"checks self in, snuggles into blanket in the corner and just cries"

I was bad last night and I did bad things *hides in the corner*

i am so tired... :snoozle: [falls asleep behind the drapes]

This is just getting worse all the time now... and it makes me worried. I don't have many to turn to for help or just to listen to me talk... sigh *cries softly in the corner*

I don't want to play any more *hides in a corner and cries*

*hides in the corner*

I am scared

Falls asleep in the virtual ward and decides this is best place for me

*checks in, crying and goes to sob on a bed* I do not wanna go to Psychology tomorrow...

I am nearly completely destroyed. I just discovered there is 5 different personalities in my head. We keep fighting. One time my bad side decided to take control of me. Than my good side just decided to become me. And than she get tired really fast. Now i am really tired with headache. I started to hating myself and i wasnt kill myself bcause of i was believing i am perfect but i am not perfect. I am just guilty. Because of me ladies killing theirselves. I must not be rude and bad like this but i was nearly always like this. I think i am going to break and become an evil if i completely lose hope of love but wasnt i am already hopeless? I am just becoming more rude and bad and evil person with hate. I am no more virgin afterall. But this is even not acceptable for my evil side. Causing people to suicide too much even for a murderer. I am not a murderer or rapist but what if i become? I cant understand myself. Even my personalities are tired.

If anyone asks for us we aren't here. We're trying to outrun the voices and are hiding in a cupboard. We don't want to play any more. If she doesn't stop soon we're going to take action we don't want to take.

*leaves pear vanilla ice cream popsicles on table in the invisible fridge*

*offers safe hugs, stuffed animals and tissues to all who want/need them*

So damn tired. Just want to sleep. It's only early afternoon but I just want to crash out right now and not wake up for a week. Meh...

Thanks to family drama and stuff at home, now I am teetering on being unsafe and doing bad things... I reached out to a friend but no reply yet :(

*sits down and cries*

Every thing keeps getting worse.... J is screaming in my ear, my mood is dropping quickly, I'm becoming more suicidal every minute and I have everything I need to put my suicide plan into action. The only thing holding me here is that I don't want to put my family and friends through the torture I went through when I found Jem after his suicide. My husband says I should go to hospital but he's not doing so crash hot and there wouldn't be anyone left here to care for him. I don't know what to do... I just want it all to stop. I just want for it all to be over. Help. *crawls under a bed in the corner and starts crying*

Why don't you ask someone to care for him like a neighbour and then go to the hospital

*hides here* Too triggered...

headaches, downtrodden... ibux wont help. meds makes it worse...

*plops down on the couch*

So overwhelmed...

*hides in the corner*

I need protection from myself right now

Not been here in a while - T cancelled therapy and feeling really overwhelmed right now. *rocks in corner* safe hugs to anyone who wants one

*hugs sapphire hearts*
*hugs tweety pie 84*

That was a terrible night... the nightmares felt so real and scary :(

*crashes* i need somewhere safe :(

*Group Hugs*

Hey big bro. *huggles*

I'm just going to disappear into a corner for a bit. Meh

illuminates the long hallway with blacklight... unless there is a no blacklight sign somewhere. *goes exploring*

I'm all alone and triggered... *cries and hides*

*hugs all in here*

Upset at myself for doing what I did... but its too late to fix that. One of my friends who has known for a while about my "stuff" asked if he could have a phone number he could use in case things got bad and I was stubborn/refused etc. a lil while back. Well pas wto nights have been really really bad and I told him what I did and how I was unsafe and the such... now I am worried he will call and I will get in trouble...

*hides in the corner and puts a blanket over so no one sees me*

Feeling really shitty right now had melt down in front of my parents and I really can't cope with all this bs at the moment x #crying

~grabs blanket and beanbag curls up~ I haven't been here in forever *sad* I know. I stopped going to therapy again

I recently lost my therepist too becca.

is OCD and anxiety the same?

Hiding in bed with my duvet and dog today

*makes a cup of tea and goes to curl up in bed*

Still not feeling to good gonna make myself a cuppa tea, grab some galaxy from shop and hide in bed.

I should get dressed... but meh. Also need to eat, but don't want to. *pulls blankets over head*

*checking in for a long time* hides under blankets and pillow

*takes tea and blankets out of bed* Hey, Rinnagirl. Can I just come sit with you?

*nods* company would be a nice distraction

*wraps blanket around self, clutching cup of tea, next to Rinnagirl* I'm Ashley.

*curls up under blanket* Hi Ashley, I'm Nat :)

*Crawls in* this is my first time here, i need to feel safe.

*waves* hey franticmind, you're safe here, come sit with us if you want

*sets out a box of love with chocolates in it* + *cleans up mess around invisible table and room and walls* *refills blankets pillows and lemonade and cookies*

*sits in the corner and stares at the wall*

Such a fragile mind have I... and one simple thing will break it right now

I think I finally broke

*offers Nat hugs* I feel you.
*waves at franticmind and yodabearinterrupted* You can join us if you like. I find cuddle puddles sometimes help me.

I came back from hospital one day too late. I missed seeing my grandfather by less than 24 hours. My heart has gone with him. :crying: Now we all have to try and pick up the pieces and ensure my nanna still has a reason to live.

*has just noticed this thread and likes the idea*
*not feeling safe, grabs a king sized a doona and selfishly wraps around herself to hide*

The tears are falling thick and fast today. My hallucinations are becoming stronger and it feels like they are more real than the rest of the world. I'm very suicidal and am attempting to hide it from my husband even though I know that betrays the trust. I just can't say anything to him.... I just feel like there is no way out and I want all this to end. Maybe I should just knock myself out for the night. *sigh*

*disappears into a corner with my teddy bear and several boxes of tissues*

*hugs Ashley*

I give up, all the fight has gone out of me, can't do it anymore