In pain from finding a certain feline's litter tray but I'll survive thanks, how about you One Step Closer :)

I'll Take a Cookie plz!

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*hugs beautydylan* I'm feeling like everything is hopeless.

How are Georgia, Mark, and Louise?

If you need to let off steam I'm happy for my inbox to be used as a punchbag ;-) ((( big hugs one step closer )))

*curls up in the corner in tears* I'm really struggling, don't know how much longer I can carry on like this without doing something self-destructive

Aww nomophobia would it help to talk about it? Message me if you need to (hugs)

*Hugs Georgia*

*Hugs Dylan*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

How are you all today?

I'm ok, except that I won't be seeing my psychologist for three weeks. It's hard enough having two weeks in between appointments.

How is everyone else?

Hi * Waves*

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you today?


*Waves To Zombie* Hi I'm Mark . :)

Hi Zombie, how are you?

How are you, Mark?

I'm ok. Had a productive day so far, cut my grass.

*hugs all*

Had Therapy today. Went not so well, but okish.
Therapist said that my self-organisation is restricted. I guess I already knew that though.
Also, I was dissoziated for the better part of the morning (still managed to do grocery shopping, went to the pharmacy and drove to therapy though) and had an attack thingy when I arrived at my therapists office. But I'm a lot calmer now.

@ Lindsay: I love cutting grass... especially the smell of it.

Laura, i'm glad you're feeling calmer. Therapy can be stressful.

I also like the smell of cut grass but I have hayfever so that's not so good.

Lindsay: allergies are annoying.

Yes, I'm glad too. Only thing is that I can feel it all building up again already. I don't want to have another one of those attack thingies again today. Thinking about taking Lorazepam to stay calm, but not sure, cause I want to go jogging with a friend later.

Can you try some relaxation techniques? Going out jogging with a friend sounds like a really positive thing to do because you'll be socialising and exercise can help you to relax. I hope you make it.

I took the Lorazepam, together with something else. Lorazepam is not really affecting me and I didn't take much of the other stuff. I'm going jogging in 20 minutes. So excited, cause I haven't seen my friend for a few weeks and last time we met she had to take me to the psych ward.. meh.
Cya all later.

Hope you had a good time with your friend.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

How are my Wardies today?

I went to my voluntary work, it was ok. Wish I could function more normally though.

How are you, Mark?

Hi am good ...kinda bored right now ...slept for most of the day
hows everyone?

Being bored is rubbish. Have you tried posting in the fun and distractions forum or playing in the arcade?

The Arcaade rocks!

Zombie , What is the Hero Brigade?

This is the hero brigade.

Sorry to jump in :P

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay* jogging was cool, we went again yesterday. Funny how I can still go jogging for an hour on meds that would put others to sleep.
*hugs Zombie*
*hugs Mike*

I'm going to CircArtive for 3 weeks in half a hour. I don't have internet access there, so don't worry if you don't hear anything from me.

Have Fun Laura! *Hugs*

Thanks Mike!

*Glomps Lindsay*

*comes back in to hug everyone*

In a couple of weeks I'll be away on holiday so if you don't hear anything from me for a week then it's because I'm away without internet access

Going anywhere nice?

How's everyone today?

can i check in please?
i need somewhere safe to stay for a bit. i need someone to watch over me like they did last time i went into hospital.
x

What's up? Welcome to the thread.

things that i have tried to keep hidden for years are coming to the suffice. i have to tell the doctors about them to be able to get completely "well" but i don't want to tell them.
i need to hurt myself. its easier than fighting. i want someone to hold me an tell me I'll be ok and to hold me tighter even when i push away an not coz they want to hurt me but because they care.

*sits in the corner rocking*

its all coming to the front an i cant hide it anymore.
i hate hurting myself but i have too, sometimes i have no choice.

Welcome to the Ward Freelyxfighting , I hope you're okay , I'm Mark :)

*Glomps Lindsay*

freelyXfighting, it's so hard to face difficult things but sometimes it's the best thing to do. If you're honest with people then they might be able to help you.

Mark, how are you?

Thank you for the warm welcome.
I know I need to be honest with them it's just I have kept this to myself for so many years now an I'm scared of what will happen if I tell them. An it's very confusing sometimes. To know who to believe an trust.

What do you think might happen if you tell them?

I'm scared that they will put me in a read psych ward and that I'll get diagnosed with something that i don't agree with. I'm scared that it will mean i really an ill. i know i an ill but its so hard to admit that!

I'm hot Lindsay , How are you hun?

freelyXfighting, professionals tend to do all they can to keep people out of hospital. Perhaps you could also let them know about your worries.

Mark, i'm also pretty hot and the heat is making me tired and have a headache. I like the sun and the heat but it's a bit too hot.

I have a stinking headache :(

How is everyone today?

*Glomps Lindsay*

*Huggles Georgia*

*throws water at Mark and runs away*

Hey gang I have not forgotten about you *calls for one the puppies to cuddle* lots has happened some good some distructive and bad. Missed you all though.

Hi Becca *waves*

heey there

*Waves* Hi Becca :)

*Throw ice I made out of your water back at you to cool ya* *Hugs*

I'm too cool to be hot but at the same time i'm too hot to be cool. I think i'm just a cool hot chick. :hehe:

:D heheh i been needing that im melting

how is everyone today