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*Hugs everyone*
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*hugs back* welcome home to the ward.
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*Hugs Nicole, Sarah, Elaine and Kelly*
How are you Nicole? Sounds...erm...fun Sarah. My friend had that done once, she has bladder problems. I'll be thinking of you. It's really good you're trying to resist the urges Elaine. Keep going :) Sorry you're not good today Kelly. I get disconnected when I'm tired, and it's weird. I don't think I like it very much, it's almost as if I have no control over what I say and do, although it's still me doing it, and I'm not a danger or anything. |
*Hugs lia* Welcome back hun.
I feel crap :( i'm so low today it's unbeleivable. I don't think I can do this anymore :( *cries* |
to me it feels like i'm watching my life happening rather than being a part of it. it doesn't feel real at all. :(
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hugs all. curls up in the corner and hides
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seems like a lot of us are hiding in corners today... good thingthe ward has lots of them ;)
*hugs shadowedsoul* hiding sounds good to me too. |
Kelly, we sure do have an unlimited amount of corners, just for that reason ;) After all, it's magical in here yay ^_^ We also have a denial tent but nobody's used it in months, got forgotten about again lol!
*cuddles everybody lots* |
denial sounds like a good place to be right now... sadly I can't be that delusional about my reality o.O
*dissappears into the shadows of the darkest corner* i hate feeling like this... it scares me... :( |
*cuddles Kelly* Want to talk sweetheart?
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<3 :).
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not really sure... honestly i'm just kinda blah... i'm just scared cuz this feeling of being disconnected is how it started last time things got really bad for me...
i used to black out and si and not even remember doing it... i'm scared of that happening again.... *cries* |
HI Heather
Kelly, have you ever spoken to anyone about that? Sounds quite worrying x |
dang it... i have to take off long enough to fix dinner... the kids are getting hungry... i'll be back on in a bit :(
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not since i quit going to therapy 6 yrs ago... i haven't talked to anyone since i relapsed... no one will take me w/out insurance ...
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Try enjoy cooking their food. That sucks nobody will take you without insurance :( America sounds sucky when it comes to healthcare =/ Least we can have ours free :|
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*Hugs Nicole* You can do this. You've hung on this long.
*Hugs Jill.* I've missed you :) You alright? *Hugs Helen, Heather and Kelly* In that case, I am a permenent resident of the denial tent. I think I will move in. |
hugs everbody.
hi lia, i missed you too. erm not great at the sec. =[ |
Liiiiia, I've missed you my love. I remember attempting to revise for my psychology exams when I did it at AS level. I hardly did any & failed ha. Sadly had to have that result on my 18th birthday & try not to get upset :/ *cuddles*
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*Hugs Helen* Hey :) Sorry I've not been in. I do that sometimes. Just don't wanna talk to anyone.
*HUgs Jill tight* What's the matter? |
erm really want to hurt myself. everthing is really screwed up right now. and i think im about to get screwed over again. trying to distract myself on facebook and talking on here. really want my mind to stop screaming at me to hurt myself.
hey solo and ljmeep welcome,im jill. sorry for not saying before mind has been all over the place. |
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i'm back... on the plus side I'm not disconneted anymore... on the negative i'm pissed!
my 3 yr old just ruined a brand new bottle of nail polish, a new lip stick and spilt it all over in the bag with the rest of my new makeup in it. I was able to save most of it, but ugh! that's frustrating! |
Argh My ****ing Laptop Is Doing My ****ing Head In Grrrrrrr
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I'm sorry, Helen. :( wish I could fix that.
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*curls up shaking on floor*
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are you ok, Oliver? *hugs*
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Me too Kelly :(
Oliver, are you ok? |
no.... I ,I dont know. sorry
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no need to apologize, oliver. I don't think any of us can help much how we feel. *hugs tight* just know you are among friends who care deeply about you! <3
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No need to apologise Oliver, we're here for you no matter what *offers hugs*
Guess who has their fourth migraine in about 7/8 weeks? =/ ****'s sake. Least I went 2 weeks & a day between this & last one. Compared to a week & half. |
Thanks *hugs*
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*hides because he doesn't deserve to be near people* |
I'm fightine one too, Helen. I think I tend to get them more frequently when I'm fightin the depression :(
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Oliver, you DO deserve to be around ppl. You DESERVE to be loved and accepted and cared about. You DESERVE to be safe. *hugs tight* I wish I could make your pain go away... unfortunately I can't even do that for myself :(
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*creeps out of hiding place* i sorry, being a bad stupid wardie. just so scared, feel young and stupid, feel like the freak i've always been.
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I understand hun and ur not being stupid. :) I was hiding in the ward earlier today too, oliver. this morning was really bad for me... i'm just sorry i can't fix things for you.
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-wanders over to oliver- hi -holds out a teddy-
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*takes teddy, thanks Owen*
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ur welcome
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*smiles at the teddy exchange* :) so much love in here... makes me feel a little better
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-shuffles over to ljmeep warealy- um... *holds out another teddy* u needs one to?
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*takes teddy* thanks... you can call me kelly :)
*snuggles teddy and curls up to on nearest couch* |
hi kelly i is owen, i sees kitty
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-walks back into the ward after quite a long absence due to the holidays and looks at erryone here-
Hi erryone.. -shuffles over to her corner and curls up with her fuzzy blankies and pillows and tries to warm up and escape- |
Nice to meet you, Owen. :)
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i isnt here all the time just sometimes julie is here most of the time
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-offers owen a fuzzy blankie and pillow- sorry I didn't see your post sayin you saw me at first. how you be?
-waves to kelly- hi I be kitty. |
Hi, kitty. :)
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how you be, kelly?
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ok... tired... i didn't sleep well last night. You?
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