*sits in ward*

Guys....:P

What would you wear if your workplace (or college/uni) was wearing PJs?

I'm planning to wear my PJs obviously, debating on my dressing gown. Can't decide what to wear on my feet either!! Someone suggested I should wear a top & leggings under my PJs (so I don't get cold!!!)

Any suggestions? I'm sure I'll eventually decide!

*hugs helen* pj day! how fun lol. that is a good suggestion about the leggings b/c unless you're planning on wearing sweatpants as your pjs (which happens almost everyday at my uni lol) it might be cold. As for your feet... Do you have any like slippers with rubber bottoms? Those would probably be the best for going outside with and keep you from slipping on inside floors. I would suggest wearing socks too so your feet won't get cold. If not... umm... go with whatever shoes u have that are most comfortable, no one can argue if your super comfy lol.

*hugs mark* hows it going?

*hugs felicia* how r u today?

*hugs lindsay* thats horrible. you have every right to go to the a&e if you feel like your in trouble. I'm sorry that they treated you like that.

*hugs ian* i'm sorry to hear that your mood crashed. depression can be so hard like that. Always here if you need to talk.

I know there have been more posts than this but I have to run to class so i just did people on this page. I didn't mean to leave anyone out. *huggles everyone i missed*

I'm soooo sleepy. I had to interview someone this morning and the only time she could meet was at 8am... which means i had to get up at like 6:30 to look nice and get there on time. Its hard to get up at 6:30 when i couldnt sleep until 2am. I think a nap is in my near future.

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Laura* *Makes coffee to perk you up:)*

*Hugs Helen* Well , For Pj Day I'd wear (If I was you) tights or leggings underneath and a t-shirt too and take a dressing gown with you in case it gets nippy .

Sorry bout the other day guys... I'm feeling a bit better...
So tired of everything going wrong when I try so hard to make it go right...

*Squishes Crimson*<3

So fed up today, more moaning, from all over the place. Don't want to have to deal with anymore of this.

*Hugs Lore*

I'm sorry all I have to offer are Hugs :S

*Squishes Mark* How are you? I got you email and meant to email back some support... then things started falling apart... Sorry. But I did read and i will be here for you this week *extra huggles*

Writing poetry exhausts me.
Life exhausts me.

*hugs ward* sorry, I'm pretty useless today.

*hugs ward* how are you all today?

I'm anxious, because of a long trip tomorrow.

*Hugs Crimson* Thankyou :) that means a lot to me

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Lore* Where are you going tomorrow?

*hugs everybody*

Thanks for the suggestions Mark & Laura =)

Mark: I'm going to an information day at university tomorrow. It takes 4 hours to get there by train one way.

what's up Ribenalion? (sorry, dont know your name)

What is WRONG with me?!?!?!?! .I try to enjoy a game , a meal , a Film but will my mind let me ? Nope. I can't enjoy anything *sigh* I've read that this is common in takers of Lithium * sighs again*

*Hugs Mark*
I wrote a poem entitled "Leaving" for my dad in Creative Writing today. Posted it on facebook. Fun stuff, I'm baring my soul to 682 people... Oh well.

*huggles Mark* Have you talked to your doctors about it?

*hugs Felicia*

Do you mind if I read your poem Felicia?

Just rambling , I think this could be VERY triggerring so take care viewing and stay safe guys n gals.

Mark, hun, if it doesn't stop bleeding soon, maybe you should go to A&E.
*cuddles Mark* we don't want anything bad to happen to you.

Crimson Thankyou *Hugs* It's slowed right down , even stopped .

EDIT:- Definately stopped , Phew :S Sorry I'm this whiny self absorbed person

*hugs mark* you are not the only self absorbed person here and you are not definitely not whiny!

Can I read the poem too, please?

Not whiny and self absorbed, Mark :)

and now for something that won't make sense (but i have to say it outside my mind).... Well, that may or may not have been a huge mistake!
*crosses fingers*

*Hugs Lore* Did I miss something? , sorry :S

*hugs Mark* no, you didnt miss anything.


People just don't care how ****ed up my life is. (not people on here of course, the people at home)

we here care , If you're up to sharing ? I'm off to bed soon though but I won't ignore you , even if all I have are hugs :)

Tired,
*Night time hugs My Wardies*

G'night Mark!
*tucks him in his ward bed with a plushie*

*huggles all*

Sorry for the lack of individuals or anything right now guys, just struggling to hang on. Really just want to disappear. *sigh*

*huggles Kahlia* Glad you're hanging on :)

I'm feeling better today, thank god. So if anyone needs me im here. I'l do my best to help :)

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*waves* glad you're feeling better today :) not many people in here though, quite slow moving today.

Oh sorry did i miss you out? Thanks, how are you?

Eh, I dunno how I am today... But I've been hopping around the site most of the day... takes up time. Time always either seems to be too slow and drawn out or to rush by... Never is there just the right amount of time. Ever notice that?

I get that feeling sometimes Crimson, it's not the best!! *huggles*

*hugs Ian* Glad you're feeling better.

Thanks Helen. How are you? Yes, although i actually prefer the time to go really fast. I cant stand it when the time goes really slow, it drives me :crazy: Last Friday i felt the time dragged and it really annoyed me, it seemed endless.

*starts a group hug with oliver in the center*
We're here if you wanna talk.

*hugs everyone*
I'm going for the night... PM me if you need.

Oliver: I'm sorry you feel that way hun. You really need to talk to someone IRL if you have a date with your plan - preferably someone professional - even if that date is some way off. It's horrible to have those thoughts, but I can promise you that they will not always be there if you can manage to hold on through the rough stuff. If can't rain all the time. *offers hugs*

*hugs Crimson* Good night, sleep tight, don't let the bed-bugs bite!!

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Oliver* Please talk to your Psych Dr / Social worker / Crisis Team / CPN . You really need to put a plan into place to avoid your suicide plan , you would be so missed .

Right .......Here is me asking you guys for something.
Tomorrow (Thursday) Morning at 10am British time is My Grandmas Funeral, could I please ask for prayers ( from those of you who pray) and general positive thoughts and vibes for my family ? I hope it's okay to ask this .
Thankyou :)

5th at Curveball .........slowly slowly catchy monkey :P

*hugs mark* I'll send some positive thoughts for you.

*Hugs Oliver* Thankyou :) How are you feeling?

*hugs mark* like hell to be honest, hardly slept, crisis team just been, told them I have a date, but they didn't seem particularly bothered as it was in a few months, they are more obsessed with this meeting i have with uni next week and they seem to think that is what is making me so suicidal, I'm trying to tell them its not.
How are you doing?

Mark: *big hugs* - Well done at curveball. Sending *positive thoughts and vibes* your way for the funeral. I hope you all manage to give each other comfort at this time. Please don't ever feel bad or like it isn't okay to ask for ask for support, which is all you have done here. *big hugs* to you big brother.

Oliver: *big hugs* I know it wasn't directed at me, but what is the meeting at/with uni that the crisis team is so worried about? Is it something to do with exams or assessment etc.? I'm just wondering because sometimes here they assume that you can't handle things like that without going suicidal even when that has absolutely nothing to do with it. They just start going off about it being all subconscious ... Anyway, please try to keep yourself safe.

*huggles everybody else*

Sorry for not replying more but I'm not functioning all that well right now and am about ready to crash out for the night. I definitely need some sleep.

*hugs everyone*

I'm sorry, i'm not up to individual replies. Just feel so hugely down.

Hugs ward. Sorry we're struggling so much xx

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay*