*hugs for you both* Please try keeping safe.

Still struggling. I slept from 9pm-12pm oopsie. Well I did wake up a few times to be fair. But it's kept me safe I guess and I needed the sleep. Stilll struggling but my head seems to be bit better today.

*hugs everyone*
*hugs* helen, glad you are feeling a little better.

maybe if i hid e here i wojnt need to r4eally go
tired

Today's gotten so much worse. Can't even begin to describe it. Then I let my friend in - bad move, she's now crying over me. :'( Don't deserve her. Don't deserve her to care about me so much that's she's so upset because I'm struggling so much. Also my best friend is going back into hospital tomorrow no thanks to me :/

:'(

*cuddles all*
Romp you okay honey? xxx

May I just sneak into a little corner in here, don't want to be alone but don't want to be with anyone either, the distraction just isn't helping tonight, I don't know what to do with myself to keep myself safe tonight..

I've just been discharged from IP and I tell you I'd rather die then end up in there again. The staff are mostly d*cks and the doctors release you into the world still suicidal. I'm over it.

*hugs everyone*

*hugs Kahlia tons* I'm sorry sweetheart x

*Cuddles Kahlia* xxx

Arwen!!! How are you? *cuddles*

Has anyone heard from Dayna recently? Am bit worried about her. I did PM her the other day but no answer so far :(

*gives hugs* I know what you mean do try and stay safe though i know it can be so hard at times

*Pounces on Helen* Hello sweetness :) I'm okay thanks, how are you?
I've been wondering about Dayna too. Actually, I haven't seen a lot of people in here that used to be in a lot...
I know I've only really been lurking the VPW recently, but I have been reading and keeping up-to-date with you lovelies <3
xxx

*falls over* I'm glad you're okay darling. I'm not doing so good, really struggling at the moment :( I know what you mean, everyone seems to have disappeared on us. I can only account for Jade (Tears of Solitude) as she's left. I think most have left/in hospital/really busy??? lol

Lurking is fun. I'm more a lurker than a poster at the moment...

me is checking myself back in, warmth, food and a bed sounds heaven, some one else can look after my probs for a while

Just wanted to say thanks for the hugs

I still feel like sh*t.

*hugs everyone then curls up in a corner*

I f***ed up bad.

again.

I'm going to hide in the corner now, ok?

is there a spare corner somewhere? or even a basement closet or something? i just wanna hide somewhere, i dont care how uncomfortable it is, its gotta be better than reality! AAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*hugs scarlettangel* you can come hide in the corner with me

*cuddles everyone* because it sounds like we need them.

.... Everything is so screwed up. *runs away so that nobody has to deal with me*

everything's a mess. in all honesty, its seriously messed up. and i don't think that's about to change :( i definately didn't help the matter either, by falling back to my old patterns of coping :'(
i hate everything