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Kahlia1981 30-08-2008 04:44 PM

Hiya everyone. Today I made it to 5 days SI free. Two more days and I have a week. Thanks to everyone who has offerred support and hugs. I'm now at a place that not that long ago I thought I'd never reach. My two best friends IRL are also pulling for me here... they are the only two IRL who realise just how hard I'm fighting.

*offers hugs to anyone who needs them*

Hopefully by the time my 1 month free bracelet arrives I'll be well on my way to that goal.

I seriously need a smoke ..... *walks out to the smoking shelter for a quick fag... or 6*

zowie 30-08-2008 08:02 PM

Went to see my pregnant auntie today but ended up falling asleep on her sofa. I hate depression.

1ofmany 30-08-2008 08:26 PM

*wraps himself in a straight jacket and hangs from the cealing by his feet*

Today i am seriosly considering quitting my job.

1ofmany 30-08-2008 11:26 PM

*gets down and hides*

effervescence 31-08-2008 12:34 AM

*hides with 1ofmany*

MammaMia 31-08-2008 01:31 AM

*leaves treats for all*

~KemicalRain~ 31-08-2008 01:37 AM

*Wanders in with a weird look in his eye* i cant take it *cries*

MammaMia 31-08-2008 02:06 AM

*offers hugs*

~KemicalRain~ 31-08-2008 02:19 AM

*takes up the hug offer* any one need a drink i have coffee tea and some sqaush and i think i have some coke and some sprite somewhere lol and i am sure i could find anything else you fancy

ferretmonster 31-08-2008 02:44 AM

Im in, im starting to freak myself out

blondiebear 31-08-2008 03:12 AM

WHY FFS IS IT THAT PEOPLE ALWAYS TELL ME THEY LOVE ME WHEN THEY ARE ABANDONING ME?

WHY IS IT ALWAYS MY JOB TO TAKE CARE OF PEOPLE BUT NEVER BE TAKEN CARE OF?

Bro, thanks, but I don't want to share space. What you've created is way too nice for lard ass river trash like me. I wanted to crawl in because it was dark and quiet. Besides, games make me want to lose my lunch.

*finds a trapdoor into the basement. Makes magical rug that will hide the door once i'm in.*

*screams until sick*
*cries until exhausted*

I felt so awful today that I
1. removed the orange ribbons from the antenna of the suv
2. broke the elastic holding my bracelet together. I think most of the beads landed in the med case but i'm not sure.

The ONLY thing that kept me from turning myself into ground round today was the implicit promise I made to my friend in the meeting on Thursday night.

*resumes screaming*

MammaMia 31-08-2008 03:58 AM

Have hugs if you want them Susan...

~KemicalRain~ 31-08-2008 04:52 AM

*thinks* i really need to be up tommorow... *builds a sleepy place in a corner... picks up a teddy of an owl (bobble) and falls asleep crying*

blondiebear 31-08-2008 06:55 AM

*continues to scream and sob.*
damn it, damn me for caring so much and damn me for being so needy

Casper_Fading 31-08-2008 10:07 AM

Susan. STOP IT! You are not a fat lard ass anything! I'm sorry you're hurt so much! I wish I knew what had hapened, but you're wonderful!!!!! I don't want you to hurt yourself. I don't think you need to. You got through so far, you can KEEP getting through.

effervescence 31-08-2008 11:43 AM

i don't know if i can last till wednesday.

Casper_Fading 31-08-2008 01:05 PM

yes you CAN sweetheart!!!! Yes you CAN!!!!!

pixie*lyssie 31-08-2008 01:55 PM

Can I come and admit myself? I need to be in a safe place, everything was going fine and now I don't feel safe =(

Kahlia1981 31-08-2008 02:12 PM

Hello all. Today I made it to 6 whole SI free days. I had to stop one of my best friends in the world from killing himself, and tell my other best friend to admit that she had done something dangerous so we could take her to the hospital. She's going to be in there for tonight at least. I feel like crap. I feel like it's my fault that these guys are going through hell. I feel like the only way it can ever get better for them is for me to disappear completely. Maybe I should.

I'm going to go and hide in the smoking shelter and cry until I run out of tears.

blondiebear 31-08-2008 02:32 PM

See my new post in my sober 14 years thread.
For some reason, after crying a good deal of the day yesterday and being 2.5 hours short on sleep, my eyes are burning.
Please pass me a 2 liter bottle of diet pepsi, and some caffeine gum?
*schemes*
*cuddles everyone, curls up into their hugs and cuddles*


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