*Hugs Laura*

*spots and Squishes Sarah* How are you this evening ? :)

*hugs felicia* uni is exhausting isnt it? heh. sorry you're struggling so much too. Always around if you want/need to vent.

*hugs mark* how r u doing?

*hugs kahlia, helen, sarah, oliver, julie, lore, ian, and everyone else* hope everyone is okay.

I'm technically on thanksgiving break right now... so no school for a week... but... 4 papers and 5 graduate school essays= no real break for me. This is probably the worst time ever to get sick.. boo.

*Hugs Laura* I'm feeling okay , just a bit ....bleh . I'm sorry you're sick :(

*hugs everyone*

Sorry I've not been around, not been feeling that great. How is everyone?

*Hugs Claire*

*hugs everyone*

*Squishes Nicole*

*hugs everybody*

*hugs all* how are you?

I went Christmas shopping today and then went to the gym so i've kept myself busy which has helped my mood. I'm just not looking forward to going to the Prince's Trust tomorrow. The team members keep 'bullying' me.

How is everyone else?

*Hugs Lindsay* I was bullied my whole school and college life and some of my work life too and know how that feels . Is there anyone you can talk to , someone in charge?

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Lore*

*Night time Hugs my Wardies* :)

Laura, I am convinced we have practically the same life. I have 4 papers, a news story, a creative writing story, and a project to do this week.
Anyway, I'm tired... and off to take a nap before resuming work.

Hi guys
 

Well, I'm back. I'm sorry if you worried about me at all. I know I've been gone a few months. But you'll never guess what! I haven't ... harmed ... myself in ANY way in 1 month, 3 weeks and 3 days. Are you all proud of me? Did you miss me? Do you remember me? :sohappy:

Shad, of course I remember you (lol, wouldn't that be one massive fail if you weren't Shad now)! And well done, that's brilliant! I can't remember how long I've gone, couple of weeks I think. Other than that, how are you?

Hey everyone :)

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Claire*

:D
 

I'm totally fine! I can't believe you remember my nickname! *is grinning like crazy at the moment* OH! I've just missed talking to you all SO much! I'm so incredibly happy~~~~!!!!!!! *dances* :sohappy:

Well glad to hear it Shad. Any reason you're so happy? Is it a mood or are you happy in general?

Hey Ian *hugs*.

why?
 

I'm happy because I finally have the time to talk to you all again! You have NO idea how much I've missed you! :hehe:

*hugs Shad* good to have you back, and congrats on being free for so long.

*hugs all*

today was tough, yesterday it was transgender day of remembrance and today in manchester there was a vigil.
the names of 650 trans people who have been murdered, that we know off, so many of them were un-identified people and at one place 18 un-identified trans people were all murdered together.
This list didn't include the many trans people who have been abused and who have comitted suicide because of transphobic hate crime.
It was so hard listening to name after name of people who are like me and have been murdered for something that is a part of them.

*Hugs* I'm sorry Oliver, that must have been hard to hear. I kind of know how you feel, being 90% gay/lesbian, a lot of 'my kind' have been killed too.

I'm glad Shad :) We are fantastic, I'm not surprised you're so happy to talk to us. Especially me.

*hugs oliver*

I have to agree with that statement :hehe: you totally are.

I have just noticed I've been standing up this entire time. *Goes and sits in the middle of the ward and stretches out, falling back as she does so* I'm home, guys, I'm home. *curls up on her side* I missed you all. *starts to drift off* night <3 *goes to sleep with fellow wardies*

*hugs Oliver* I don't know what it feels like t be transgender, but I know someone who changed and I like her not more or less than other people, just because she changed.

Well I'm off to bed now. Goodnight ward.

*Curls up next to Shad, for once craving the comfort of physical contact to sleep*

Sorry shadow i forgot to give you a hug. *Hugs Shadow* I'm quite proud of myself :) to save me typing it all out its explained here http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...d.php?t=151217

*hugs Lia* yeah unfortunatly many LGBT people have been murdered its horrible, I fit into both worlds being gay aswell :p night, sleep well

*hugs Lore, Shad and Ian*

Trying to stay strong/brave for today.....but it hurts :(

*hugs Helen* we're here if you wat to talk.

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Shad* WAY TO GO YOU !!!!

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lore*

*huggles all*

*Hugs Kahlia* How are you?

*hugs Mark* How are you, dear?

hey felicia :)
and everyone else im just too lazy to go through the page :P
gah so freaking bored

*Hugs Felicia* I'm Feeling okay , which feels odd to me heh . A bit depressed , I guess about my Grandma but it's depressed not Depression. How are you ?

*Hugs Heather* How are you ?

im... eh. ok i guess.

*hugs mark*

*hugs everyone*

Hey all just visiting.

You alright Lindsey?

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you this evening?

*Hugs Lia* How are you too?

*hugs shad* i remember you as well! Nice job on staying free! I'm glad that you are feeling better!

*hugs lia* how r u doing hun?

*hugs oliver* the vigil sounds like it would be hard to hear :-/ Hope you are doing alright today.

*hugs ian* I read your r/v. I'm glad that you are able to get through the low times, even without a clear coping mechanism. Sometimes just knowing you have gotten through before can help a lot. I tell myself that sometimes. Very proud of you as well.

*hugs mark* Glad you are feeling okay at the moment. I know its been really hard lately with your grandma but I think you've been doing really well dealing with it, despite everything else.

*hugs helen tight* whats up hun? You are a very brave and strong person.

*hugs heather, lindsay, and and kahlia* how r u doing?

*hugs felicia* yeah, it does sound like we have pretty similar stresses with uni and all lol. How r u feeling today?

I'm back in my hometown for break now. Hoping to go shopping today for a winter coat so i don't freeze to death walking to class anymore lol. Feeling low but I'm okay. I'm busy enough with other stuff to stay distracted I suppose. Plus, I can't SI when i'm home b/c I can't let my family find out again.

I'm... okay today. Just low and extremely low on words... Kinda mad at people in my life.. Idk.

*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Lindsay* How are you this afternoon?
*Hugs Lia* How're you?
*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry you're dealing with depression. I think you've handled everything sooo well *extra hugs*
*Hugs Laura* That's how I feel about break too. I got a winter coat yesterday! I hope you find a nice one.

*hugs laura* hope break isnt too boring etc.
<3

I'm ok. Starting on a different antidepressant this evening or tomorrow morning and i'm looking forward to it. I've felt so low being off antidepressants altogether.

*Hugs Laura* Have fun Shopping:)

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Felicia*

Ugh. I have to get blood tests done tomorrow. So. nervous.

(edited - not worth the support clearly)

Laura, I did answer your question but I'll pm you x

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Felicia* I hope your tests go well

cries...

*limps in and flops down in a bean bag chair*
today sucks. freezing rain... i fell... the temps are supposed to get up to the 40s today... tomorrows gonna be a mess. i may just stay freaking home tomorrow. as it is from my fall this morning i was 45 min late to work and i have a bruise developing from hip to ankle on one side :( ... my arm got landed on too...

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry you got wet ( I hate that ) and that you fell ( I Hate That Too ) *Makes hot chocolate for you*