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nicole94 27-11-2010 05:43 PM

*hugs everyone*
lia-in answer to your post last night-i want a son/ daughter, not just a baby, i mean, obviously i think babys are so cute and i love the idea of having one, but its not just a baby i want, i want to be a parent.

FlyingNy 27-11-2010 05:55 PM

Nicole, I sometimes want a child, but other times I feel like I would never get it right. How are you today anyway?

*Hugs Oliver* Sorry you're so wound up and panicked at the moment, do you have any idea what brought this on?

MammaMia 27-11-2010 05:58 PM

Nicole - I replied to your post aswell, just incase you missed it x

nicole94 27-11-2010 05:59 PM

*hugs lia* i suppose......lol. i'm ok. but dissapointed that we still have no snow here :( had the tiniest bit last night, but it was so pathetic that what little bits did settle had melted within an hour :(

nicole94 27-11-2010 06:03 PM

*hugs helen* sorry, i missed that, thanks hun, i'm just worried about my cousin aswell, i dunno how she is :( how are you?

MammaMia 27-11-2010 06:05 PM

It's understandable you're worried about her. She needs lots of support right now. I'm okay thank you. How you doing? *cuddles*

nicole94 27-11-2010 06:13 PM

*cuddle* i wish i could be with her :( but her boyfriend is taking time off work to be with her, so she has support.
i'm fine thanks, like i said to lia, just a bit dissapointed that theres still no snow :( lol

Doikers 27-11-2010 06:14 PM

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Helen*

misskitty112 27-11-2010 06:17 PM

*hugs ward*

2 more hours til I get my hair done. just 2 more.

risenfromperdition 27-11-2010 06:24 PM

bet you'll look [more :)] stunning ^.^

MammaMia 27-11-2010 06:44 PM

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Originally Posted by nicole94 (Post 2581935)
*cuddle* i wish i could be with her :( but her boyfriend is taking time off work to be with her, so she has support.
i'm fine thanks, like i said to lia, just a bit dissapointed that theres still no snow :( lol

*cuddles Nicole* I know you do honey. Maybe you can visit soon? Glad she's not on her own & has someone to be with her physically aswell as you etc x

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Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2581937)
*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Helen*

*hugs Mark* How's the cooking going?

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Originally Posted by misskitty112 (Post 2581941)
*hugs ward*

2 more hours til I get my hair done. just 2 more.

Bet you'll look amazing *hugs* Everyone seems to be having their hair done today/yesterday. Couple of my friends, you and my mum lol. I want mine done but doesn't really need doing as I had it cut last month!!!

Doikers 27-11-2010 06:51 PM

The cooking went well it tastes nice :) Like a curry / stew , It was good to distract me chopping and stirring and tasteing
*Offers Virtual "Vegetable stew with Dahl" To all my Wardies*

SparkleKitten 27-11-2010 06:54 PM

Evening all :) Done some of my uni work today, all that I could do, its a shame it was only 20% of it. Found a couple of CD's I want and such too :) Happy day. Hope you are all well

Comely 27-11-2010 07:05 PM

Hello everyone. Feeling like I need this safe environment. :( hope all is well!!

Doikers 27-11-2010 07:18 PM

Hey Comley *Hugs* How are you ? I'm Mark , do you have a name you would like us to call you other than comely? Welcome to the Ward :)

MammaMia 27-11-2010 07:42 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2581986)
The cooking went well it tastes nice :) Like a curry / stew , It was good to distract me chopping and stirring and tasteing
*Offers Virtual "Vegetable stew with Dahl" To all my Wardies*

Sounds good :)

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Originally Posted by Ribenalion (Post 2581993)
Evening all :) Done some of my uni work today, all that I could do, its a shame it was only 20% of it. Found a couple of CD's I want and such too :) Happy day. Hope you are all well

Awesome. Give me some motivation to work on my assignment? :-D

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Originally Posted by Comely (Post 2582010)
Hello everyone. Feeling like I need this safe environment. :( hope all is well!!

We're here if you want to talk *offers cuddles*

Comely 27-11-2010 07:55 PM

Thanks so much everyone! I'm just freaking out a little...I had a panic attack and some memories I have never had before about childhood abuse last night and I don't see my therapist until Tuesday so I just need to be safe...You can call me Jordyn :) (It's not my real name,lol, but it's what you can call me). How is everyone else?!

Doikers 27-11-2010 07:59 PM

Hey Jordyn :) *Hugs* I'm sorry you're having a rough time , keep talking to us if that helps :)

one_step_closer 27-11-2010 08:12 PM

Hi Jordyn, we are all here for you.

MammaMia 27-11-2010 08:38 PM

Sorry you're having such a rough time.

Lindsay, how you doing?

Doikers 27-11-2010 08:48 PM

Sorry Edit out

Doikers 27-11-2010 09:32 PM

"As loud as Gods revolver and twice as shiny"

Oh My goodness , Alcohol is everywhere , on the T.V. , on the net , on sports teams shirts , the first thing I see when I go into the supermarket , How the hell am I supposed to avoid it ? Come on Monday when I can be Breathalised and re-start my Antabuse !!

FlyingNy 27-11-2010 10:45 PM

*Hugs everyone*

Hey Jordyn, I'm Lia. These memories must be hard to deal with. I myself am worried there are things I have blocked out, so I can empathise to an extent. Try to stay safe until you can see your theripist, keep as busy as you can and hang out here when you feel unsafe. Do you mind hugs?

Doikers 27-11-2010 10:48 PM

Lia , How are you tonight ? *Hugs*

misskitty112 27-11-2010 11:04 PM

Mark, we're both waiting on Monday, kinda makes me smile that I have someone to wait with.

*Hugs Jordyn*

*Hugs Lindsay, Lia, and Helen* How're you guys?

So.. my hairstylist took a day off and neglected to tell me. So I couldn't get my hair done. It made me angry, then my grandma got mad at me, and deserted me in the middle of Walmart. So then I got all shaky and upset, and I'm trying, oh dear god, am I trying to not let my emotions get the best of me.

Doikers 27-11-2010 11:15 PM

Oh Felicia Hun I'm sorry about your hair dresser and your Gran abandoning you :( *Waits for Monday with Felicia*

FlyingNy 27-11-2010 11:21 PM

*Hugs Felicia* I'm sorry. Can you rearrange your appointment?

I'm alright. Not as happy as I was and my emotions almost got the better of me earlier, but I told myself I am wearing my magic ring and can't be unhappy (don't ask).

MammaMia 28-11-2010 12:09 AM

*hugs everyone*

I'm okay. I don't know if I want Monday to come or not. It'll be 3 years since my parents properly split up (my Dad had already left). I thought I was okay about it, now I'm not so sure *shrugs*

FlyingNy 28-11-2010 12:19 AM

*Hugs Helen* We will be here for you if you do find yourself struggling.

Cazki 28-11-2010 12:19 AM

*Hugs for everyone*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Jordyn*

*Hugs Lia*

FlyingNy 28-11-2010 12:36 AM

*Hugs Ian* What's the matter?

Cazki 28-11-2010 12:38 AM

Not feeling great :( i give up.

MammaMia 28-11-2010 12:46 AM

*hugs Lia & Ian*

Don't give up Ian.
Thank you Lia <3

FlyingNy 28-11-2010 02:02 AM

It's alright Helen :)

Please don't give up Ian, we would all miss you a lot. Did anything happen to trigger this?

frenchhorn 28-11-2010 02:08 AM

*hugs all*
Ian please don't give up

god I really want to cut, or OD, I'm really freaking out urges are so bad, I'm so scared I'm shaking.

risenfromperdition 28-11-2010 02:45 AM

*sits in corner and yawns*
*offers hugs to everyone who wants and waves to everyone else*

love you guyssss

FlyingNy 28-11-2010 03:23 AM

*Hugs Heather* Hey. You alright?

Oliver, please don't do anything stupid. Is there anyone you can call? A crisis team or someone? Just stay safe :/

EDIT: Heather, wow at your sig. I LOVE that quote. The Harry Potter one about turning on lights. I was going to put it on my profile <3

misskitty112 28-11-2010 03:36 AM

*Hugs Ian* Please don't give up.
*Hugs Oliver* Please don't do anything, I'm only a PM away if you need me.
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Lia* How are you tonight?

Monday is almost here... I can make it, yeah?
It's my goal not to SI tonight. This also means I'm laying on my bed and not moving. Watching Wizard of Oz hoping to at least distract me, if not, lift my mood.

FlyingNy 28-11-2010 03:52 AM

That's good Felicia :) I've never seen that movie all the way through.

Does anyone else ever watch a movie/tv show and just think 'I know' to every line one character says?

misskitty112 28-11-2010 03:56 AM

Oh, always Lia. Right now, my big one is the movie New Moon, where Bella says "The pain reminds me he existed" or something like that. It seems like every line in her depressive/ alone phase is an "I know" on my end.

Oh, and I did end up getting my hair done. I cut it shorter on a whim, not sure if I like it, but whatever.

FlyingNy 28-11-2010 04:09 AM

I'm sure it looks lovely :)

I'm sat here watching old clips of a show on youtube, I can relate to almost everything this one character says. It makes me feel more lonely than ever.

misskitty112 28-11-2010 04:20 AM

*Hugs Lia* I'm sorry you feel lonely. I empathize with that a lot. I'm only a PM away if you need me <3

since the Wizard of Oz went off, I'm watching Flyleaf videos. I really hope I get sleepy soon. I don't have to deal with myself while I'm sleeping.

frenchhorn 28-11-2010 04:22 AM

*hugs lia heather and felicia*

I do have the crisis team emergency number which they said I could call if i ever felt unsafe, but I'm scared to even do that, such a wimp

FlyingNy 28-11-2010 04:27 AM

Thanks Felicia :) And I'm sorry you can empathis. I know how badly it hurts.

Oliver, if you're feeling that low then surely it can't hurt? I've been to see the Samaritain before and such things, and they're very nice. Or you could go on a hotline. RAINN has one, but that's mainly for sexual assult victims, and so does childline, something tells me you're a little odd for that though. I don't know of any others.

Every time someone in real life tries to do any form of deep with me, I just shut off completely. I won't give them proper answers, I try to end it as quickly as possible. Even if it's an important issue that needs discussing, I just can't, or won't, do it. I don't know what's wrong with me.

frenchhorn 28-11-2010 04:29 AM

yeah i've called the samaritans before a few times, I just hate taling on the phone get really panicy about it, grrr sorry being pathetic now.

misskitty112 28-11-2010 04:31 AM

*Hugs Oliver* You are not a wimp.

By the way, I love your signature (in case I've never told you that before). I'm utterly fascinated with the Tudors (the history... I've never seen the show, although I think it'd be good). =)

frenchhorn 28-11-2010 04:33 AM

thanks felicia, yeah I love the history, I've only seen one episode of the show, my mum and sister have watched it al, but i refuse to just because I find dramas like that tend to take things a bit far and are not always true

misskitty112 28-11-2010 04:39 AM

Yeah, I keep meaning to find a way to watch it though, just to see how true/ wrong it is.

Comely 28-11-2010 04:42 AM

*hugs to everyone*
Oliver I'm in a similar place right now. Trying to find that balance between life and death. Trying to find what the point is. *Lots of hugs for you*

misskitty112 28-11-2010 04:51 AM

*Hugs Jordyn*

11 PM almost... I think I'm gonna go on to bed, and watch the Princess Diaries, it tends to make me feel better.


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