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MammaMia 11-03-2008 03:14 PM

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Originally Posted by chocostashchick (Post 619135)
thx Helen
do not feel guilty for mental health days! if that is what you need, then do whatever it takes! do you have friends in the class you can borrow notes from?

*slides one of the lapdesks under the giant blanket in case you have work to get done now*

I don't have any work to do anyway, well...no homework needs doing :-) I know what we're doing in my evil lesson and then the second lesson...I can ask my group what's going down. I hope we didn't agree to have our meeting on tuesday :notsure:

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Originally Posted by Small_Black_Flower (Post 619136)
Hello all again

*waves*
*lots of warm hugs and snuggles to everyone*

have screwed up my assignment
have screwed up
started DBT today

*hides under giant blanket*
x x

*snuggles you muchly*

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Originally Posted by Lifeisabitch (Post 619141)
*snuggles doggie and offers cuddles and snuggles (see me rhyme there?) for everyone that needs them* xx

I need plenty of snuggles :crying:

I'm soooo tempted to do it one way but I can't bring myself to do it as I know my sister is stopping with us....yet theres two other ways...one I'm complentating....and the other means running away =[

GOD I'm a mess today :crying:

Detour. Derail 11-03-2008 03:16 PM

Yes we do^_^
and my doggies very lovely...
She lets me snuggle her
and comes and licks me to death til i start laughing when Im sad and crying.
and she's very friendly ^_^
*hugs and hot drinks for everyone*

Pomegranate 11-03-2008 03:17 PM

Helen. stop. breathe. It's ok. You don't have to hurt yourself or anything like that. You are strong and can manage without that- I have faith in you :)

Focus on the nice things like the fact you have no homework and your sister being there, and smores in the RYL denial tent. xx

Detour. Derail 11-03-2008 03:18 PM

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Originally Posted by Hells (Post 619148)
and the other means running away =[

Please dont run away :crying:
We would miss you too much!!!

stay and talk to us?
It might help...

*massive snuggles*

Pomegranate 11-03-2008 03:19 PM

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Originally Posted by ~*forever_lost*~ (Post 619146)
*sigh*
I'm just not sure I can bring myself to have my cut looked at. I need to make a meds appointment... And I'm going into the counseling center later this morning... I am just too tired to deal with them I think :crying:

*hugs to everyone, please excuse me if I just whine and don't address what's going on with y'all... Got NO sleep last night*


*hugs you* Could you get someone to look at it at the counseling center? You don't have to apologise for anything sweetie and feel free to whine :)

Detour. Derail 11-03-2008 03:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Lifeisabitch (Post 619152)
Helen. stop. breathe. It's ok. You don't have to hurt yourself or anything like that. You are strong and can manage without that- I have faith in you :)

Focus on the nice things like the fact you have no homework and your sister being there, and smores in the RYL denial tent. xx

I AGREE!!!

You can do this hun
xxx

Detour. Derail 11-03-2008 03:21 PM

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Originally Posted by ~*forever_lost*~ (Post 619146)
*sigh*
I'm just not sure I can bring myself to have my cut looked at. I need to make a meds appointment... And I'm going into the counseling center later this morning... I am just too tired to deal with them I think :crying:

*hugs to everyone, please excuse me if I just whine and don't address what's going on with y'all... Got NO sleep last night*

*MASSIVE HUGS*

MammaMia 11-03-2008 03:36 PM

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Originally Posted by Lifeisabitch (Post 619152)
Helen. stop. breathe. It's ok. You don't have to hurt yourself or anything like that. You are strong and can manage without that- I have faith in you :)

Focus on the nice things like the fact you have no homework and your sister being there, and smores in the RYL denial tent. xx

Thanks Em. I wish I felt it was ok :confused: I know I don't have to hurt myself....but I want it sooooo much and at same time I don't.

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Originally Posted by Reason[TO]Believe (Post 619154)
Please dont run away :crying:
We would miss you too much!!!

stay and talk to us?
It might help...

*massive snuggles*

*snuggles* :crying:

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Originally Posted by Reason[TO]Believe (Post 619157)
I AGREE!!!

You can do this hun
xxx

I don't think I can =[

~*forever_broken*~ 11-03-2008 03:39 PM

Thanks all.
Made an appointment to get the cut stitched :pinch: will let y'all know how it goes (not thinking it'll go too well). It's after my counseling session... I suppose if I tell him about it I can tell the doc that he and I already discussed it and he won't flip out on me too much...

Detour. Derail 11-03-2008 03:39 PM

Stay strong sweety.
I know its hard but we are here with you every step of the way.
You might feel like you need this or want it but you dont.
Honestly.
Just hang on in there.
*Super Hugs*
*brings over the doggie to cheer Helen up too*

Detour. Derail 11-03-2008 03:41 PM

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Originally Posted by ~*forever_lost*~ (Post 619175)
Thanks all.
Made an appointment to get the cut stitched :pinch: will let y'all know how it goes (not thinking it'll go too well). It's after my counseling session... I suppose if I tell him about it I can tell the doc that he and I already discussed it and he won't flip out on me too much...

sounds like a good idea.
maybe talking to your counsellor about it might help make it a little bit easier too?
It'll be ok hun *hugs*
Keep us posted
xx

MammaMia 11-03-2008 03:47 PM

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Originally Posted by Reason[TO]Believe (Post 619177)
Stay strong sweety.
I know its hard but we are here with you every step of the way.
You might feel like you need this or want it but you dont.
Honestly.
Just hang on in there.
*Super Hugs*
*brings over the doggie to cheer Helen up too*

Thanks Alex. I know I have to stay strong, but I really don't have any strength left, it all vanished months ago. So god knows how I've been getting through the days, weeks, months....It's too freaking hard. I want do everything bad so much and same time....I dont wanna ruin it. :crying: *super hugs* *plays with your dog* Cn Charlie (my sister's dog) join us too, he may be defenceless (on account of having a paw missing) but he's very great and playful :) I wish I could cry and cut and everything so much right now.

Detour. Derail 11-03-2008 03:56 PM

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Originally Posted by Hells (Post 619182)
Thanks Alex. I know I have to stay strong, but I really don't have any strength left, it all vanished months ago. So god knows how I've been getting through the days, weeks, months....It's too freaking hard. I want do everything bad so much and same time....I dont wanna ruin it. :crying: *super hugs* *plays with your dog* Cn Charlie (my sister's dog) join us too, he may be defenceless (on account of having a paw missing) but he's very great and playful :) I wish I could cry and cut and everything so much right now.

You must have a little bit left sweetheart...thats how you've managed to get through when you thought you had nothing.
You're doing a wonderful job and we are all SOOOO proud of you. You just have to fight this. I know its hard, honestly I do and I understand how you're feeling right now, but we will always be here to support you and if you ever want to PM me, dont hesitate.
No one said it would be easier but you really are doing an amazing job and if I or anyone else can help you through this bad time then we will ok?
Of course Charlie can come play sweety ^_^
the more the merrier hehe.
We should sit here...with Charlie and Millie (my doggie) and we will cuddle up in these nice warm blankets with a hot drink and we'll have a good cry about things that are upsetting, then...we should remember good things that have happened, and hopefully that will help you smile again yeah? :]
Chin up gorgeous.
xxxxxxxx

MammaMia 11-03-2008 04:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Reason[TO]Believe (Post 619191)
You must have a little bit left sweetheart...thats how you've managed to get through when you thought you had nothing.
You're doing a wonderful job and we are all SOOOO proud of you. You just have to fight this. I know its hard, honestly I do and I understand how you're feeling right now, but we will always be here to support you and if you ever want to PM me, dont hesitate.
No one said it would be easier but you really are doing an amazing job and if I or anyone else can help you through this bad time then we will ok?
Of course Charlie can come play sweety ^_^
the more the merrier hehe.
We should sit here...with Charlie and Millie (my doggie) and we will cuddle up in these nice warm blankets with a hot drink and we'll have a good cry about things that are upsetting, then...we should remember good things that have happened, and hopefully that will help you smile again yeah? :]
Chin up gorgeous.
xxxxxxxx

Thank you Alex, that made me well up so much hehe. Yeah maybe I do have a tiny wincy bit left. I don't feel like I'm doing a wonderful job and I don't know why everyone is SOOOO proud of me, I don't deserve to have people being proud of me, espically skopping college when I could have gone in...even if I just struggled through the day. I know I have to fight these feelings off, I just do & don't want to. It's so exhausting, trying to control these feelings every day....and control my life overall every day aswell.

I know you guys will always be there, hence the loads of posting rather than withdrawing from you guys. I don't feel like I'm doing an azming job at all, I just keep staring at one thing to self harm with :| You guys are helping me, seriously.

Yay Charlie has come to play, bet he just plays with Milly and then snuggles down again, he misses his mummy :-(

We should sit here with the dogs indeed, have cuddles (I give sooooo many hugs cus I love 'em). Blankets are awesome with hot drinks and crys and talks....and god I wish you guys were by my side, but least we have virtualness {sp}.....

chocostashchick 11-03-2008 04:04 PM

*cheers madly for Alyssa from under blanket in Denial Tent*
way to go hunny! sounds like a lovely plan and remember you dont have to talk about anything until you are ready

*passes Helen smores and treats that posess magical courage and strength powers from the healing smoke from the Virtual Campfire*
just take a deep breath and be calm and remember that you can do anything in the Denial Tent!

*hugs Emm and Emma and Alex*
plays with Charlie and Millie

starts to have a panic attack because a restricted phone number just rang my cell and i think it might be the psych hosp
eep ogod ogod this is scary i bet they are telling me nobody accepts my insurance or wants me at their practice eep

chocostashchick 11-03-2008 04:05 PM

i totally imbued the denial tent with magical powers where are the magical powers i need to start feeling some magicalness now please

MammaMia 11-03-2008 04:12 PM

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Originally Posted by chocostashchick (Post 619204)
*passes Helen smores and treats that posess magical courage and strength powers from the healing smoke from the Virtual Campfire*
just take a deep breath and be calm and remember that you can do anything in the Denial Tent!

Thank you so much *squishes*

I need to stop feeling guilty about missing college don't I? :pinch:

Detour. Derail 11-03-2008 04:12 PM

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Originally Posted by Hells (Post 619203)
Thank you Alex, that made me well up so much hehe. Yeah maybe I do have a tiny wincy bit left. I don't feel like I'm doing a wonderful job and I don't know why everyone is SOOOO proud of me, I don't deserve to have people being proud of me, espically skopping college when I could have gone in...even if I just struggled through the day. I know I have to fight these feelings off, I just do & don't want to. It's so exhausting, trying to control these feelings every day....and control my life overall every day aswell.

I know you guys will always be there, hence the loads of posting rather than withdrawing from you guys. I don't feel like I'm doing an azming job at all, I just keep staring at one thing to self harm with :| You guys are helping me, seriously.

Yay Charlie has come to play, bet he just plays with Milly and then snuggles down again, he misses his mummy :-(

We should sit here with the dogs indeed, have cuddles (I give sooooo many hugs cus I love 'em). Blankets are awesome with hot drinks and crys and talks....and god I wish you guys were by my side, but least we have virtualness {sp}.....

We are proud of you because you've come this far, and thats an achievement all in its self.
Its good you have a little bit of strength left...only if its a tinny little bit...because you can nuture it and make it grow...then you'll have more strength :]
Dont beat yourself up about skipping college....i did exactly the same today...and i lied to my mum about why i was home early...but if I look at it in a good way....at least now I'm here and can help you..
is there anything good you can think of? even if it seems really abstract or silly? Maybe...its good that you missed college because you could have some time to yourself or talk to us?
I dont know...thats for you to tell me :]
Maybe...you should try moving this thing you want to SH with...and putting it in a box with a photo of someone you really care about...
that way..its out of sight..and if you look for it..you'll see the photo and can try focus on happy memories with that person....its just a suggestion..ive found it helps me.

I love hugs and blankets and hot drinks too ^_^
And I think....we should salute who ever made the internet and RYL *salutes them*
xxxxxxxxxxxx

Detour. Derail 11-03-2008 04:14 PM

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Originally Posted by chocostashchick (Post 619204)
starts to have a panic attack because a restricted phone number just rang my cell and i think it might be the psych hosp
eep ogod ogod this is scary i bet they are telling me nobody accepts my insurance or wants me at their practice eep

Just try take deep breaths and calm down....I'm sure it wil be fine hun. *big hugs* try stay positive...i know its hard and clichéd but it will help

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Originally Posted by chocostashchick (Post 619207)
i totally imbued the denial tent with magical powers where are the magical powers i need to start feeling some magicalness now please

*opens a little bottle of fairy dust and magic.*
*gives you some*

PurpleSmurf 11-03-2008 04:17 PM

*hides in the Psych ward*


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