want to hurt. ffs really had enough.

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Louise*

*Waves to Ella* I'm sorry to hear about your Dad , PM me if you need .

going to admit myself here. i need a staight jacket to protect me from myself.

*Waves to Rain Keeper* Hi , I'm Mark , are hugs okay?

*feeling a little better today.. so i think i will hand out some free hugs!!!*

dont think i can hug...i am a little tied up....stupid humor.thanks

haha.. nice.. took me a bit to get it.
well i can just give you a hug and you can just sit there still if you would prefer... lol

*Hugs Mousie*

*Hugs Rain Keeper* :)

*hugs everyone* How are you all today?

*Hugs Crimson* I'm stressed but feel okay othwise , How're you?

hugs everyone

*hugs Mark and Louise*
I'm so many different things all jumbled together that its a bit crazy but mostly okay.

*Hugs Louise*


*Hugs Crimson*

*Night time Hugs my Wardies*

hugs everyone

how are we all?

cuddles up in a corner. so suicidal just dont want to be here anymore. struggling to keep it togther

*Hugs Louise*How're you?

*Hugs Jill* You can do this hun .

how are you mark
thanks for the hug. not sure i can, been so suicidal lately. just want to go through with a plan and not be here struggling not to

PM me if you need Jill *Hugs*

thanks mark, just dont know were to start. i just want/need to die. i cant do this anymore. its all gone to sh1t

*Squishes Jill*

*hugs everyone*

Sorry i'm not on much anymore. I have crazy 12 hour days everyday at school now, plus homework. Graduate school is hard lol.

Stay safe!

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs you all*

*Squishes Heather* How're you hun?

Hi all. I'm still in hospital but I now have my laptop and a dongle so I can get on the internet a bit.
thank you so much to Mark for keeping you all informed and thank you to everyone who sent hugs etc, it was really appreciated.
I'm still not doing good, but I'm a bit more used to being on the ward now, but everything is still very hard. I'm on a section 3, having previously been on a section 2 and a section 5.2, basically a section 3 means they could keep me here for upto 6 months while I recieve treatment, they could also keep me here for more if they decide to extend the section for another 6 months. They are wanting me to have psychotherapy as an inpatient, but because at the moment I'm in a hospital over 2 ours away from where I live they can't start the treatment here until I get funding, or they find a bed in my home area, so basically I'm just waiting at the moment.

sorry I havn't been able to catch up with everything but I've not been on for about 5 weeks, so I'l now do my best to try and come on every evening if I can.

*sending cuddles to all who want* *waves to others*

*Huggles Oliver*

hugs oliver

curls up. im struggling not to hurt myself. stuiped thoughts wont go away. cant do this. sorry

*cuddles oliver lots*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver* Heya Oliver, iv missed you lots Oliver im sorry your not doing well. I'm thinking of you.

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Heather*

*hugs Mark, Jill, Heather and Ian*

today my mum and sister came to visit and my mum said when I'm home and well enough I can get a hamster and maybe some fish as well.

*Hugs Oliver* Its good that your mum and sister came to see you and about the hamster and fish they will both help to keep you busy. I hope you get better soon.

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*