I wish we could. I hate having to wait for something. It'll be here before you know it but I know it feels like forever at the moment darling. Try distract yourself?

I hope you are pregnant if you wish it too Kitty *Hugs*

Wow we are moving pretty fast tonigh , I'm having trouble keeping up

Not really. She just likes being an ass. Not gonna bite into her, though, because she has a friend over...

And yeah, I prefer Rhayven.

I hope your pregnant :) Always have had a fascination with pregnancy, even if theres no real chance of getting preggers myself. Good luck though :)

So am I Mark a little :p

I wish I was pregnant too but now's not a good time :( But hey.

*Hugs everybody*

*Hugs Nicole* how are you hun?

*hugs Nicole lots* How are you honey?

*Hugs Mark and Helen*
I'm ok thanks, you?

Glad you're ok. I'm good thanks :) *hugs*

I'm trying to keep myself distracted but its so hard. I pretty much already know I am pregnant. I have the symptoms and my period was supposed to start last Wednesday. But, I need it officially confirmed in order to get on medical through the state. I need to get in and be seen, because I will be considered high risk, being that I had a tubular pregnancy my first go around. And if I get on medical, I will be able to go see an actual doctor OUTSIDE of the school and possibly get properly diagnosed. It's just all so frustrating, really.

*Hugs Kitty and Helen*
Eugh, back to college tomorrow.

I'm sorry you are sturggling so Kitty . Is there NO way you could get the test earlier?

*I'm distinctly urgy ...........still Nicole , Sorry . Not my best day.

I bet it's frustrating darling. *cuddles*

Nicole, heh, I was thinking that earlier. Better than going to the dentist though :P

Wow things are moving really fast. I missed like 6 posts in the time I was writing mine up. Then again, I had to hide this page from my husband while I was typing it, so it took longer than usual. I'm a really fast typer other than that.

-hugs mark- I do want to be pregnant more than anything. The first pregnancy wasn't planned. It was a complete surprise. But if I hadn't lost the baby, I would be 7 months pregnant by now. I know I wasn't pregnant for long, but it was long enough for me to come to terms with the fact that I was pregnant, and I already had so many plans laid out for when the baby was born. This time it feels different, so hopefully that means the baby is not in my fallopian tube.

-hugs nicole-

Finally I am feeling a little less tired. I need to go to the store in a bit...probably won't be for a couple of hours. I don't really want to go, but there are some things we need to get. And my husband always refuses to go without me. Blah.

*Hugs Mark* Sorry you're feeling urgy :( Are you trying distractions?
Helen-lol, I hate the dentist! I suppose college is better than that. I don't have to be in till 1pm though :)

Nicole I have the Dentist too this month , for 2 fillings and my gums have been super sensitive latley . I'll go to your college class if you do my dentist okay hun? :P

Kitty , I hope your pregnancy go's well hun I really do. *Hugs*

I bought Cheese that is fine but was going past its expiration date today , so much cheese :P

No Mark. The clinic that I have an appointment with only offers pregnancy tests on certain days of the week (it's free so I can't really complain). The only days they offer them this next week are Wednesday and Thursday. They were closed all last week. I would have scheduled the appointment for Wednesday but they only offer the testing from 11:00 until 3:00 and I have classes from 10:00 until 3:00 so I couldn't do that. Especially on my first week of school. So I have no choice but to wait. I could just go to a regular clinic and if I am pregnant the medical would backtrack and cover the visit, but just in that off chance that the test comes back negative, I would have to find a way to pay for that visit. So I'm stuck in between a rock and a hard place on that one.

-hugs nicole- I start school again tomorrow as well. Not really looking forward to going to classes again, though. But, I need my financial aid in order to pay bills and stuff. Which isn't even 100% guaranteed at this point. I really hope they make their decision by tomorrow. I'm signed up for direct deposit so the money should go straight into my bank account once my tuition is paid for. But if I am approved for it, and if they wait too long to decide, my professors will be annoyed because I don't have my books. I can't afford them without my financial aid. So yeah not so much fun.

*snuggles Kitty* I hopes you're pregnant darling, and I hope it all goes perfectly for you.

Nicole, you're so lucky :( I'm meant starting at 9am tomorrow. But my dentist appointment is then, so probably won't be there til 10.30ish.

I'm hungry >_<

*Hugs Mark and Kitty*
Mark-Nah i'm good thanks! I will have college, I only have HSC tomorrow, so it's not too bad lol
Kitty-Have fun at school tomorrow then, I hope you get financial aid :/ Other countries confuse me with the medical care and things like that. England is so much more simple.
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*Hugs Sarah*
Helen-ahh fun :/ The dentist is rubbish, I hate it. At least college isn't that bad.

*cuddles Mark, Kitty Nicole, Helen and Felicia* still feeling shocked :(

*hugs Nicole* I love college aha :P
*snuggles Sarah*

-snuggles everyone- I'm glad I will have all of you supporting me an there with me throughout my pregnancy. Being that I really don't have anyone here, it's going to help. My mom is going to be pissed. But if she starts yelling at me I'm going to tell her basically to **** off because I am an adult and married. It's not like I'm a 14 year old girl and pregnant. (No offense to anyone that may have gotten pregnant at that age...she just always told me when I was a teenager not to get pregnant at that age...to wait until I was married first). Well here I am, married.

*Huggles Sarah*

*Squishes Kitty* You are a married adult hun , you are responsible enough . I don't know know how old you are but you seem very nice , and you ARE married so good for you :)

Exactly Kitty, you're following her advice x

I got pregnant at 14 lol. Well..I was 13 when the r word took place. But yeah, was just before my 14th..

/useless post.

*curls up*

*hugs ward*

I'm so lonely. This freaking sucks.

Yes I am. And I'm 22, Mark. I turn 23 on march 27th.

Since I will be giving birth right before fall semester begins, I plan on taking at least one semester off from school. I think it would just be too much to have a newborn baby and have to start classes right away. Especially being that sleep with a newborn is scarce to say the least.

-hugs helen- I didn't mean it to be anything against teen pregnancy. I understand that it happens. Sorry if I hurt your feelings by saying that. :(

-hugs felicia- You can come hang out with me hun.

You didn't sweetheart, I know it's not your opinion/you that said it. I just stupidly felt the need to say it :S Ignore me *hugs*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Felicia*

I wish we could all live together on the moon , where no one would bother us and we could all be friends :) and could invite people too

I wouldn't want to live on the moon, Mark. It would be cold and anti-gravityish and no oxygen. I'd rather live on a secluded island where we govern ourselves and be able to choose who we allow to live there and stuff. That would be awesome. That's my ideal world.

*snuggles felicia* i lonely too =[
<3 helen
*waves to mark and everyone*

sleeeeepy
and full =[

The moon's bit drastic isn't it Mark? :P Not to mention far away lol. If we all go can I please bring my bestie? :) She's a past wardie ;)

Oh that sounds better :whistling:

If we live on an island... or the moon or whatever, please just don't kick me off when I get annoying. :)

Well an island would work for me , I like the coast :P hehe , You are all welcome to bring people to our place in space/the sea and no-one would get kicked off unless they crossed me the almighty leader ... Well of couse I joke you all are welcome

We would never kick anyone off the island. Once we got moved in and settled we would be there for good. Nobody would ever kick anybody off. And we would have the best of doctors there to help us. No need for hospitals. They would just come anytime we needed something. It could be our psych ward but not so scary, and it would be so much better. I think I will move there in my head.

Hi I'm Kitty. I'm now living on the island. Nobody will ever mess with me again! Anyone want to join? :)

For some reason, I can really picture Mark being the leader. o.O lol

Mark, crowning yourself leader, eh?
*moves to the island* There. Everything will be okay now.

*joins island*
and everyone magically looks awesome in their swimsuits...
god i want this island :P
and course we wouldnt kick you off silly =]

*moves to the island* :P

Godammit, I wish it was real :(

Felicia , You doubt me as the leader ? :P hehe , I have Kitty on my side , Kitty you can be my general , (Not that this is a dictatorship) it's a friendly principallity :)

lol =]

But.... I wanna be a leader!
I demand a leadership position! haha.

Not that I doubt you... I just go on frequent power trips. :p

Okies. ^.^ We all get a say on who moves to the island, though. All of us and our friends are welcome. But anyone else, we have to have a vote on.

Hmmm my house will be surrounded by trees.

Guys you're well making me giggle ^_^ Can I be important too? hehehehe

*moves to island* yay warm beach *settles in with picnic* Join me?

-shuffles on over to where sarah is- yay picnic on the beach! We need music, though. Hmmm... -runs to grab a stereo that runs on batteries- yay music!

And Felicia and Helen, we are all important on this island. This is a way different kind of government. We all rule the island. If we have disagreements on an issue, we have to work through them together. :)

Helen You can be my first Leftenant! I reckon you'd be good at that . You are in charge of imigration !:P