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*Hugs Kahlia tightly back*
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*holds Dayna and removes any dangerous items from within reach*
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*Clings to*
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*continues holding Dayna*
Sorry it took so long to respond, things haven't been brilliant here .... |
Tis alright *hugs back*. I'd stay around to talk with you a bit more, but I have to go in five mins x_O
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Dayna, I just hope that you are feeling a little better, and if not, that you are able to find a way of feeling a bit better. *hugs you tightly*
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hmm..........curls into a tight ball in the corner of the room, puts a blanket over my head. hmm not coming out of here. cant do this really cant. too much pressure. crys my eyes out.
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Hi everyone *Hugs all*
Welll today was realy fun (not). I was discharged for the psyc unit and then stuffed around by social security. I had a major panic attack at school tonight. That wasn't fun. The hard part was was that my head was coming up with new ways to SI with the art tools we were using. I new it was eithr give up and leave or so somthing stupid. So I ended up leaving early and getting one of my classmates to drop me home. I am soooo tired. While I was one the ward I didn't inform my family as they react wierd. Like the illness is theres. Well they can have it if they want. When my mum found out she cracked a mickey at me. I realy didn't ned that. But she gave me a lift to the local shopping centre to get my medication. I find it so hard to talk about my illness with them as they always change the subject. It seems there is no pleasing them. Sorry bout the rant just needed it out, although it hasn't changed my mood. Hope everyone is good or atleast things are improving to your favour. *Hugs and chocolate biscuits for all* |
*hugs everyone*
Nicole - I know what you mean about telling your parents, mine only know about half the story and we have never ever spoken about si or my previous suicide attempts. I am always here if you need an ear to bend *hugs* *cuddles Kahlia and Danya* how you both doing now? *hugs Helen* excellent news on making it to nine months *hugs shadowedsoul* I'm in my usual I hate Mondays mood but I am 2 weeks free today and working on keeping it that way. Soooo tired today. *leaves hugs and mini eggs for everyone* |
Giving up now - had enough now-
loan still hasnt come through being made homeless on wednesday have no job no money nothing I have two choices live on the streets or go back to scotland if i got back to scotland i lose my partner for good, not only that but i will lose everything i have fought(sp?) for down here like my freedom and getting finally clear of everything!!! But i have no house no where to stay no friends to stay with no money to get anywhere to stay the council wont help me because i have no connections to the area! i dont know what to do!!! im scared and alone and all i want to do is cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
hugs to every one in here.
so very tired and washed out need to lay down in here for a bit. |
*hugs Kat* how are you?
*hugs Dayna" are you feeling any better? *hugs FreeSpirit**hugs MaryAnne**hugs Helen* *hugs Nicole* I can't tell my parents anything, they don't understand, hope you're feeling less triggered though *hugs Nikki* good luck finding somewhere to stay, doesn't your boyfriend have some friends you could stay with? sorry probably not helpful, hope you are ok *hugs Shadowed Soul* remember if you ever want to chat feel free to send me a message *hugs Jade if she's around* and everybody else who's hiding in the corners. late for work... |
sorry that sounds particularly rubbish *big hugs and squishes to everybody* I hope a ray of sunshine isn't far away, please keep fighting. *leaves a vast array of dvds and pizza and cake and tea*
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*Big hugs for Helen* Congratulations on making it to nine months hun, that's a huge acheivment!!
*Hugs Nicole, Dayna, Kahlia, Kat, Mary Anne, Nikki, wildly insane (sorry babe, forgot your name again! I really do suck at names, takes me ages to remember them!)* *Hugs anyone else that I've missed* Hope the people who haven't checked in recently are okay. And hope everyone is keeping up the good fight. xxxx |
Oh, and I'm 132 hours free of smoking :D x
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Congrats arwen
Keep it up!!! |
still no loan still no credit card!!!
i have got a job interview tomorrow in birmingham but that doesnt help becasue i might not have anywhere to stay!!! Help i dont know what to do anymore!!! My partners mates all live with their folks so its hard to find somewhere!!!! eeep!!!1 |
Thanks Jem :) It's pretty hard, but I'm really trying!
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*hold on tight to Helens Squishes* Thanks Helen - i've been down to my Chruch and im hoping they still believe in the Sanctuary thingy - im hoping my credit card will be through tomorrow cause at least then i can put myself up in a hotel!!!!
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Fingers crossed babe *squishes some more* :)
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Wildly Yay I am here sorry for being quiet of late. Ive been busy
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yay i love your squishes they make everything feel better!!!!!! *hugs* to everyone thats feeling a bit MEH |
Awwww thank you Gil :)
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Thats okay Sweetie :)
Meh still no luck with finding somewhere!! but i am not giving up yet |
wooo i may have a lone through tomorrow wooooo
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Just wanted to say hi :)
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*Hugs all muchly*
Bleh, I say. Bleh =D |
*hugs Dayna* bleh back :)
*hugs Kat* hope telling to your mum goes okay *hugs Snuffles* hope everything is going okay yay Jade hope you are good *big hugs* *hugs Nikki* good luck with finding somewhere to stay and don't spend too much on the credit card :P *hugs Helen* *hugs Jem* *hugs MaryAnne* *hugs Ravyn* :) Thanks Arwen, congrats on the smoking, keep it up, it's only social addiction now, no nicotine left :) *hugs from Hannah* It always seems to be bedtime, I've just had over three hours of ballroom and latin dancing which was ace but then had to put on my dripping wet socks again in order to walk home, yuk!!! which took me about an hour. My landlord is coming over tomorrow to replace the kitchen work top and asked us all to remove the stuff from the cupboards have my housemates done anything - No - grr - rolls eyes - and I just want to go to bed - curls up under a nice thick duvet and begins to gently snore. |
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*Bear hugs Kat*
*Hugs Helen* Why are you scared sweetie? Thank you Hannah and everyone else who cheered me on. I know it's now just a social craving as the nicotine has left my body. It would still be there if I'd used the inhalator, but I just went cold turkey. Got the smoking clinic today, and am hoping that the carbon monoxide reader will say something much lower than last time. It'll be a week at 9pm tonight. xxxx |
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Hope everyone is at least surviving. Lots of love to all. |
well my laon hasnt come through but the church have found me somewhere to stay tonight!! so thats good all i have to do now is do well at my job interview today!!!!!
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hugs Arwen, was scared about counselling..
Arrrgh some people are SO up their own ****ing arses man >.< |
*hugs Helen* hope the counselling went well
*hugs Nikki* good luck with the job interview *hugs Kahlia* how you doing hun? *hugs Kat* how's the arm? *hugs everyone who wants one* I have just eaten way way too much - doh - will just have to eat less tomorrow :P it was good though |
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Hannah ~ I'm surviving thanks for asking. Had a meeting with my GP this morning and she is pleased that the latest treatment (Xanax for my PTSD) is helping with my sleep. She's hopeful that I'll get other things under control with the aid of more sleep. Hope everyone is doing well, *big hugs* to anyone who wants or needs them |
Counselling was awful *shudders*
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*cuddles helen* awww :-( i'm sorry to hear that
Hope u gained something out of it tho...that's what ur there for!!! |
*hugs* Helen - hope everything is okay
well the job interview went well been called back for a second interview tomorrow - so thats good!!! credit card arrived but its only got 100 quid on it so that doesnt help me at all!!!!! got a bed for tonight at the B&B hoping my Job Seekers Alowance will be through tomorrow so i can pay the fee to my loan!!! Man i am royally screwed - hoping my friend in birmingham might have somewhere for me to stay if not i am screwed!!!!! Help!!!!!!!!!! |
thanks wild
so alone what do i do i c ome into here and lay my head down hoping for rest for head and body so alone tired stressed alone. free spirit |
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How is everyone this evening??? Nikki I hope you find a place to stay Helen Im sorry Counselling was awful < big hugs > Free Spirit I hope you dont find yourself alone in here Wildly thanks for thinking of me Katrica Please go and get your wound looked at. Dayna I hope you are alright, thinking of you Im feeling so tired today, tired of life I think. Tired of carrying on Love Jade xxx |
DFJKGHDGJDH LMFAO.
I fail. At. Life. And I can't stop giggling about it :X |
*sending hugs to everyone*
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what's wrong Dayna?
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*leaves hugs for all, then sneaks into a corner*
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Ravyn: LMAO. I made a rather silly mistake. You know that bastardly friend who I've bitched about in here before? Still talk to him, but I set his MSN name as 'Captain ****' when I got really angry at him, and didn't tell him.
WELL. I JUST PASTED PART OF OUR CONVO TO HIM. AND FORGOT TO CORRECT THE NAME LOL. So apparently he got rather offended by my choice of nickname...and it's hilarious :x *Hugs Kahlia* |
*hugs Kahlia* how are things going with you?
Dayna: lol! that's quite amusing :) how have things been going with you, I haven't talked to you in a bit. |
Ravyn: XDD I'm still giggling about it now. Been rather up and down for me. In the new place now, and we finally got notice of when the bailiffs would arrive (18th of March, wtf!). Still haven't done all the unpacking, 'cause the housemate and I are two lazy shits, and I'm gonna have my meds upped. And I've been referred to a mental health team. OH. AND I DIDN'T SI YESTERDAY =D.
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Dayna: Congrats on not SI'ing yesterday! That's good news that you'll be getting some more support. How are you liking the new place?
Things have been going fairly well with me. Still hating the fact that I don't have privacy on the computer.... stupid renovations.. but other than that my mood has been fairly stable and I'm fighting to stop SI'ing... and have made it longer than the last time [just over 2 weeks] so that is exciting for me :) |
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